bass (unedited) - zombie

Fucking love me some gloomy shit 

https://soundcloud.com/gloomy-the-sinner/painwav

pain.wav - gloomy the sinner [D C R U Z remastered]

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The wait is over. UK super-producer Fred again.. makes his Boiler Room debut in London.

Fred again.. | Boiler Room: London

More IvyProd here: https://soundcloud.com/ivyprod

JUSTADREAM_ (inst. by IvyProd)

FALL_ (inst by IvyProd)

NOTICE_ (inst by IvyProd)

Vocalist: https://soundcloud.com/kid-zxmbie

BASS (dexdoesadance x zombie._.sama)

AUTOMATIC_GET (inst. by IvyProd)

It's been a long time since I wrote a song with nothing but me and my acoustic. Figured I'd capture my very first successful run though to share with you guys. This is me at my roots, and although I don't do acoustic often anymore, sometimes its just the right vibe. Here's my mourning routine. Get ready with me?
#acoustic  #satxmusic #indiependentartist #addictionstruggles #acousticmusic #throwbackvibes #firstrunthrough 

Mourning Routine

Wake up, a little bit of Xanax and coffee
It’ll all be okay
No I can’t feel the pain
I know I said the last pill would be the only one,
Now its just routine 
I always need an escape

Cause my thoughts keep running away
And when I can’t follow physically
The least I can do is give my mind a vacation
Cannabis, coffee, medication
Just be a little patient, 
Yeah

Come home, pop a canny and light one
Gotta turn that shit off,
I’d rather not feel at all
And I know I’m taking off some years and memories too
That’s what it means to be feeling empty
Feeling better don’t come free

Cause my thoughts keep running away
And when I can’t follow physically
The least I can do is give my mind a vacation
Cannabis, coffee, medication
Just be a little patient, 
Yeah

Just be a little patient, yeah
Woah

Maybe just go inpatient for a bit boy
I’m really worried for you boy
You seem to be struggling lately
My brother, where are you headed?
Who’s gonna win the race to our deathbed?
You a little too far ahead
Ain’t ready to start planning that funeral yet.

Cause my thoughts keep running away
And when I can’t follow physically
The least I can do is give my mind a vacation
Cannabis, coffee, medication
Just be a little patient, 
Yeah

Oh no.

(Meow, Meow) 
Meowww.

Mourning Routine (acoustic live)

Beat by:  https://soundcloud.com/southerns-frank
https://www.beatstars.com/southernsfrank

LYRICS:
I can’t apologize that on my mind is only xannies
and you know that i am trying but it takes alot of planning for sobriety
to take over me
One day ill be free 
swear to god ill break free

and i dont know if that sobriety will be here or in heaven
cause i dont even know if ill make it to my thirties the way that im going
and it aint looking good
yeah they out for my blood 
and i keep giving them all my money
guess these bitches really own me

(when you taking something to forget
tell me how do you live boy 
how do you live
live with yourself)

okay it started just a couple years ago
when i went to the doctor and doc said here you go
heres some pills to make you feel better
i know that you hurting 
that anxiety that you feeling? 
you know it aint worth it nah
just one a day
then another then another boy
still not enough? 
take one more
just to fill the void
trust me i got the credentials 
and boy you got the potential
to be something great
just take the meds and have a little faith in me
just take it patiently
there ain’t no harn in doing it long term 
doing it wrong aint an option 
perscribing it often
ain’t no one complaining 
cause they dead and they painless

I cant apologize that on my mind is only xannies
and you know that i am trying but it takes alot of planning for sobriety
to take over me
One day ill be free 
swear to god ill be free

and i dont know if that sobriety will be here or in heaven
cause i dont even know if ill make it to my thirties the way that im going
and it aint looking good
yeah they out for my blood 
and i keep giving them my all money
guess these bitches really own me

Now im trying hard to fight off this addiction 
Got some doctors that just wont fill my perscription
i aint listening ill find it elswhere
i dont care if i see tomorrow
id rather drown out my sorrow
 
(when you taking something to forget
tell me how do you live boy 
how do you live
live with yourself)

I really just wanna forget
the life that i live boy
life that i live
live as myself

I cant apologize that on my mind is only xannies
and you know that i am trying but it takes alot of planning for sobriety
to take over me
One day ill be free 
swear to god ill be free

and i dont know if that sobriety will be here or in heaven
cause i dont know if ill make it to my thirties the way that im going
and it aint looking good
yeah they out for my blood 
and i keep giving them all my money
guess these bitches really own me

(when you taking something to forget
tell me how do you live boy 
how do you live
[I guess these bitches really own me] 
live with yourself)

I really just wanna forget
the life that i live boy
the life that i live
live as myself

DRS_ORDERS (beat by Southern's Frank)

MASK (prod. Saint Mike)

Making music for as long as he can remember, D C R U Z is a musician who is finding their place in the scene these days. When not pouring his own heart out on his own tracks, he loves to produce and engineer for other artists. Whether it be a pop song, a hip-hop track, or some EDM to get you going, D C R U Z has the melancholic sounds to get you dancing. 

Declan Saiza
SATX BASED

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