o_o! ! ! !

its been a really really bad day
ive been up for to long idk whata say
and everything couldve went wrong did 
i dont feel to happy with what i am becoming
its finally that time of the night 
when i could ijust feel nothing 
when i can be alright 
and like 20 mintues later i was done 
snapped back to reality 

post nut clarity

i dont rlly wanna talk 
i can see my boss is lookin at me 
i dont think that hes  to happy
i dont think i did anythign wrong
he said i left to early and taht 
hes gonna let go of me so now 
so now i got nop cash got np job
sitting at the bus stop i jsut cried and sobbed
20 minutes later i was done
snapped back to reality 
post nut clarity 

i watch insane things
i really hate it 
i hate myself girl 
memories fadin

Post Nut Clarity

uhhh

i'm alone again and i just want out
some girl's looking at me
now i'm freaking out
you must think i'm schtewpid
like i'm new to this
like i won't do shit
i know i can't trust you
leave me in a ditch 'til my corpse turns blue

everyone is trying to kill me
you can all just stop pretending
all your lies are never-ending
unload the clip until it's empty

all my so-called friends had to get cut off
i just didn't want to get my head sawed-off
you might think i'm crazy
well yeah, sure, like i guess, maybe
i've been so sick lately
i can never tell if you love or hate me

every1 is tryin 2 kill me 0_o

2 AM another night
kept awake by fluorescent lights
my slow decay broadcasted live
through snapshots of a cold and empty life

basking in the RGB
while snowfall coats late Autumn Leaves
find my way out eventually
to empty roads and cold concrete

the city streets dont teem with life like they used to
and when we speak we never speak like we used to
please speak like you used to speak to me

theres nothing left but awkward "how have you been"
"see you again sometime"
no one left to partake in gas station drinks
link cable battles while parking lot loitering

Link Cable

Sailor Moon

Imitation Intimacy

july 2020

demo version of raised by the world wide web, idea reworked into final track

raised by www (demo)

This one's dedicated to zoe.

The original version is so much better than mine:
https://soundcloud.com/user-206923461/in-the-end-it-meant-nothing-1?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

FOLLOW THESLEEPDEMONS:
https://soundcloud.com/user-206923461/in-the-end-it-meant-nothing-1?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

In The End, It Meant Nothing (thesleepdemons cover)

The dominoes fall the way you set them up
And now you wanna pass the buck
Can’t ask for any help because you’d have to beg

You whine and cry because we won’t believe
That everything is peachy keen
Cuz you say that you know best
Seems like you don’t care

The dominoes fall the way you set them up
And now you’re blaming everyone
Because you never learn
(You tell me how that’s our fault at all?)

The card you played gave you a failing hand
Against a man with the worst of plans
Your arrogance fucks us again

You ask for blind loyalty to a man who’s time is done
If you understood the threat at hand, you’d be reaching for the big guns

Fight fight fight but we’ll we’ll we’ll
Lose everything to our broken willl
We’re up against the wall and we falter here?

Fight fight fight and win win win
We’ll do anything to see the light again
We’re groveling at the door of one old man
When it’s clear with him
We have no fuckin’ chance

The dominoes fall the way you set them up
You knew the risks before anyone
But your pride led you astray
(I wonder where I’ve seen that before?)

You beg and plead at the public’s knees
For them to save you from defeat
But you say they can’t think twice

You assume the common man will save you because you’re right
But you tell them that their concerns are why we’re losing this fight

Fight fight fight or we’ll we’ll we’ll
Lose everything to the man with half an ear
The lines are being drawn each passing day

Fight fight fight and win win win
We may not have another chance’s again
It’s really to ourselves we’ll lose the day
When we broke the faith
It seems we sealed our fate

Dominoes

Rest in peace to Lil Watermark, who helped me write this track.

Lyrics:
I’m an ogre now
Disgusting lumbering freak
I scare everyone
And live off memory

Break my mirrors, claw my eyes out
It won’t fix the shame
I can’t control how you see me
But I can show you pain

I’m a fucking freakshow to you
That’s all I’ll ever be 
Cuz I’m a mutant now
And pain comes naturally

I’ll live comfortably
When you know misery
You say I’m a disgrace
For things that I can’t change

I can hope that one day you’ll change
I’m not that naive
I can’t control how you see me
But I can make you grieve

I’m a fucking freakshow to you
That’s all I’ll ever be
Cuz I’m a mutant now
And pain comes naturally 

I’m a fucking freakshow to you
That’s all I’ll ever be
Cuz I’m a mutant now
And pain comes naturally

Mutant

I don't like the people who are
Living off my dime
They're in NYC in a penthouse suite
Where they're easy to find

It isn't murder when it's self defense 
Really its all fine
All the fat cat fucks
Bringing in big bucks
Are on borrowed time 

Cause they're playing the game
But their rules ain't the same
The fires already burning
And now we're fanning the flames
Those who deny your claims
Have addresses and names
They murder us and cry when we do the same

Deny and defend and depose
Cause I think that it's cool when we kill CEOs
Deny and defend and depose
Cause I think that it's cool when we kill CEOs

I don't like people who profit
Off of human life
They'll deny to cover treatment
While they watch you die

But when one of their own gets shot dead
Man it breaks their heart
What do you call one dead Billionaire?
A pretty good start

Cause they're playing the game
But their rules ain't the same
The fires already burning
And now we're fanning the flames
Those who deny your claims
Have addresses and names
They murder us and cry when we do the same

Deny and defend and depose
Cause I think that it's cool when we kill CEOs
Deny and defend and depose
Cause I think that it's cool when we kill CEOs

Deny and defend and depose
Cause I think that it's cool when we kill CEOs
Deny and defend and depose
Cause I think that it's cool when we kill CEOs

Luigi Did Nothing Wrong

Промінь

YOU_DONT_REALLY_CARE

theres snakes in the grass with venom in their fangs
and tigers behind the trees
when the people you trust start to up and leave
then you'll see what i mean
molotov cocktails flying through the air
before they burst into flame
theres four horsemen always drawing near
and they all know your name

i take shelter from it all
with the sun and steel
i walk around empty halls
looking for something real
tell me something that is true
i have to keep my faith
i like the sky so blue
i like the ocean waves

theres snakes in the grass with venom in their fangs
and tigers behind the trees
when the people you trust start to up and leave
then you'll see what i mean
molotov cocktails flying through the air
before they burst into flame
theres four horsemen always drawing near
and they all know your name

i've got to get away
i've got to leave
i've got to escape
that's all i need
i hate all the fake
i hate the lies
all the steps that they take
to keep their disguise

theres snakes in the grass with venom in their fangs
and tigers behind the trees
when the people you trust start to up and leave
then you'll see what i mean
molotov cocktails flying through the air
before they burst into flame
theres four horsemen always drawing near
and they all know your name

Sailor Moon

Cyborg9000

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