lies

til the end ft. ghøst (scottysplash)

Beautiful Strangers

Too Much to Tell 222

heartsore freestyle prod october

think i met

picture - nothing,nowhere - i'm sorry, i'm trying, edited by me
original - https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic/im-sorry-im-trying

[Hook]
I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed
I'm sorry that my heads always a mess
I'm sorry that I missed your call
For the third time in a row
I promise that I care much more than I show

[Verse 1]
Don't get carried away, no
I'll only let you down
Certain circumstances got me feeling low
Don't take it personally
Talk some sense into me, I’ve been feeling senseless
Acting selfish, hate myself so fucking much, I’m out of touch
But I can see through all the lies that they’ve been selling me
Quit telling me you know they know what's best for me
My patience being tested, see
In the parking lot of the high school that I went to
Thought I hated it, but it's real shit when your friends leave
And you're back home with the same dreams
On the same street
All of the things that I’ve taken for granted is now
Everything that I wish hadn’t ended
All that I hated is now what I miss
Ain't that a bitch

[Hook]
I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed
I'm sorry that my heads always a mess
I'm sorry that I missed your call
For the third time in a row
I promise that I care much more than I show

nothing,nowhere. - i'm sorry, i'm trying (slowed)

https://soundcloud.com/pseudocurse

https://soundcloud.com/1kadoonthetrack

Dope$ick

Once again i was created to be cremated 
addictions gotten worse so I'm staying sedated 
But it doesn't help with the problems I'm facing there's a hole in my soul and I swear I'm not faking, aye
Please just change the station
We're on different wavelengths 
We don't vibe at all so what the fuck you saying?
stay sedated this is R rated depression's real it's not a wave can't fucking fake it bitch

Lil Xtra

I’m done playing, staying sedated like what in the fuck is you saying, my whole world is falling apart like a saiyan's invading my space 
death is the finish line I’m here to race 
Don’t fucking judge me I’m pleading my cases I know that I’m fucking abrasive I know that you hate it, but fuck I’m gon' say it,  bitches be playing I can’t fucking take it 

Fading to grey, feel my soul incinerate, depression becoming my permanent state 
Only thing helping is getting these plays 
And I Haven’t felt good since the sixth Fucking grade,

‘Less I’m staying faded my bad steady breaking, 
Skyler get off of my dick I’m not playing 
Do what I can for my family they can’t fucking stand me but I got these steps that I’m taking 




Ima stay on my lonesome wholesome never been the way with a heart so frozen 
Midas touched me now I’m golden 
Call me newton cause I’ve been chosen
I Haven’t felt good in a while I’m not hurting anyone don’t have to smile
Downward the spiral until I expire I’m dropping this fire like my name was Spyro 
Now every single day I’m getting asked why it’s working 
All I gotta say's you gotta put the Work in 
Fuck these lil rappers that I’m mercing 
I could have a billion plays and I would still feel worthless...

..so tell me was  it worth it? Went and switched up yourself so they’d think you’re perfect 
How I got a fan, one single person
I don’t know, no I don’t deserve this

PSEUDO:

Flipping the switch cause I'm worthless I'll say it again I was born with no purpose
My life isn't urgent your love isn't worth it i hate everything i am yes I am certain
My heart has been hurting there's no cure for this shit
Can't really tell if i hate that bitch
My life's a mistake and that's just how it is
I'll rot in the trees and drown in the abyss
Well I'm fucking done nothing fucking works
Tried but it made shit worse
lost my mind and my self worth and I wish you knew how bad this hurts
Now i'm back on the dope again, still hang around with the same shitty friends
been waiting patiently to see your face again
But fuck this shit I don't want to make amends

Hole In My Soul Part Two Feat. Dope$ick  [Prod. Kado]

mindy chapter 2 prod. by aspekt

"𝕒𝕕𝕕𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕡𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖"

First track with the new mic, thought i would go for something different then i usually do hope you guys enjoy it!
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Lyrics:
[chorus]
just when i thought i got my shit on track 
i go back to the thoughts that i think of myself
when im crying alone, on my phone
dry like my throat when that weed hit my dome
pupils they dilate, pupils they tryna hate. but i dont let that shit get to me
singing these songs is my destiny, feel like each day is a test for me
 
[verse 1]
waiting for someone that i can commit to
asking myself, is it me or is it you
i cannot keep going i need a tissue
tragic, im panicked i think i need help
i don't think she's good for my mental health
think of the memories that we once held
think of the feelings that both of us felt

[bridge]
Was it love or was it fucking lust?
I leave all my friends in the fucking dust
addicted to the concept of love 
but when it comes down to it i'd rather do drugs

[chorus]
just when i thought i got my shit on track 
i go back to the thoughts that i think of myself
when im crying alone, on my phone
dry like my throat when that weed hit my dome
pupils they dilate, pupils they tryna hate. but i dont let that shit get to me
singing these songs is my destiny, feel like each day is a test for me

[verse 2]
why am i here
laying decaying in the atmosphere
look in your eyes
cant tell if i want you, are you in disguise?
my purpose in life
wish i new that, it might restart my strife
pick up the knife
asking myself who would care if I died

I'm falling tonight
always gon find a way out of these lies
never gon find a way out of my mind
i cannot fucking see it i know i am blind
~
procrastinate all problems
nobody will ever solve them
wait as I slay all my demons
fucked in the head for no reason

never gon find a way out
throat dry its like im in a drought
contemplate all that i think when im high
yeah sure im glad that you met a new guy.

[chorus SLOWED]
just when i thought i got my shit on track 
i go back to the thoughts that i think of myself
when im crying alone, on my phone
dry like my throat when that weed hit my dome
pupils they dilate, pupils they tryna hate. but i dont let that shit get to me
singing these songs is my destiny, feel like each day is a test for me

nothing,nowhere. - i'm sorry, i'm trying (slowed)

cyrs

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