chokingonyourwords (p. kai boo)

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(p. asecoamy)
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yea
guess i heard it through the grapevine
you wont seem to give me time
and i still ignored the signs
(bro cmon)
dont want to see you, keep it minimized
everything i try to say, keeps on getting criticized
you want everything new, and id say me too
but i cant please you, so it's hard to try
cos i still feel used, and i hate me too
wanna be included, but im not inside
take advantage of my feelings, watch me break
put your problems on me, and ill show you how i hide
yea you say youre sorry, but i feel it's fake
but i'll give it to you there, yea it's hard for me to lie

speaking all the facts man
you dont hit me up
it's impressive what youre saying
but you still wont say whats up
yea youll beat me up lets face it
acting tough im out here waiting
i dont need your complications
when youre out here acting basic

(no one will blame you for giving up. in fact, quitting at this point is a perfectly resonable response)

yea
guess i heard it through the grapevine
you wont seem to give me time
and i still ignored the signs
(bro cmon)
dont want to see you, keep it minimized
everything i try to say, keeps on getting criticized
you want everything new, and id say me too
but i cant please you, so it's hard to try
cos i still feel used, and i hate me too
wanna be included, but im not inside
take advantage of my feelings, watch me break
put your problems on me, and ill show you how i hide
yea you say youre sorry, but i feel it's fake
but i'll give it to you there, yea it's hard for me to lie

minimized (p. asecoamy)

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(p. @haveonlyonechance)
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see me downtown pulling up and pushing you away
you be so tired
gimme space, dont even bother to try and say my name
youre so much higher
yea i hate her, traitor
but im asking for a favor
stay here, i fear
im not any greater
we'll go rob inside his house
take his money and his spouse
we dont wanna play around
so we'll go push him to the ground
feeling used, wont try to match that
cloning me to fight back
light a fire, matchstick
time stretched, elastic

girl i dont know what you wanna do
pressured all my doubts and then you turned them into something new
friends always switching up
(what)
yea it's not enough
(dude this is like the fifth time this week bro i cant do this anymore)
so i dont ever want ever be alone
feels like every time im coming back it's always not fair
mention how i see it
beat em up and tie him to a chair
ill take anybody else who tries to stare

see me downtown pulling up and pushing you away
you be so tired
gimme space, dont even bother to try and say my name
youre so much higher
yea i hate her, traitor
but im asking for a favor
stay here, i fear
im not any greater
we'll go rob inside his house
take his money and his spouse
we dont wanna play around
so we'll go push him to the ground
feeling used, wont try to match that
cloning me to fight back
light a fire, matchstick
time stretched, elastic

fool me twice so ill put the shame on me
i might just go full ghost, im talking danny
push me right away, youre not scary
so bring me out the tests, im good at failing
dead my phone
youre an animal
dead my phone
youre an animal

we dont wanna play around
so we'll go push him to the ground
feeling used, wont try to match that
cloning me to fight back
light a fire, matchstick
time stretched, elastic

pushingyouaway (p. tenoji)

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(p. @tonycomputerlove + @pkproducedit)
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youre a #hater
youre a #hater

yea
i swear you always got a problem, i dont understand
bro keep looking at me, always mad, i know youre just a fan
i never answer

i throw my hands up
never had a problem til i went and got my bands up
my girlfriend look at me 
she think im funny, think im handsome
i know you think youre funny
no one laughing at your stand up (uhh)
probably shouldnt stand up
i got my hands tied

i know youre hating me, and its all one side
still youre giving me attention
and thats all i could ask for
taking shots for free, but i wont hide
taking blame that im the villain
thats all im really good for
yea, stab me in the back, youre still a traitor
label you as a #hater
you want it all for free
nah i cant give you that

i throw my hands up
never had a problem til i went and got my bands up
my girlfriend look at me 
she think im funny, think im handsome
i know you think youre funny
no one laughing at your stand up (uhh)
probably shouldnt stand up
i got my hands tied
i throw my hands up
never had a problem til i went and got my bands up
my girlfriend look at me 
she think im funny, think im handsome
i know you think youre funny
no one laughing at your stand up (uhh)
probably shouldnt stand up
i got my hands tied

#hater (p. tonycomputerlove + pk)

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(p. @jichuuu)
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i dont want to talk, ill be quiet
hiding all my pain, but im smiling
losing oxygen, but im surviving
lemme know when you wanna try for me
i dont want to talk, ill be quiet
hiding all my pain, but im smiling
losing oxygen, but im surviving
lemme know when you wanna try for me

ive been dancing on the edge for a while
i break apart and fall inside
i dont want to die tonight
but you left me here to rot beside
my thoughts they collide inside
i see everybody start to sigh
enemies around me
i dont wanna be me
so i shut my mouth and breathe

i dont want to talk, ill be quiet
hiding all my pain, but im smiling
losing oxygen, but im surviving
lemme know when you wanna try for me
i dont want to talk, ill be quiet
hiding all my pain, but im smiling
losing oxygen, but im surviving
lemme know when you wanna try for me

oxygen (p. jichu)

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(p. @jichuuu)
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(dozi)
every day's a chore
my mental getting worse
i still choose to ignore
so put me in a hearse
always been my fault, im no good
if i could turn back time, baby i would
i would
im staring at the screen
tell me everything that you need
im screaming out my lungs
i always let you down

fighting
baby i dont ever like to see you down
binding
tie our feet together so you stay around
trying
but i feelyour soul doesnt wanna stay bound
ive been
honestly, going through hell
i hate myself
i cant stay here
please bring some help

i cant stay here
please bring some help

every day's a chore
my mental getting worse
i still choose to ignore
so put me in a hearse
always been my fault, im no good
if i could turn back time, baby i would
i would
every day's a chore
my mental getting worse
i still choose to ignore
so put me in a hearse
always been my fault, im no good
if i could turn back time, baby i would
i would
im staring at the screen
tell me everything that you need
im screaming out my lungs
i always let you down

letudown (p. jichu)

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(p. @negative_creeper)

been a while :(
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(dozi)
cross my heart and hope 2 die
i spent years gambling my life

cross my heart and hope 2 die
i spent years gambling my life
cross my heart and hope 2 die (i tried, yea i tried)
i hate my thoughts that lurk inside

my actions, so shameful
i lost my composure
i brought you down, yea im the worst
6 feet down, put me in a hearse
cos when you give me up
i see the sparks of angel dust
cos when you give me up
i'll make sure that our wings will touch
talk to me
i'll give you anything you ask for
please just talk to me
i'll make sure that you get a wedding ring
but you still deserve better
you tried your best, and that's what matters (that's what makes me)
proud of you
yet im still out of tune

cross my heart and hope 2 die
i spent years gambling my life
cross my heart and hope 2 die (i tried, yea i tried)
i hate my thoughts that lurk inside

cross my heart and hope 2 die
i spent years gambling my life

hope2die (p. negative.creeper)

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(p. @decago ,  @prod_pk ,  @ripwarheart)
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only ever been you
(dozi)
i feel like im drowning in places
dk what to say, i keep finding ways to mess things up
i dont look at anyone's faces
this pain inside my chest, makes me wanna just throw it up
ive been searching for years to find someone only to be lied to
i cant replace the thoughts inside my head, i only need you

wishing i was someone else
need someone else to hold me back
i cant move, these chains attached
i feel like im so close to death
every day i wake up in the same pain
looking for answers, im missing you every day
tossing and turning cos i cant think straight
anxiety pushing my limits to be replaced
you cant help but feel sad inside
these walls around us push us closer
moving everything behind
i just want us to hold each other

i feel like im drowning in places
dk what to say, i keep finding ways to mess things up
i dont look at anyone's faces
this pain inside my chest, makes me wanna just throw it up
i feel like im drowning in places
dk what to say, i keep finding ways to mess things up
i dont look at anyone's faces
this pain inside my chest, makes me wanna just throw it up
ive been searching for years to find someone only to be lied to
i cant replace the thoughts inside my head, i only need you

only u (p. decago + pk + ripwarheart)

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(p. @yurkiez + xtcjay)
inspo: https://soundcloud.com/tropes777/world-is-yours-feardorian-o14
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you dont even like me
yea you're always out to spite me
keep it inside

stuck in the picture in your own brain
you paint a perfect kind of man
and that type of person aint what i am
i figured out what caused me insane just aint you

why you keep on talking down to me
i keep on holding onto something thatll nevr be
you want me to come inside
but i wanna stay out here, and look to the sky

stuck in the picture in your own brain
you paint a perfect kind of man
and that type of person aint what i am
i figured out what caused me insane just aint you

i got an angel w a tight grip (on my hand)
i dont like this
tell me where the fight is
i'll make it right yea
tell me what time it is
i'll leave you right here
you wanna bet it all
i kept asking where it went wrong

stuck in the picture in your own brain
you paint a perfect kind of man
and that type of person aint what i am
i figured out what caused me insane just aint you

perfect (p. yk + xtcjay)

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(p. @richmnkey + saintmike)
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i cant run
memories fade to black
i cant run
never believed in wrath
tell me why do i call out to empty space
when every direction i go, i tremble and ache
cry out
cry out

wrath (p. richmnkey + saintmike)

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p. @kitsufinale
@dooozii
figured id just make this public

blade (dooozii x kitsu) (p. kitsu)

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(p. @irisvi1)
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yea you painted me to be a work of art
give me a restart

yea it's quieter in here, i like to sit inside my mind
a couple years passing, and no emotions i can find
you dont like when im listening to those secrets you cant hide
dont tell me pretty lies
should i listen to my heart
i cant decide, take my life, and please just pick it apart
gimme something to work with, give me a restart
yea you painted me to be a work of art

how do you see me in your eyes
i cannot see what you like
i wish it couldve been different
i dont know what ive been missing
everybody wanted me to fail from the start
i cant tell you how difficult it is or how it's hard
gimme one more chance and i'll take it
im living life on edge, and my hands constantly shaking

im living life on edge, and my hands constantly shaking

yea it's quieter in here, i like to sit inside my mind
a couple years passing, and no emotions i can find
you dont like when im listening to those secrets you cant hide
dont tell me pretty lies
should i listen to my heart
i cant decide, take my life, and please just pick it apart
gimme something to work with, give me a restart
yea you painted me to be a work of art

doziheart

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