cover art: THEPOOLBOI

lyrics:

phoenix, i rise from the ashes
bleeding, I lie on my mattress, I
know that it might never happen
you were the one that I'm lacking
hold me if you want the passion
I won't be like I was back then
I feel it run through my system
cyanide makes me the victim

cyanide
cyanide
cyanide
cyanide
cyanide
cyanide
cyanide
cyanide
cyanide

cyanide (feat. killstation)

lyrics:

nothing would ever change 
put bullet inside of my brain
i know that i have disease
but there is no cure at least

nothing would ever change 
put bullet inside of my brain
i know that i have disease
but there is no cure at least

and nothing would ever change 
put bullet inside of my brain
i know that i have disease
but there is no cure at least

and nothing would ever change 
put bullet inside of my brain
i know that i have disease
before i die i need breathe

brea-
brea-
-ath -brea
brh-
brh-
brea-
breathe
before i die i need breathe


the idea of "cornered" came to me after a terrible dream where I was some girl who suffers from an unknown disease and experiences wild pains all over her body, coughs up blood and suffocates, the doctors could not help her, the girl could not afford resorting to suicide out of fear, trying to live to the last, experiencing great pain from every breath, she decides to end her pain, makes a last full breath through agony and jumps out the window. The dream is over. it hit me very hard. this song was created in 6 hours.

cornered

Lyrics:

atarax:

I cannot throw it away, 
Forget all the feelings somehow caused me pain,
Who are you to blame
The fact that I seek for revengeance to all of the demons, to all of the fiends 
I woke up, it’s stigmatas burns under my skin, 
You wanted a story so where to begin?
It’s been a long trip for the boy in the jungle 
That was made of stone, oh no, it’s so cold 

atarax & CYANIDE PHOENIX: 

Gonna finish it fast, 
Throw out your brick, 
You know he won’t last
It’s so cold under ground
But just let me rest,
I’m not your hound
When I’ll rise from the dead 
I must crash motherfucker,
Crash this motherfucker back 
He’s gonna scream till the end
For all of the deaths, for my fellas 
I’ll make him regret

CYANIDE PHOENIX:

you left me here, i feel so numb
you've took my soul and torn apart
you left me walking by myself
i hope that you will stay in hell

you left me here, i feel so numb
you've took my soul and torn apart
you left me walking by myself
I hope that you will stay in hell

linum (feat. atarax)

lyrics: 

live out of sanity, you all stuck in duality
slaves of minority, defects can't rule reality
live out of sanity, you all stuck in duality
slaves of minority, defects can't rule reality

oh fake lord and a fake love, bodies starving in a pit of blood
i know the truth that they hiding all, this is reason why i take decisions under floor
oh fake lord and a fake love, bodies starving in a pit of blood
i know the truth that they hiding all, this is reason why i take decisions under floor

duality

Composed by KIllstation and CYANIDE PHOENIX

black opal (feat. killstation)

01/03/2024

dedicated to Dmitry Skripchenko.

narco

song from ''the air' LP, pre-released at the request of REALM EZRA. enjoy.

lyrics written by macklemore & ryan lewis

i wanna fly, can you take me far away?
give me a star to reach for
tell me what it takes
and I'll go so high, I'll go so high
my feet won't touch the ground
just stitch my wings and pull the strings
i bought these dreams that all fall down

wings

thank you for your patience, there is more to come now.

lyrics:

phoenix won't
rise from the ashes
this time

you will know
how it feels to burn
to survive 

nothing could be good
i know i've tried too many times
everytime i feel alive
something ruins from inside

and i always gonna be the same, i cannot change my mind
and relying on your help is tantamount to suicide

suicide (suicide)
will i?

phoenix won't
rise from the ashes
this time

you will know
how it feels to burn
to survive 

phoenix

produced by Lyra.

lyrics:

angels left us
when we needed all them most
no one ever
will save us from hopeless burst

angels left us
when we needed all them most
no one ever
will save us from hopeless burst

Lobnya Depo OST, lmao.

angels (prod. lyra)

lyrics:

little kid, all alone
just no one around the world
have no mom, have no dad
no one cares about his death

in the toy universe
he will never be alone 
found a box, with the toys
welcome back to your own home


thanks to my mother for this song.

toy universe

lyrics freestyled in 2022.

prod. by methylamine and CYANIDE PHOENIX.


i will cut all your motherfucking throats, bitch
say a word, that can convince me right now, hey
my sharp knife soon will catch your fucking life, hey
hope that I'll kill you quickly motherfucker

oh, shit, what I need to do
stop it motherfucker, i don't wanna hurting you 
but if you prefer don't leave 
i will take your body and I'll melt it to the filth, yeah

your scream, filling me inside, filling all my bones
you started to fucking cry, cause just no one can stay calm, when your body turning into slime
but your body will be same, but your body will be fine

i will cut all your motherfucking throats, bitch
say a word, that can convince me right now, hey
my sharp knife soon will catch your fucking life, hey
hope that I"ll kill you quickly motherfucker

conviction (prod. methylamine)

lyrics:

we know i never was
someone who would be close
but now i only hope
you're not forever gone

interpolation: killstation - exelsior

wherehaveyougone?

an announcement track released to introduce and immerse you in the atmosphere of the upcoming album.
"scarlet" comes out in december.
welcome back to your nightmare.

lyrics written by my brother and edited by me:

no need to know my name 
i just wanna see your face
don't even worry about me
I'd be so happy even only with

image of you
image of you 

i printed it
and cutted it off
then printed one more time and
glued it up
seems now i
have a second image
of you
of you
image of you

part by part, I'm creating life where we both happy
lost my mind, don't even remember what your face was back then

part by, part by, part by part

(I'm doing okay)

OF YOU
OF YOU

OF YOU
OF YOU

image of you

lyrics:

men don't cry, so I won't let it go
I'll bury myself deep in the snow
I won't leave a tear, won't leave my soul
"no one ever heard of 34th"

when the winter comes i cannot help myself 
cause everything i had i lost when it appeared 
and it's just hell but only cold as hell
and last snowflake will make me feel like everything's not fell

but till the end of it, always dug myself deeper 
pain, so cold, "you know you'd never kept her"
but memories and pain slowly fading out
this snowflakes seems finally looking pretty fine

snowflakes

original song: killstation - things i never told you

lyrics:

the day you left i fucking died

(ambient singing)

the day you left i fucking died

i only hope that you are 
okay without me by your side
i never made it too far
the day you left i fucking died

closure

lyrics:

and i know that you don't know about it all, i know you know that I'm 
feeling fucking shitty everytime when i am seeing light
I don't really care about it all, I'm feeling like i died
everytime i see you people, everytime i feel a-like

tell me your reasons for living, i will break it one more time
after seeing children dying for nothing i have no rights 
rights to act like i am living
rights to co-exist with hive
hive of fuckers with no reason to stay happy and alive

living in the world and being happy while somebody dies
oh, you care? of course you not, you're just a fucking hypocrite 
but for now, i think you know...
that you don't know that i
will continue being me, a living corpse, with dead pale eyes

and i know that you don't know about it all, i know you know that I'm 
feeling fucking shitty everytime when i am seeing light
I don't really care about it all, I'm feeling like i died
everytime i see you people, everytime i feel a-like

lyrics:

I won't lie, i miss you
but i know, you won't be
near me here, near me there
I'll be uncompleted
I can't stop myself from 
imagining you with
somebody else, not me
not near me, won't hear me
you're too far, somewhere else
but too close, in my mind
I'm too far, somewhere else,
but too far, you forgot
about me, about us, about things
that we planned
about life that we had, about love that you ended

love that you ended
love that you ended up so quick

thank you.


eraldamine

lyrics:

oh, take it 
all i had forsaken
it's taken away from me
by myself 

it's not even aching 
I'm not even breaking
got used to it, back then
Am i? Am i?

if not this what else then?
what is my own cost?
am I worthless?
or priceless?
i wonder, i wonder, i wonder why

why my dreams got hopeless?
why the sun lights much less
Why I'm fucking godless, by the choice of god
what i like? what should i do?
why do i? why do you?


take it, forsaken, it's taken away.
it's fucking aching 
I'm fucking breaking
not used to it still, i


itsnotevenaphobia

endlesswaiting

antibioticcrisis

photodermatosis

theonethatwasburned

bytheendofthecrisis

leavethisplanetrest

lyrics:

god won't help
no matter how hard you would pray, okay 
i will find your body, cold steel, cutted veins, okay
I'm not even scared, i'm the concentrate of hate
hate to fallen minds, that just living around me

on their knees, through the centuries, getting drunk, first from core, now it's pharmacies
hard breathing shit, self-destroyed kids,
parents crying at the stone, kid is six feet deep
you don't need enemies, at the world like this
everything is sold, no soul, only disease
crimes and wars, then dirt and the worms
in the end we all'll be washed by the atomic bombs, okay 

god won't help
no matter how hard you would pray, okay 
i will find your body, cold steel, cutted veins, okay
I'm not even scared, i'm the concentrate of hate
hate to fallen minds, that just living around me


don't give a fuck, I'm not upset
not cause I don't understand, or wanna disrespect dead
only cause it was his choice, his choice, his choice, he died by his own choice, bitch 
start from the weed, try this, some heat, dig in, okay
now it's codeine, some pills, then crack, oh shit, okay 
oh dear lord, needles up and inject, okay
don't dare to call addict addicted, he's infected, okay

(it's been two weeks since my last confession, i'm doing) okay 
i will find your body, cold steel, cutted veins, okay
I'm not even scared, i'm the concentrate of hate
hate to fallen minds, that just living around me

okay

radiohead - creep (cyanide phoenix remix)

clock

autistic second grader freestyle.mp3

lyrics: 
all the time i stayed at place
it caused me crying hatefully 
only treatment i got there is
endless fucking hate to me
since i left it's been few years I'll never miss you, i believe 
everything i ever lived, fuck this shit, just let me be

let me be 
fuck this shit, just let me
let me be 
fuck this shit, just let me
let me be 
fuck this shit, just let me (let me be)
let me be 
fuck this shit, just let me

CYANIDE PHOENIX

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