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lust - Luvwillow, M1V . M0V

prod xgatteora
mix master 1stress

i crush her body in the concrete it’s funny how she wanna leave
suicidal love baby can’t u ever c me 
i love morphine i love more i need everything<3
i just got a bag off a girl that ill never meet

NEVER MEET!

NEVER MEET! + kmrnxo (xgatteora)

lyrics soon <3 @tropes777

Prod n Mix n master @iwannabemissed

worthless [ft. tropes]

Whatsaheart - if it aint me

Mix n master:  @iwannabemissed 

Lyrics </3:

Woke up feeling like not myself 
Woke up feeling like it’s okay 
I jus -I jus wanna be myself 
You can’t tell me it’s not okay

Stay away from me if you wanna hate me
You can take my screws apart but can’t replace me
I can’t even see a reason why you’d date me 
Cause I really hate myself but they still chase  me

There’s a party in my bedroom 
I think you should come too
Sorry I aint text you 
Promise I’ll be sober soon 

There’s a party in my bedroom 
I think you should come too
Sorry I aint text you 
Promise I’ll be sober soon 

Walk into the party there’s too many people 
I jus came here so I could see you 
We can be together maybe in the sequel 
Cause I could never never find a way that I could keep you

wanna be my freind but talk about me after 
I don’t even care address it with some laughter 
I just shut you out too, so what’s the matter? 
I don’t even careeeee I don’t even careeeeeee

Woke up feeling like not myself 
Woke up feeling like it’s okay 
I jus -I jus wanna be myself 
You can’t tell me it’s not okay

Stay away from me if you wanna hate me
You can take my screws apart but can’t replace me
I can’t even see a reason why you’d date me 
Cause I really hate myself but they still chase  me

Its Okay >_<

Happy Halloween!! 🎃 
cover art @xvividh0rror
Mix n master @iwannabemissed


realzombie:

Our bodies fall apart
Sink your teeth into my heart
Never thought we’d come so far 

Let go of the past 
Let me fix up all the cracks 
Cop new clothes but it’s all black 

I jus wanna taste the blood that’s dripping from your veins 
I know exactly what to say to get inside your brain 
I love this game we play we’re both mentally insane 
Your my valentine, let’s stay in bed till we decay 

Our bodies fall apart
Sink your teeth into my heart
Never thought we’d come so far 

Let go of the past 
Let me fix up all the cracks 
Cop new clothes but it’s all black 

You got attached to me 
But I’m stuck to my bed 
Threw away the key 
So I can lock you out my headddd

I’ll ghost you guaranteed 
But I’ll still play pretend 
So you can stay with me 
But Girl You can’t love the undead

Iwannabemissed:

watch you fall into your grave
just turn around, baby listen to what i say
im gonna make sure your going to the ground

watch your body rot, baby watch you decay
baby fall onto your knees
im god himself, pray

baby, fuck you
you could be my only fucking zombie
only thing it needs is a bite while you're on me

watch your body rot, baby watch you decay
baby fall onto your knees
im god himself, pray
im gonna fucking kill you while you look away
even when you are dead, all you gonna do is stay

ABANDONED HOUSE PROJECT [ft. iwannabemissed]

Mili - Through Patches of Violet [Limbus Company]

Mix n master @iwannabemissed
More coming soon 

Realzombie:

I try to capture your voice but you won’t let me 
See all these fucking scars that you left me??
The same shit happens everytime that you text me 
I’m crying out for an angel to come save me 

I feel so disgusted and dirty
Why do I keep on fighting if you left me??
You prolly fucking forgot what u said to me 
But those words everyday they still haunt me 

Save me I wanna cry in your arms 
No I Can’t see anything u did but harm
And you still stress me even tho I keep you far
I keep you farther than stars I tried resisting your charms

Iwannabemissed:

i feel the pain you have done
to my heart
 
i sit and cry, with a knife
thinking of every lie
lie, lieeeee
every lieieieiee
you never cared
what you said and what youve done to m

CRYING OUT FOR AN ANGEL [ft. iwannabemissed]

Mix n master @iwannabemissed

lyrics:

I’m stitched up but I’m still bleeding
Can’t keep up with all your feelings
Your the poison I keep seeking
Know I’ll end up dead not breathing

I’m stitched up but I’m still bleeding
Can’t keep up with all your feelings
Your the poison I keep seeking
Know I’ll end up dead not breathing

Dreams we built-it-it rotting slow ow-ow-
Drown in ma- adness can’t let go o-o-
Downing pha-armas fourth plateu-eu-eu
It so fun-un-un im so alo-o-one

Your not-ot-ot-worth my time-i-ime
Open cu-u-uts left to die-ie-ie
smell the tru-u-uth Counting lie-e-es
I don’t ca-a-are im still hi-i-igh

I’m not crazy girl but you make me
Still need an angel to come save me
Wrapped in blood that I got when you betrayed me
Seems like you don’t fucking know what a break means…

(Pray for me tho)

Whyd you pray for my downfall?
Call me again
And I’ll answer in a heartbeat

Pray for my downfall
Preyed on my soft heart
Text me again
While I’m crying at the bus at the bus stop

I’m stitched up but I’m still bleeding
Can’t keep up with all your feelings
Your the poison I keep seeking
Know I’ll end up dead not breathing

I’m stitched up but I’m still bleeding
Can’t keep up with all your feelings
Your the poison I keep seeking
Know I’ll end up dead not breathing

drowning in your poison

mixed and mastered by @iwannabemissed

vanity
ice on ok its all ok
ice on ok its all ok 

reboot im losing grip
spinning till i slip and trip
tangled in this system
i try not to listen
all they do is test me 
the pressures building, cant breathe 
hoping fate remember me  
i show em that i cant bleed 

its a fucking deathwish to cripple me in every aspect that i can
threw myself to the sheeps make it easier to breathe
and my silhouettes lost i been hiding knee deep 
six feet under i only live twice
lost my soul in december 
im hittin hella benders 
never never never said never 
i hung the old self in september 

ice on ok its all ok 
ice on ok its all ok 

reboot im losing grip
spinning till i slip and trip
tangled in this system
i try not to listen
all they do is test me 
the pressures building, cant breathe 
hoping fate remember me  
i show em that i cant bleed

realzombie
Drain my fucking battery 
cause you don’t care about Me 
Like oh that bitch dead to me 
She took a line without me 

Can’t remember you said to me 
im so deep in this ketamine 
Like I just wanna better me 
But everyone’s my enemy

Tell that bitch I’m sorry 
I’m not at the party 
I’m a fucking loser 
At home doing molly 

Who the fuck is calling me?
My phone stays on dnd 
Can’t get out this k hole 
My shit is laced with pcp 

It’s so fucking cold in here I might just turn to ice 
Feel that death Is creeping on me close my eyes and say goodbye 
I don’t like the thought of being here with all these fucking eyes 
And they waiting for my downfall cause my friends are sick inside

ICE ON w/ realzombie (janecocaine)

@hubithekid
prod. @isthatwasty

lyrics
i dont care bitch im up
everyday feels the same
yea bitch when im fuckin ur hoe
let 40 racks hit account
and im spending that shit on a bitch
everywhere that i go
god damn yea bitch
get ur hand out my bag
walk cross the country
they fuck with my tag
compared to a bitch
and im lappin his shit and he's mad
no i aint wanting u back
x pills hit my face i want it
down turn girl
i need you gone and
need you gone
im saying bye
tell me lies
"i need you", why?
x pills hit my face i want it
everyday i need you gone and
tell me shit, i'll tell you bye
roll my blunt and get me high

(hubi)
im on the stage and im high like a fly
im on the stage and im baked like a pie
i feel like adidas im snortin 3 lines
i feel like yung lean
bitch i grind bitch i grind
but im not sad
bitch im laughin to the bank
i got juicy on my ass
yeah my bitch bad
my bitch got a juicy ass
ur bitch sayin that im sweet yeah
probably thats why she eatin on me yeah
i must be english the way i eat beans yeah
i must be english cuz my body tea yeah
bitch im the shit u got diarrhea
i got more cheese than a quesadilla
i got more cheese than a pizzeria
smokin top shelf ur shelf from ikea
dont touch my weed i aint gonna pass that
i got more gas than a gas tank
i got hella green in my black bag
my nails pink my pants black
got skinny jeans but my stack fat
i used to be broke now im past that
foreign hoes fuck with my accent
bitch im so fly i got these hoes jet lagged

(kalia)
yea u tell me shit i needed
run around and go repeat it woah
everyday im moving place to place
no i can't see you, no
pull that shit down, i dont fuck with fakers
i dont need you back
spread lies and rumours bout me
everything you do i seem to-
x pills hit my face i want it
down turn girl
i need you gone and
need you gone
im saying bye
tell me lies
"i need you", why?
x pills hit my face i want it
everyday i need you gone and
tell me shit, i'll tell you bye
roll my blunt and get me high

you don't nothing abt me
u just be sitting there, splitting a K
u used to talk shit abt me
now u be sitting there, watch u decay
no i wouldn't trade our life
yea bitch, no u wouldn't live this right
yea bitch yea u gon see my face online
okay okay
okay u leave me out
don't lie bitch turn around and say it to my face
i took too many flights
another month im in another place
i took too many shots
another night im in another phase
now every night she asking why i did that
why i fucking changed
x pills hit my face i want it
down turn girl
i need you gone and
need you gone
im saying bye
tell me lies
"i need you", why?
x pills hit my face i want it
everyday i need you gone and
tell me shit, i'll tell you bye
roll my blunt and get me high

GET ME HIGH (w/ hubithekid)

asteria - Blood On My Jeans (Cut)

@asteria @kets4eki

https://anarchistsanctuary.com

https://instagram.com/anarchistsanctuary
https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath
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Anarchist Sanctuary - i was off a pill in przechodnia (prod. junoes & foreless)

Happy Halloween!! 🎃 
cover art @xvividh0rror
mix n master @iwannabemissed
prod takouri

lyrics:

(realzombie)

You tore my rotten heart
I’ll never feel that way again
Want me to kill myself?
Just close your eyes count to ten
I thought I trusted you
You gave me scars stuck to my skin
gave you everything I had
I swear to death ill get revenge

You tore my rotten heart
I’ll never feel that way again
Want me to kill myself?
Just close your eyes count to ten
I thought I trusted you
You gave me scars stuck to my skin
gave you everything I had
I swear to death ill get revenge

You fucked me up
I’ll over dose
U cut me up
Then hold me close
You wanna play this game of love
Just give me time to sober up
You’ll never see
My face again
You’ll never feel
My skin again
You can search for so long
You’ll never meet a better one

(syris)

Love it when she kiss me
Uh Do you miss me
I remember when you texted my phone
And said you loved me
That was back then
Now I’m up you can’t touch me
Don’t listen to ur friends
They all wanna fuck me
Stalking on my instagram 
Stalking all my posts 
Girl you’re so back and forth
Stay or just go
Got blood on ur floor 
Now I leave on my own 
And you don’t even care
Cause I was never wrong

(realzombie)

You tore my rotten heart
I’ll never feel that way again
Want me to kill myself?
Just close your eyes count to ten
I thought I trusted you
You gave me scars stuck to my skin
gave you everything I had
I swear to death ill get revenge

You tore my rotten heart
I’ll never feel that way again
Want me to kill myself?
Just close your eyes count to ten
I thought I trusted you
You gave me scars stuck to my skin
gave you everything I had
I swear to death ill get revenge

u broke ma hart... [feat.syris]

cover of subscene mrs whitecoat in my own style of music if thats What you woulfd call it 

prod me mix me master me 

My brain is hemoraghing
I just want to feel ok
Preform the surgery
You sharp tongued girl
Make me new
Make me new
Make me new
But keep me human

So give it to me straight ms. Whitecoat
Did the tests tell you what I know?
I hear the sick always say theyíre fine
So what about people who think theyíre out their mind
Diagnose me (Iím dying to know)
What is happening (to me and you)
Youre staring at me (is it really that bad?)
Now I come to find itís all in my head


How do we know that this is real
How could wе tell, how can we feel?
Itís all in your head
And you wakе up when youíre dead
Theyíre shoveling the dirt back in

Medicate just to function
Itís never not anything itís always something
Manipulate your thoughts (oh)
Itís what they donít want
Falling in to a hole with a bottle
Falling in to a hole with a bottle
Swallow!
One by one, they prescribe
Getting messed up just to feel alright
This has turned in to life
Hollywood doctors and the time of your life
Extend life

Waiting in the waiting room
Just to hear your name
Talking to a doctor
Because the only other person to talk to is me
Diagnose me (Iím dying to know)
What is happening (to me and you)
Youre staring at me (is it really that bad?)
Now I come to find itís all in my head

STRESS - MRS WHITECOAT✧˖°✧˖°✧˖°

prod by me and 5gswag

i swear you drive me crazy
can't really take it lately
i know you meant to help but
all you gave was bad energy
sorry, only pills can help me
yea, aint nothing can save me
you said you know me well
but kept on doing things im hating

i know its all in my head
but it's some things i can't change
so i just rot in my bed
missing out all the fun

i know they think that im strange
bad habits i can't replace
so i just drown in these pills
keep on wasting my time

i keep on wasting my time
already wasted enough
tell me if ill ever shine
i don't think im brave enough
and i don't think i ever will be
my life keeps proving that 
sometimes i hate being me

wasting my time

pomoze tylko blister

nie zostawiaj mnie

ft. @an4rch-an4rch
prod by greyrock & ewvaaikaii

gubie sie w tobie
trace kontrole
czy wskazesz mi droge
te ktora pomoze

bezsenne noce
ich dluzej nie zniose
pomoz mi prosze
wez pomoz mi prosze

marnuje czas kolejna noc nie moge spac juz
nie wiem czy to stres czy 500 miligramow
kolejny raz na czesci peklo moje serce
prosze wytłumacz ile to bedzie trwac jeszcze

gubie sie w tobie </3 ft. an4rch

romanized lyrics

take take take it all yume tonda
te no hira kara kieteittanda
i know it wont be easy but i have to try
Soredemo mada zutto shinjitai
dont fade fade fade away
yoru no naka e
kizudarake no mama hashiridasu ashita e
i know it wont be easy but i have to try
Soredemo mada zutto shinjitai

i work hard but sometimes i hate it
i work hard but sometimes i wanna go home
i dont like being alone
im just tryna do whats right
i never asked to have this life
i cant slip and fall behind
i cant go out without a fight

take take take it all yume tonda
te no hira kara kietettanda na
i know it wont be easy but i have to try
soredemo mada zutto shinjitai
dont fade fade fade away
yoru no naka e
kizudarake no mama hashiridasu ashita e
i know it wont be easy but i have to try
soredemo mada zutto shinjitai

break break break away yoru ga aketa na
donna yoru demo koete kita kara
i know it isnt easy but you have to try
soredemo mada zutto shinjitai

ill take it back yami wo koete mo
ill make it real mayoi no naka demo
itsu demo itsu demo, nande?
itsu demo itsu demo, naite
nan domo nan domo, naite
nan domo nan domo…

take take take it all yume tonda
te no hira kara kietettanda na
i know it wont be easy but i have to try
soredemo zutto shinjitai
dont fade fade fade away
yoru no naka e
kizudarake no mama hashiridasu ashita e
i know it wont be easy but i have to try
soredemo mada zutto shinjitai

break break break away yoru ga aketa na
donna yoru demo koete kita kara
i know it isnt easy but you have to try
soredemo madazutto shinjitai

even so, i still want to believe (信じたい)

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