SiMULACRA

XJ 1.5 + 2.5 ReMiX - 2025
Produced, Written, Mixed and Mastered by Me
Sample: odden ❤️
https://on.soundcloud.com/EUSGqt4uU9BHtXvu7

XJ bleach everything
fuck my life took everything
i'm off new drugs i hate my life
XJ bleach everything

Extremism, Dark Visions, Fuck with us, Take pills and,
Extremism, Dark Visions, Fuck with us, Take pills and,
Find Heaven, Find Heaven, Take Nothing, Reset me,
I been hidden, I been hidden, I been hidden, I been hidden, 

XJ bleach everything
fuck my life took everything
i'm off new drugs i hate my life
XJ bleach everything

Fuck this life you never know
When it's gonna end tho
I wanna control it tho
I wanna control it tho

I ain't tryna settle down
I been only waking up
XJ faking
XJ faking all his love

358/2 Days

WHAT IS FOREVER FOR

lose control

plz d0n’t w@ke me up...

Matrix

[Intro / Hook]
Alexa, play everyone who played me  
Now it’s heartbreak loops in HD, on my iPhone lately  
Run it back, lil nigga — yeah, I heard that line already  
Auto-reply on timing like “you dead to me, lul baby”

[Verse 1]
Rebooted again — I ain’t crash in a minute  
Blocked your IP — now my wifey’s WiFi winning  
How you tryna trace me when you ain’t got no pings in it  
Ghosted smooth — out the chat, thuggin with no limit  

Ran off with the logs — now she cryin’ to a chatbot  
Tried to trace me — but I vanished when the MAC dropped  
Dark mode love — you ain’t see it 'til the flash stopped (pew pew)  
Now I’m off-grid — movin’ smooth like a laptop  

She a pop-up — I just X out  
Too much traffic — so I crash out  
Out the backdoor — like I’m logged out  
Did it all clean — when you ain’t got no pings in it  

[Verse 2]
iMessage green now — that’s how karma works  
Outta my life, now I’m back in my purpose  
Drip too loud — got the Net tryna nerf it  
VVs dancin’ like I scripted the surface  

I told Alexa — “play everyone that played me”  
Now it’s heartbreak loops in HD on my iPhone lately  
Auto-reply on timing like “you dead to me, lul baby”  
Blocked, unfollowed — now I’m wavy

[Verse 3]
Punchin’ cards like Rocky — but I’m duckin’ deposits  
Profile clean — I got bots doin’ laundry  
Came up off a BIN — now I’m talkin’ like Gotti  
Giffin’ her heart like a CVV  
Three digits and she gave me the key  

Told her “don’t trip,” that’s just VPN me  
I’m outta the state — but I’m swipin’ for free  
PNC jumpin’, I feel like I’m boxed in  
Card got declined? That’s a plot twist  

Too many jugs — I don’t need to clock in  
Got shorty in Saks sayin’ “that’s not him!”  
Log so clean — it could pass for my birth cert  
I ain’t play ball — but I scam with a wrist work  

Pulled her with a punch — not a DM, a gift card  
Now she want love — tell her check with the chargeback  

[Outro Hook]
Alexa, play everyone who played me  
Now it’s heartbreak loops in HD, on my iPhone lately  
Run it back, lil nigga — yeah, I heard that line already  
Auto-reply on timing like “you dead to me, lul baby”

Alexa//Play Everyone Who Played Me

Alexa, Play Everyone Who Played Me

avatar

one last gasp

Heaven Is A Place On Earth (Prod.Crybaby404)

something about you

Speak (Intro)

CLUBF*CKER

lyrics:
my insides try to sanitize the thought of you
it's gonna die out, yeah
maroon walls cover every inch around the room
had a psychic feelin' on the call
it was already time to move on
and you don't know nothing at all
had a split second thought of forgiveness
but I'll be okay since you're gone

cover every picture in my room
I can't even stand the thought of you
you thought you knew me but here's the truth
twice you took it back, now I tell you what to do
lately, there's no hesitating left to do
put the notes in the background
if the safe's for the taking, I think that'll do
tell me I don't have a say now

if one of us is safe then here I am
you told me not to fault or hold a hand
60s were a pastime why'd it have to end?
if you want to lay down, why'd you bring me with?
I stay busy any way I can
block out repulsion to stay in touch with them
every side of me don't have a plan
but maybe I don't have to hold your hand

my insides try to sanitize the thought of you
it's gonna die out, yeah
maroon walls cover every inch around the room
had a psychic feel-

cover every picture in my room
I can't even stand the thought of you
you thought you knew me but here's the truth
twice you took it back, now I tell you what to do
lately, there's no hesitating left to do
put the notes in the background
if the safe's for the taking, I think that'll do
tell me I don't have a say now

day that I lost my life
I put it on you
what it's like to give you everything then lose it
if I put my hand on the dice I'm choosing
I hope you break my line then find something amusing

seeing double vision on my sheet
water on my body head to feet
I might pull the plug if I could reach it, yeah

cover every picture in my room
I can't even stand the thought of you
you thought you knew me but here's the truth
twice you took it back, back, back, back

prod. goochems 
mixed and mastered by goochems
cover shot by @lea.the.wise

sanitize

-SiMULACRA-
Redefining What It Means To Be Human
Founder: @Killiankilljoy
https://linktr.ee/crybaby404

🦇🩸⋆.˚𖦹⋆✮ 𝐒𝐭✰𝐫𝐛𝐨𝐲 ⋆✮⋆.˚ ⋆🖤🥀
I manage the @cybercorecollective with Crybaby404.

Speak (Intro)

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