Prod. https://soundcloud.com/irby314 and https://soundcloud.com/freveltrothy

feat. https://soundcloud.com/hazenova

four walls (ft. hazenova) (prod. frevel x irby)

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng
featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova

not meant to be (feat. hazenova) (prod. splashgvng)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/livingpuffy

lyrics:
I love you but you fucking haunt me 
I don't know why you had to rob me 
I love you but you fucking haunt me 
You stole everything that I ever loved 
Left me with pain never feeling enough 
Why did you do this to me 
Why did you ruin me 
You broke me into tiny little pieces 
But the world would never know 
Because you don't want me to show 

You destroyed me 
Are you happy now
Push me to the ground 
But you seem so damn proud 
Body exhausted and I’m so afraid 
I hate the way you took my life away 

Closed off from the world 
My mind in a constant swirl 
I'm stuck in a drought and i can’t get out 
No one ever hears me when I scream and shout 
Pages filled with so many thoughts 
It hurts so bad and I need it to stop 

I love you but you fucking haunt me 
Ghosts of my past but at least they want me 
They come to my dreams, no they don’t bring peace 
A nightmare it must be 
I was so young I just wanted your love 
I just wanted to be good enough 
Why wasn't I ever good enough

i love you but you haunt me (prod. LIVING PUFF)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/fkwt27 

lyrics:
I saw it coming 
was already running 
anticipated the heartbreak
that's why I make my legs shake 
I'm too afraid to take 
that blade to my wrists 
I don't want scars 
don't wanna remember this
starving myself cuz I can't eat 
anxiety it makes me weak 
I feel nausea I feel weak 
I don't wanna live like this 
why can't I just call it quits 
you and me are not the same 
I'll always just take the blame
fuck you for the words you say 
you make me feel guilty 
for living every day 
I'm sorry that I let you down 
I see it in your frown 
And I know you're never proud
I would leave this earth 
If I knew it wouldn't
hurt the ones around me 
suicide cross my mind 
but I downplay my issues 
and tell you i'm fine 

I'm fine really you don't have to worry about me, it okay I’ll be okay it’s fine

The saddest part is that I saw it coming 
this isn't new, this is nothing new to me 
I knew you'd tell me you love me 
and I knew you'd leave 
and I knew I would be here feeling empty 
still wondering why I'm not good enough 
to make anyone stick around long enough 
to get to know me
but it's okay I'm fine everything will be okay
I just need a little time

saw it coming (prod.fkwt)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0oGcZfAZaOby4FVubPcrFQ

not my greatest work but I needed to make this b4 I exploded

take me back to last july (prod. skellington)

Feat: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova

Prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxaOkiKd0n_Ufvbq6gEnSow

hey i miss you w/hazenova (prod. AKAMII)

prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2CVgEdYvEeXrOjiyqaln2A

probably gonna delete this lol

in death there is love (prod. THERSX)

prod https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

backseat (Prod. IOF)

sounds of the silence (prod. hazenova)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOe6LmMKrLmN-uKK5rx0Djg 

no one ever listens til their looking for a heartbeat

unfortunate story (Prod. ghøstpboy)

is it ok to let go now w/GXNEX (major league beats)

sick of it (feat. hazenova) (prod. xmichaelwarren)

prod. https://youtube.com/channel/UC0oGcZfAZaOby4FVubPcrFQ

combat boots (prod. skellington)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXNmwTYcncJg36OttQ0zTbw

lyrics: At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough 

At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough

broke my heart in the process of healing yours (prod. APC)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

Prod by. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCj5C0NwiOG0MgY5mwf5Ejtw

lyrics: 
I always wonder why you did this to me 
I never got any closure
The pain made me older 
It lingers in my thoughts 
And it haunts me 
Pictures on your facebook  
They taunt me 

I always wonder what it would've been like with you here 
But instead, I'll never know because you disappeared 
Now I feel so unlovable 
cause its all I've ever know

Because when you're ten years old 
You just want your dad 
You never understood how he could be so bad 

I remember laying in your arms 
And feeling so safe 
I didn't know that I would 
Lose you one day 
It's been like 7 years now 
And idk how to process
the fact that i lost you 
It all just feels so wrong 
Idk what to do 
So I'll write another sad song

all i've ever known (Wraith Nîr)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

what do u want from me (IOF)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGDePQVGIZccm9g0UwoNOgg

just wanna let it go (prod. metlast)

prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCj5C0NwiOG0MgY5mwf5Ejtw

Lyrics: 
Whose fault is it really now? 
I let it linger far longer than I should have
I've been healing but im going in circles 
Feel so ashamed
Should I just take the blame?
Rather be asleep than see another day 
But i cant talk like that cuz they call me crazy 
But maybe i am cuz im feeling it lately 

These labels are making me feel so sick 
I'm getting nausea just thinking of it 
I've been busy but it hasn't been amounting to much 
Times getting wasted so I can stay sane 
Without the distraction, I’d be in my grave

whose fault (prod. East Majin)

prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2CVgEdYvEeXrOjiyqaln2A

ft:https://soundcloud.com/jadedloner

make it out alive w/Jadedloner (prod.THERSX)

prod by https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0oGcZfAZaOby4FVubPcrFQ  

<3

evade (prod. skellington)

prodhttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ 

featuring https://soundcloud.com/hazenova?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

monsters in my mind w/hazenova (Prod. Gaxillic x IOF)

prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

train station (prod.IOF)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLaYu5eKNqsNmZFt2EwPS8A

https://soundcloud.com/graydawn?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing 

<3

submerge (prod.graydawn)

Mixed and Master by https://soundcloud.com/hazenova?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing 

produced by

in death there is love PT. 2 (prod.THERSX)

red roses (prod.APC)

prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoNso6meF2olF0wURgEBtyg

poison (prod. antisxcial)

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Produced By: https://soundcloud.com/jolst
Mixed And Mastered By Hazenova

something i never had (feat. hazenova) (prod. jolst)

silhouettes weeping (prod. wykn studio)

-featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
-produced by: https://soundcloud.com/everythingmackk

last goodbye (feat. hazenova)(prod. mackk)

Lyrics: 
Fall to the ground knees to my face 
My tears are running a race 
Forget what I said your all in my head 
Running around like we did back then 
I remember your smile your laugh your touch 
And I still wonder why I wasn't good enough 
Turn off the lights don’t wanna awake 
Sitting on the ground knees to my face 
And my tears are like running a race 
My vision so blurred suffocating in all your words 
My ears they ring and mind is like a forever going swing 
I wanna jump off but I’m afraid to fall 
Fall to the ground knees to my face 
My tears are running a race 
Forget what I said your all in my head 
Running around like we did back then 
I remember your smile your laugh your touch 
And I still wonder why I wasn't good enough

my tears are running a race (prod. yungs6ul)

mixed by: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Lyrics: 
Never really knew how it felt to feel so alone
Till the day I had to let you go 
And I mean it when I say the pain cuts deep
Its like your words were a blade perfectly made for me 
Don’t have scars that show 
But look in my eyes the window to my soul 
You’ll see the fire that’s been killing me 
Burning me alive from the inside out 
But its like im mute tryna scream and shout
Never really knew how it felt to feel so alone 
Till im crying on my couch 
Wishing I would melt away like snow 
And unlike the seasons my feelings have changed 
I see the world with a constant cloud of gray

wistful (prod 19hearts)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/lpuff 

lyrics:

I had a dream last night 
some may call it a nightmare 
but I live for the fear 
I like the dark essence that 
runs through the air 
I live for the pain only reason I’m here 
where would I be without 
the aches upon my skin 
or the marks up on my heart 

I hate that you think you tore me apart 
I did it to myself when I tried too hard 

I had a dream last night 
saw your shadow in the distance 
whimper in fear but don’t get 
me wrong I live for the fear 
so come a little closer closer 
I wanna whisper something in your ear 

I had a dream last night 
talked to the ghosts of my past 
told them my stories how nothing ever lasts 
Share all my pain how I'm tryna move on 
Wish this life didn’t seem so long

Cypression

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