suicide music

Prod. by me! One of my favourite songs I made 🥲. holds a lot of sentimental value.

My production credits:

The Prince
Hello Like Before (sample)
emotionally unstable
IMREALLYCRASHINGSAVEME
SOMUCHFUN
PLEASE SWITCH UP ON ME
seeing stars (sample)
Shame-slash-Guilt

The Prince (bored with it)

Trails

godsent

CYRUS REN // WISHUWEREHERE

lock in

Solitude

Lifetime

latest world model update. each day i lack the more i miss out on
https://effectiveaccelerationism.substack.com/p/repost-notes-on-eacc-principles-and

e/acc

nighttime (1take)

prod. by me 🤸‍♀️

got away with it did i ever lie, disappointed no one else shame has a heavy weight to it
no trace to him, even if i died, no one here to hear the sound and the enemy was inside

Shame -slash- Guilt

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emotionally unstable

if u really suicidal this one hits crazy. it doesn't resonate with me anymore but this is my most listened to song out of my discography by play count

If any1 listens to this on repeat like 100 times in a row please dm me 😭

you depressed ok then suicide

hate only

treasure planet 💫

permanent optimism

Link up 🛌🌌

i can’t rest till the ones i love covered so that means no peace

cyrus ren - kid like me

talented

g2 get my life together

450am

snowglobe 🏖️🎶

Suicidal

i've seen my whole my life, i'm really in love
i gotta move right, she's all in my mind
i know i need to guide, they'll see it my way
i think i'm really dying, i cannot waste away

lights spinning in my head i've been fighting she in my way
i try to not mind but she taking my attention drifted by depression
i'll just take a leap and go long for it, greatness only tempt and it never falls away
and i know they are not striving, imma step up it's so exciting
everyday trying
don't talk you never tried it, cuz i've been up inside it

i've been mia
i've been called to rise not fall away but this shit been beating me up push through it all unfazed
i feel everything, so evil
i feel everything, it's not peaceful
i'm too weak and she so lethal
i've been getting money so long this shit look illegal

i've been grinding like a fiend, i've been doing so much anything that i need to evolve
i need you to see you will not ever be my equal
i cannot trust them they all so deceitful

that bitch she got a curse on me, she so deceitful i need to reach her to be free
fuck rest go harder im upping the intensity
she put a curse up like Ursula on me

i'm a good kid but they've been turning my heart darker
even at my lowest they still lower
imma change this world they don't do too much can i do too much i can't stop it

chill with that shit ok
running this shit let's go
ay imma just run this shit ok let's go
imma make a million when i pull up to my show
imma take her heart when i go fuck up on that hoe
imma pull my dick out put it right in that bitch throat

i'm done thinking let's just go in
past my last limit keep rising like i'm the chosen
i see everything like they moving in slow motion
i feel like i'm floating, on this beat i'm floating
i feel like sofaygo cuz on this beat i'm floating
going up, i'm in motion
i went and hit that bitch from the back, wetter than the ocean

tongue out, lick it up, damn she got me folding
greatness, looking up, at me cuz she know it 🤧🥰

2021 Freestyle

Unicorn

kirby

she stepped in, looked into my life its a wreck and
i can't do it balanced i can't
i'm an addict forever my life tragic lament
i'm falling into a pit it's so deep i started flying again
and it's so wide
and i can't do it without her in my life, eternal nights, hope i don't wake up alive

she's trying to pull me back saying to slow it down
but i can't resist the urge for me it's all or none
when i feel it on her tongue
lock eyes until it's done
im an addict forever and there's no fixing

i just let it run over me
i can't do it balanced, i can't im an addict
forever
i really wish i could do it better
what a waste though

5monthsuicide

Humpty

i keep fucking up

Touch Me

All Ego

Halo Top

1 In A Million 🦄🌈

Until Death

Reflection

question reality constantly, everything’s a distraction, the goal is to live forever

cyrus ren

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