Track 3 - "Learning to Love Myself"
aka; A moment of reflection, let it be my last

Produced by Serena Liars
Vocals by JAYOVSN
Started March 23rd, 2025 - Finished April 2nd, 2025
140bpm Fmaj

Lyrics:

Crystal markings on my chest
Hold my hands as I repent
Lift my arms while I grow again
When I die, please let me rest

Ooh, but I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-

are x10000000000000000000

Hard to let go
Looking at the x's, o's,
No longer at home

Thinking 'bout past mistakes and
I wonder the most
If all of the wrongs been lingered

Feeling the pain in my sides
I guess this is my part of my life
Looking at the skies above
Now I'm just wondering why? (Ooh, but I don't wanna)

Go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-

(Ooh, but I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-)

also listen to bevels song that dropped today 
https://soundcloud.com/b3v3l/youll-see-exactly-what-i-mean/s-fQ2zbLri6XI?si=f57ba0252d7a481ea569802c4989b841&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Learning to Love Myself (with JAYOVSN)

scrapped instrumental from late december 2024

- slight remix of gain & loss :>

and i

sample - insides by sam krones https://open.spotify.com/track/730AYOqwCTW49kzVy8iNOE?si=13925bfdf3bf444b
intro ghost written by @1dxn
was originally for the album im working on but its kinda forgettable compared to the other songs ive made so imma just put it out as its own thing

yeah i guess so

prod kay @3eight9 , qlein @qlein <3

「デモ」

u know

Track 6 aka - I'll cherish these moments forever
Produced by Serena Liars and @saturnnnnnnnn
Mixed and mastered by Serena Liars
Vocals by saturnn
145bpm Amajor

Lyrics:

when im alone and i have nowhere to go
pick up the phone, nobodys home

i could try to speak my mind but my words just seem to choke
i could feel the knife in your hands pulled right under my nose

i refuse to growl at the bars no use in wasting breath
lay my arms on top of the thorns cuz all my wits have left

and everytime you laugh the anger rings throughout my headd
but if i yell with all my might youd leave again! (go!)

take your apology dont write me nothing better
know you hate to see me stand but id convince myself youd never
you sure love to black out, mood swing, change the temper (yeah)

i could try to wipe my eyes and say nothing is wrong
but you would know the truth since im singing this song

it excites me, that i hold the outcome in my hand
i let it past me just because i miss the memories i had

and if you ever try to think about it
youd be way more sympathetic 
i cant be calm about it

Recovered Moments, Never Falter (with saturnn)

Track 4 aka - We can reminisce together under the stars
Produced by Serena Liars, @b3v3l and @overoveroverover
Mixed by Serena Liars and bevel
Mastered by Serena Liars
145bpm D#maj

The Things that Bind Us Together (with bevel and over)

Track 2 aka - I'll still be okay through it all
Produced, mixed, and mastered by Serena Liars
150bpm Amaj

Getting Better with Time

im wit my dawg like johnny test boy @555phoenix #CLEANUP

she said "do u want me?" i said YES YES YES!!!
X up on my chest dem pills gon take my breath
she said imma mess god damn it i confess
prada bags up on me it come wit success
try ta push up on me like some pills get pressed boy
im wit my dawg like johnny test boy
u gon take my bitch? im not impressed boy
ill come dropa bag right on yo head boy

need to release stress i bite her chest chest chest
cant fw none of my guys cuz we da best
party still aint dominate so i cant rest
you cant put me to no test cuz imma pass
no i do not wanna work you fucking ass boy
pay up 500 for a lab boy
im the reason u got connections bruh u my lab boy
and i put ya favorite favorite on shit aint that sad boy

all my bitches petty i cant even lie im fuckin petty too
bitch in jimmy choo she tooted up like betty boop
nd my wrist sub zero guaranteed i flexx on u
ill make u look stupid im too swaggy im too coo
hop innat bitch nd act a fool my jeans 2 tight nd i cant move
mortal kombat finish u den we had rite back to the booth
aint no lie yes tell da truth my bro hop out nd shoot at u
don got too high off dis boof i think i need sum breathin room

neck on Rumpelstiltskin, golden tooth, and g star raw; 5th avenue
bunny said "these tricks for kids" i need one bitch for all my dudes
"mandy candy you too rude" im wrong for playing with MY food?
how u hating on the craft when yo shit sound like how mine do?
i know niggas talking bout me but no bullshit idgaf
dont say jd name again im grave digger im monster truck
boy i grinded for my spot id rather die than give this up
why am i so mad need to chillax im god dese niggas suck

YESYESYES 555 feat phoenix

2021sad

Xpex V4

YOU KILLED HIM

"Hiraeth (and The Things that Bind Us Together)" is out now. <3

@rosesatyourtombstone 

@gavemyallforyou on discord

Getting Better with Time

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