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I've never been happy

with all its last strength, the soul cries out in pain, unable to bear the suffering and sorrow of all that surrounds it...

The cry of a soul shattered by the pain of time...

Charity
50% of the income from this album will be donated to a charity that supports people struggling with depression, schizophrenia, and suicidal thoughts. If you enjoy the album, please share it. It means a lot to me, and it might save someone’s life. I have met many people, both online and offline, who were close to giving up. I don’t want to lose anyone again. I don’t want people to suffer. I want them to be happy.

Charity: https://www.deutsche-depressionshilfe.de

Some words of my own:
Circle Of Despair is a concept album I worked on for 11 months. I know 11 months sounds like a long time, and maybe you expected more from me. To be honest, I expected more from myself too, but I sometimes forget that I’m dealing with serious life issues, and balancing work, family, my job, and music is incredibly difficult.

I’ve been doing Breakbeat and Jungle for about a year and a half, and this album blends everything together: Garage, Rock, Drum and Bass, Vocaloid, Techno, Ambient, Jungle, and Breakbeat. I’m aware that I’m not the best artist in the world, and I have to accept that improvement takes time.

Please excuse me for not being perfect. I genuinely tried my best to express my emotions in this album.

Meta Data:
Main Artist: shinyflvres
Secondary Artist: Hatsune Miku
Composed by: Jason Milton Johnson
Label: Shinymoon a Division of BIONIC ROOM
Distribution: Shinymoon a Division of DigDis!
Type: Large Play (LP)

Inspiration, References:
NTO, Joachim Pastor, TOR, Hell Driver, Kill Script, HXTC, EGL, Regal, I Hate Models, Enrico Sangiuliano, Agonyost, Burial, Sewerslvt, Arkana, ILS, Glitchrtrode, Akira Yamaoka, Avith Ortega

Withdrawal

Beyond the Veil

MentallyILL

Hell Sings

Fearful Avoidant Disorganised Attachment

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Gentle Pulse – Liquid DnB Instrumental DJ Set

Dewlight Drift – Liquid DnB Instrumental DJ Set

💥 GENRE: Drum and Bass / [Subgenre: Liquid / Jungle / Dancefloor / Neurofunk]

“Nu; Ex Nihilo” drifts between dream and motion — a deep, space-soaked liquid drum & bass journey built on luminous pads, rolling energy, and a sense of cosmic lift. Nu blends dreamy atmospheres with an undercurrent of drive, creating a track that feels weightless yet powerful, like breaking through gravity into open sky. A melodic escape from nothingness into pure motion.

Ethereal Virtue (Sequel)

Watch my skin erupt in a CYNTHONI of flames.

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Cynthoni

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