where i live, and seemingly where i'll die.


or nah, i just really dont trust myself about much anything these days.

this one's a lil rough around the edges, couldn't bear to tinker with it anymore. also loud.

thanks cb<3, bc, sy, js, pl, tk, and everyone else for your love, support and ears.

sorry it took so long,


<3

ON TOP OF BITCH MOUNTAIN

my head is in the ground, and the dirt is terrifying

you ever not finish a thought over and over
incomplete ideas that you
im so tired
nod your head and the clock reveals
stillness brings confusion and disorientation
hence my confusion
goddamn robots do my bidding instead of frightening me please
stop it stop it stop it

CDs available here:
emcd.bandcamp.com/album/when-you-rub-your-eyes-original-soundtrack

when you rub your eyes original soundtrack

forgot to put this up here

some blown out breaks i finally found the sauce for (some of this stuff is mad old)

an odd "comeback" release but it was time to get these off the harddrive

thanks to all the pals who listened to so many versions of these over the last few years

hope you enjoy

dusted_and_busted

forgot to upload this here

i am trying and doing, albeit never enough [for me][[or world]]

hope???

getting somewhere

i wish to find what exactly

you dont get to know what i said on this

samples
1-jh
3-Kiss the smear off the window - id m theft able https://idmtheftable.bandcamp.com/album/l-e-t-t-i-n-g-s
(please listen to that release)
4-os

thanks to all who listened to the many versions of these and cb as always

an unending horizon of joy, just beyond a vast pain

_ine_

iee_0r

riieee

10r8_10iei

inr0

alright haha lets decide what the day is

now the day is the issue

subconscious bird problems

i have upset the birds

those goddamn fucking birds

good morning tiny people in my computer <3

fuzzy remember clouds|pointy feelings

unwinding(mode:impossible)

shakingtheslinkybetweenyourteeth

this_is_the_song_where_you_rub_your_eyes

endofday=anxiousmessstill

middleofthenightfeelsbadsome[often]times||||||||||||

hope song {spiny as she may be}

squishy squelchy feelings (sexual?)(stressful??)(indulgent???)

trepidatious-ass-movement.mp4

look at all these windows i can click on wow there are so many thank you computer

wake_up_and_it_is_nice(???)

outside[bad brain]

resist and suffer the consequences, but optimistic [y/n]

constantconstantconstant observation (two ways)

idontknowhatiwasthinking[whatisitthatyouthinkofme]

its all so big and i simply dont know

i remixed a song by my boys
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
https://soundcloud.com/auvamusic/sets/light-years

AÜVA - RECOLLECTIONS {(CYBERBULLY)}

if u get all the references u are a tru allston rawk hero

UPSTAIRRSS BOYYSS --- The Stars Never Shine on Allston

A collection of bleeps and bloops I made over the last 5 months. 
Sort of turned into a stress travel log, which is nice to have around. 

A lot of these songs have been released before, but they all sound ~shinier~ than ever before (bttrmxsfrrl) 

There's also a nice surprise if you buy the album on bandcamp ^<_^ 




B;H_S:P [bad;high_school:poetry]

MILWAUKEE

/something_beautiful/

https://cyberbullyallcaps.bandcamp.com/album/imhavingthetimeofmylife

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very misc 
mostly beats 
other nonsense 
what am i

oh_great!

ive been making tapey things while i dont have a lappy of my own ie ableton

heres this

.o__k___a____y.w__i___t____h.m__e.

here's a song about leaving
hopefully this is a kind of corn you like

〰〰s〰i〰n〰k〰i〰n〰g〰〰

brain_hurty_no_money

NOMORESKIN2024

133CH

floorless_snowlfake_lol.mp4

D.I.Y.D.I.C.D.I.E.

HAPPY>=<GOOD???

https://cyberbullyallcaps.bandcamp.com/
https://alwayslouderforever.bandcamp.com/

CYBERBULLY

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