cant believed I missed out on your music love it man

I love this so much! does anyone know the guitar chords/strumming patterns?

DEAD YAMI MADE THE INSTRUMENTAL!!
@deadyami (deadyami)

LYRICS:
Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Pre-Verse:
I can't look people in the eyes
I know that you're sad inside
But sometimes, it's better not to cry

Verse:
My friends all call me Mary Jane
And these places always stay the same
I am not the person I used to be

When things we used to do
Is a reminder of me and you
I hope someday you'll be happy too

I hope someday you'll be happy too
I hope someday you'll be happy too

Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Verse 2:
My head always feels so cloudy
You would be better without me
One of those things that just don't work out

See my reflection in your eyes
The way your hand fits in mine
This is just another one of those goodbyes

This is just another one of those goodbyes
This is just another one of those goodbyes

Bridge:
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say
i dont wanna say... goodbye

Chorus:
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

Instrumental:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cD2MugTYAIk

/i killed myself in january/ (demo)

lyrics:

(merry christmas motherfuckers!!
yes!!! go on [REDACTED], send it bruv!! oh ma fuckin god
how did you not fall over?
what do you say to that?)

a private visit to the murder scene
is an essential step of the path of getting clean
inside head my im rolling over like what it means
to take a coping mechanism strawberry flavour vaccine

its giving me visions
turn off the television
living with conditions
mental diseased terrorism

whats the point of winning if youre not sinning
whats the point of winning if youre not sinning
feels so damn good hurting myself
but i guess its my fault turning down your help

you saw the worst of me wish you missed it 
i just wanna be another statistic
wish i hadn't come on so strong being fucking mystic
well thats a side effect of me being autistic

stinks of shit 
still choke on it  
stood on my feet
thats what i get
standing on yours

dont fucking touch me bitch im going insane
im gonna put a fucking bullet inside my fucking brain
cos ive got no love and ive
got no friends
and im out of control because of whats between my legs

she always says the wrong thing
and it leaves her in a flower world of her dreams
dont trust the boys with the spider eyes
cos it turns out all they seem to know is lies

Strawberry Flavour Cocaine

epic fail voice can't go as high as preripped lol

Bianca Devins

2 AM another night
kept awake by fluorescent lights
my slow decay broadcasted live
through snapshots of a cold and empty life

basking in the RGB
while snowfall coats late Autumn Leaves
find my way out eventually
to empty roads and cold concrete

the city streets dont teem with life like they used to
and when we speak we never speak like we used to
please speak like you used to speak to me

theres nothing left but awkward "how have you been"
"see you again sometime"
no one left to partake in gas station drinks
link cable battles while parking lot loitering

Kitchen

cry cuz you're so worthless
die without a purpose 
why do we do all this
well, I can't tell

Cuz I'm so bummed out
My life's not fun now
I'll just shut down
Cuz I'm so bummed out
I'm so bummed out 

Lie down forever
Try but doesn't get better 
why am I so bitter 
Well I can't tell

Bummed Out

*art drawn by me

lyrics:

i woke up feeling like a total
fucking tr*nny today
i dont think that is such
an unreasonable thing to say
i hate my legs, my ass, my voice
the fucking hair on my face
fat chance im looking in a mirror
what a fucking disgrace

i wish i didnt exist x8

i wrote your number in the back
of my journal today
i think im too much of a
dramatic coward to say
i love your hair, your lips, your feet
that fucking grin on your face
i hope stick around long enough
to hear me say

i wish i didnt exist x8

(awesome drum breakdown)

i wish i didnt exist x8

I Wish I Didn't Exist

cant express what
I am thinking
words elude me
feel so damn foolish 

I feel so stupid
I feel so useless
I think so I'm so cringe
Im so retarded

Cant connect with
anybody
always anxious 
There's no one there for me

Retarded

Pop-Phlodge x Chadpilled

Lyrics:
It's been a bummer for a while
I hardly ever smile
why does living feel so vile
cold heart like a reptile
and I got this dry ass phone
no text, no one, no hoes
wish I'd crash out on the road
and rot and die alone

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

you keep blowing up my phone
with pics of you giving dome
so I'll take the benz out to the road
crash into the lake
and drown there cold
as the water feels my lungs
I'll feel the bliss of a 1000 suns
just how the schizos speak in tongues
cause ill know my shitty life is done

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

I'm killing myself tonight I'll be dead by morning
and all of this fucking time I was shouting out warnings
I was crying for help from you guys and you fucking ignored me
so I'm killing myself tonight that's the end of the story

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

Oh God Why (Feat. Cameron Phlodge & Chadpilled)

search
for something to make you whole
but nothing ever will
jump deeper into the hole
find your will

killing me slowly
its taking my body
and slowly but softly
you hug me and watch me
go limp

i'm so sorry
for being nobody to you
if there's god, he must
hate me, i know that its true

a year's gone by, and i'm still the same
my eyes burn red, the light eats away

find
the moment which feels right
make sure you hold on tight
jump deeper into a hole
you cant climb

open
your eyes and ignore the light
radiating in
a body submerged in water
can you swim?

killing me slowly
its taking my body
and slowly but softly
you hug me and watch me
go limp

i'm so sorry
for being nobody to you
if there's god, he must
hate me, i know that its true

don't wanna break the mold
the story's getting old

The Mold

Now my bubble's bursting

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6Mx1kLPaFh5t2XIGOR99vc?si=8b1d1e2e0389476a
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/let-me-leave-you-in-yesterday/1613326864?i=1613326865

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