Name: Fate by d rock
Duration: 4 min 35 s
Description: A romantic, driving tale of life told by a sexy sax melody with unexpected twists.

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[Lyrics]
too smart for my own age
i have a lot of niche tastes
too lonely for my own good
not worth being misunderstood

too callous to be friendly
offputting and unworthy
i want to be more likeable but it would 
only hurt me

i have to ask myself if it even matters
if finding love that doesn't hurt is worth the tatters

i have to ask myself if i'm even worth it
if it counts as abuse if i really deserved it

so i have to do what's right, does that make me too weak?
oh can they really see?
i'm useless and cowardly

if i have to right my wrongs, then it's too much to fix
just spit it out and admit
you secretly enjoyed it

block it away
don't talk about it today
my dirty secrets
oh what would they ever say?

getting closure
come a little closer
whispers desecrate
all that i thought was kept safe

behind every mirror
it's a little clearer
my filthy desires
tugging on crossed wires

so clear, yet so dirty
it's not gonna kill me
ensuring my own demise i'm
a slave to my own lies

don't know what to do
say i'm blind to
my scarlet letter

but is that the truth?
my evil, it knows no excuse

enabling me
won't make me feel
any better

close the chapter
live a happy ever after

too smart to be exploited
it makes me feel unwanted
too sick for what's acceptable
not enough to be a spectacle

the affection i'm craving
the numbing and the breaking
enough to be useful
but not enough to be worth saving

i have to tell myself it's all inconsequential
that there's no point in crying over missed potential

i must remind myself i was never in control
or else the guilt will be too much to ever console

i should've done what was right
but i was too afraid
oh all i have betrayed
i'm crushed under all the weight

i just want to feel alive,
sensation that i've missed
i swear i tried to resist
but what if i enjoyed it?

lock me away
to never see the light of day
crimes against nature
perverting my shades of grey

getting faster
spit on greener pastures
need more punishment
to deem my purge sufficient

behind every mirror
it's a little clearer
my filthy desires
tugging on crossed wires

so clear, yet so dirty
it's not gonna kill me
ensuring my own demise i'm
a slave to my own lies

don't know what to do
say i'm blind to
my scarlet letter

but is that the truth?
my evil, it knows no excuse

enabling me
won't make me feel
any better

close the chapter
live a happy ever after

blinded by reality
its many brutalities
leaving me so haunted
this isn't what you wanted?

so muddy and filthy
and it almost killed me
surviving my own demise
what it took to open my eyes

gone past the abyss
lifting the mist
boiling over

living in the grief
you shouldn't have had to save me

reaching out your hand
to understand
a two-faced clover

close the chapter
no such thing as ever after

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MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=drive_link

Inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Mq6UZAJMy_txX_rx2F0bQJtJbOhwt9Lx?usp=drive_link

SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=drive_link

Oneirophobia // Yi Xi [CoF]

im a useless adult.. (｡•́︿•̀｡)

༘⋆♡⸝⸝💌⊹。 [H]ʏᴍɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴄᴀᴅᴇɴᴛ ʟɪꜰᴇ   🍙♡ ‹𝟹

A romantic, driving tale of life told by a sexy sax melody with unexpected twists.

Fate

Original: DECO*27 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BI9Ue6JwJic

SVP: dapadessu https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zoXKwKFMmk

Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yuma, Kevin (harms)
Software: SynthesizerV Pro

【Yuma】Cherry Pop【SynthV Cover】

idk if this song will get any plays but idc this song is so good

﹒𓏵 ﹒Ruoska - Käärijä & Erika Vikman (Sped Up+Reverb)

=CREDITS=
• Instrumental, MIDI, UST, cover, mix: by Zaka-P (me)
• VB: by Madoka (otoed by me)
• Art: by nastasia055
• Arrangement: by Otomania
• Original: by Loituma
• mp3 dl: https://www.mediafire.com/file/khjhf5fso0s14f7/Mirune_Yami_-_Ievan_Polkka_%2528UTAU%2529_by_Zaka-P.mp3/file
(I recreated kagamipagami's instrumental, so yea)

Enjoy!

【Mirune Yami】 Ievan Polkka 【UTAUカバ】

WHATS THIS? AN EARLY ACCESS TO AN OFFICIAL SONG ONLY AVAILABLE ON SOUNDCLOUD?! SHHH

Chorus/Hook
Little Girl, run away from the big scary bomb
World's exploding, everything's crumbled and gone
Little Girl, run away from the big scary bomb
Skies are tearing, nothing’s left to mourn.

Verse
Man and woman, black and white
All the work put in to stop the fights 
the protests on the streets go quiet
As the bombs rain down. (down, down, down.)

Verse
Break down the walls that divide us in two
They say aim for the moon, but what good would that do?
Burn their books, shut theirs mouths, what's false, what's true?
In the end, would it matter? No one's coming for you

Chorus
Little Girl, run away from the big scary bomb
World exploding, everything's festered and gone
Little Girl, run away from the big scary bomb
Residue runs up to the tip of our tongues

Chorus
Little Girl couldn’t run away from the bomb
Heaven's haunted, nothing is left in its palm
Little Girl, all alone, nothing could be done
Overcast and shadowy, misery's airborne
Little Girl, Little Girl, Little Girl…

Doomed Youth / vflower・鏡音リン (Original VOCALOID Song)

𐂯 ＡＬＬ ＩＮ    (𝕀𝕍𝔸ℕ 𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕤)    ⋆.˚🦋༘⋆

music / Ho-ong-i
lyrics / Lizz Robinett
remix / kian
illust / my favorite sibling (idiot)
MV / https://youtu.be/idFDrx82Dc0
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1bZPa5Um0YBxBiuLd6hZzK2fL6mpGA0IH?usp=drive_link

HIDE AND SEEK / REMIX

Youtube Upload w/ Full Video: https://youtu.be/Vswd1qctKa8

Original/SVP: VocaCircus  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nrsr_-QXCv4

Tuning: me + utatanep1ko!!!
Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: MAIKA
Software: VOCALOID4, VOCALOID6
MAIKA vocals: utatanep1ko

【MAIKA】Better Off Worse【VOCALOID Cover】

ああ、イン新しいプロダクト、プロダクト！

名声に溺れて、満たされぬ！
そして、あたしの・コンダクト、コンダクト！
圧倒されて、集中は短く！
見て！あれも！値段に魅せられ？
惹かれる？足りぬ！
クレジットパートナー、罪の相棒
前の乞食？
見なかったことに！
ああ！素敵なサイクル！
ディスカウント、ディスミス！アカウント、支払え！必要なんて気にするな
画面の中に全部ある！
バカな真似はやめて
ああ、そうあなたはアンタックド、アンタックド
笑顔をつけて、いつも満足！
そして、てめえのディフェクト、ディフェクト
目立つ、みんなの視線がずっと！
見て！私を！あの人を！
誰が上手い？
私っていい？足りない
最高になれるよ！
物議？私のせいじゃない！
ああ！中毒サイクル！
払わぬ？痛みなし！
アマウント？ア⇢マウント!
気にするな、あいつら！
全部ビューの中にある！
敏感やめて、クッサてめえ
泣き虫すぎる君
世界の視線に圧倒されて
カメラを合図にして
バカな無垢なふりはやめろ
LABUBU
LABU /ラブ?/ LABUBU
LABUBU
ラブ /ラブ?/ LABUBU
LABUBU
LABU /ラブ?/ LABUBU
LABUBU
ラブ ラブ
LABUBU?


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MUTE/BLIND/BUY

Once heard, never forgotten
 
School Music. Industrial Band. Classical training at the San Francisco Conservatory. Now, something new. An innovative fusion of each genre, pouring it all into a vibrant auditory experience.
 
As a pianist, composer, and music producer, D Rock creates a unique sonic landscape where classical structure meets industrial intensity, creating an immersive new and unique sound.
 
His debut album, “Humble Heart,” takes listeners on a compelling journey through a range of atmospheres, from jazz rooms to gothic gardens. Each track evokes emotions that are both familiar yet new, transporting you to both dark and hopeful places that resonate deeply. Immerse yourself in the rich textures of his music and discover a world where every note lingers long after the last sound fades.

Fate

d rock

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