My first body of work. It isn't as good as my more recent works but I poured my heart onto it and tried my best with what I had.

Extra production by saturnn on Track 5
Inspired by achorda and lilac

what was once called my own disappeared like it never was

my heart breaks onto your arms

snow seeping into my shoes

the cold stare youve always given me

Guitar is done by @saturnnnnnnnn
Everything else is by me

if i could reverse time i would prevent u from coming back (with saturnn)

it sucks because youll hate me forever

prod isa n chinapoet

frogonabanjo97

lyrics:
you dont wanna talk
you dont listen
guess I'm done thinking it was different
money up spend it on prescriptions
I'm still tryna process what I just witnessed
tell me what u want from me
tell me do you want me endlessly
tell me that you're never gonna leave
I wont ever trust my enemies
I said ok fuck em let em bleed
will you keep the other half of me
tell me do you wanna hear from me
Ive been fucked up way too long that I cant tell just what I need

rest of me prod heroine, chinapoet

@sxnnai @vailjuggin
art: me, @zzoos, @pitifulrock
leave me behind where i cant go
yea im stuck paralyzed its a scandal
put ur body on top of mine
like u did with him
try my best not to lie but i caved in
i feel like the worst x2
feeling my time ticking
think im gonna burst
or fly like a bird
whatever i want to 
my daddy said that i can dream of what i want to
dream of what i want
you call i dont respond
cuz ive been trying my best 
to think of a response
or a lie to makeup
who knew the devil looked so pretty in makeup
and her parents try to keep us apart
cuz im bad for ur head 
and ur bad for my thoughts 
how can i blame the wind for the mess that it caused
if it was me who opened the door to my heart
but damn it felt nice yea the breeze it felt nice
and damn it felt right
i swear it was right
and i thought i was right
but ive never been so wrong 
so im putting my thoughs in a file with songs
dont care 
and even tho it seems like i dont care 
try my best but it still feel unfair
ik that u thought that i was worthless

leave me behind where i cant go
yea im stuck paralyzed its a scandal
put ur body on top of mine
like u did with him
try my best not to lie but i caved in
i feel like the worst x2
no i cant be fixed x5

Whatusaid @sxnnai @vailjuggin

ALL snips with @luca_marin
cover by @ euclicide on twt
1 - 3 deltarune ost flips
4. with @ssongbirdssing @tgwog
5. annihilation flip

heat death clips w. ssong & tgwog

@blessedposse @elxnce
cover @zzoos

it aint a number i cant count to, cash gave me good practice
and my bro stay up off that loud he walk round smell like cat piss
silly glock finna knock him down bitch im tired of bein passive
he not cut out to send em shots he jus stay to the rap shit
i rock straight esoteric pieces no jun takahashi
real vintage shit need wayback machine to read sum about it
i keep @zayok w/me in case u wanna start shit
i told that hoe quit playin w/me ik u want my body
hey, silly bands silly bands how much i jus dropped on this patek
where yo mans, where yo mans yea i done heard u aint got back
yo hoe tryn fuck yea she say i got too much swag
tch, same ppl talkin shit all u drop is fkn ass
i been sleepin mad good ion gotta worry bout a class
damn he said im not good but i stay up in my bag
chauffeur drive where i would while i stay nodded in the back
it aint a number i cant count to, cash gave me good practice
and my bro stay up off that loud he walk round smell like cat piss
silly glock finna knock him down bitch im tired of bein passive
he not cut out to send em shots he jus stay to the rap shit
i rock straight esoteric pieces no jun takahashi
real vintage shit need wayback machine to read sum about it
i keep @zayok w/me in case u wanna start shit

soul prod. luh a & elxnce

@synplant 
felt the feeling leave now its calling my phone
never choose a scene, i dont know what i want
i was acting fake now youre calling my bluff
i cant even lie, i just wanna go home

i been insecure abt myself for the past ten years,
think i gotta switch my reflex
cant even go outside no more, no recess
it all fell to pieces when a bad bitch hit my dms, yeah
fucked up for the whole weekend, i gotta reset

felt the feeling leave now its calling my phone
never choose a scene, i dont know what i want
i was acting fake now youre calling my bluff
i cant even lie, i just wanna go home

@sinefelt
i lose my mind x2
i guess i tolerate myself some of the time
taking a second glance losing my mind
there's plenty abt myself that i would wish away instead
but rly it's all alright, at least i'ma be something

i couldn't speak
i wouldn't talk
it'd be better if she knew what she wants
but she don't n she's gone

calling my phone feat. sinefelt

Short cliche song about missing someone

everything me 
@100signs

i react like the last time
it all comes crashing down
move on
don't come back
and i feel like i lost control over my body
reach in deep inside

i give up so easily
i drop my cards
i lay back
want my heart 
give u the key
i'll open up
forgot the name that i once had
the things that i lost in the fire
keep me warm right beside you baby dont let me go 
i wish all of this would end
i hate all your stupid friends
take me back to when i felt like i had something 
fuck me over i know that you wanna
i could lie bout it 
hide all my problems

i react like the last time
it all comes crashing down
move on
don't come back
and i feel like i lost control over my body
reach in deep inside

Don't come back

**soundcloud turned this tf down bc i master my music correctly so turn it back up yourself pls <3**

this is my longest song so far, ive been trying a lot of new things this year like songs over one minute, so count this as like 4 and a half songs


spend my time away from the screen
last time that i die in a dream
glaciers rolling off of my wrist
they dont turn back
spend my time away from the screen
last time that i die in a dream
glaciers rolling off of my wrist
they dont turn back time

say you love me while youre pulling me home
sculpt me softly while youre crushing my bones
say you love me while youre pulling me home
say you love me while you x2
say you love me while youre pulling me home
sculpt me softly while youre crushing my bones

sculpt me softly

@46b photo by @zzoos

and i know, that i talk too much
like how im supposed to gaf
ion-ion love nun but funds
ye-yea like ion love nun but dru-
shit not even fun
wake up dont remember nun
i think one thing bout myself and then its changin
she calls my name out for help but i feel hated
bring it up she pushes back im like the plaintiff
she gets her way no matter what why am i complaining?

she gets her way no matter what
damn, no im not okay that's a facade im keepin up
know im wide awake cause i do not sleep enough
cause i stay up everyday thinkin bout what happened 'tween us
she gets her way but i dont wanna say nothing
my lungs turnin gray but its okay i'll keep puffing
tell em im doin great, don't know how long i'll keep bluffin
like my mouth is taped don't know how long i'll keep hush

it takes a while to get used to the solace
sun up to sunset im just surrounded by the silence
hide out in my bed im disheveled wont recognize me
whyd i get upset why am i so worried about the obvious?
obviously one day i'll look back and remember how
how i felt that day when there was nothing to talk about
the day that i realized that it was all gon crumble down
i feel pain everyday cause of that day i heard you out

she gets her way no matter what
damn, no im not okay that's a facade im keepin up
know im wide awake cause i do not sleep enough
cause i stay up everyday thinkin bout what happened 'tween us
she-she gets her way but i dont wanna say nothing
my lungs turnin gray but its okay i'll keep puffing
tell em im doin great, don't know how long i'll keep bluffin
like my mouth is taped don't know how long i'll keep hush

her way prod. edyn

Tree (Ballad Mix)

"Hiraeth (and The Things that Bind Us Together)" is out now. <3

As seen on / Apart of:
@rosesatyourtombstone
@plinkohouse
@cut2static

@gavemyallforyou on discord

my heart breaks onto your arms

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