yeah baby i dont hate you i just really hate my life

Lemme just say this was such a "back in the day" track for me. This shit probably shaped the music i listen to now

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

the little things in life ft. Love Jai + Hamilton *recycleBin*

https://soundcloud.com/hammy

prod by fred & htj

cover art by biteki

no it don’t matter what you say or do 
you know that i can’t stop loving you 
your stuck up in my brain, in my brain, in my brain 
just like a tattoo 

no it don’t matter what you say or do 
you know that i can’t stop loving you 
your stuck up in my brain, in my brain, in my brain 
just like a tattoo 

no it don’t matter what you say or do 
you know that i can’t stop loving you 
your stuck up in my brain, in my brain, in my brain 
just like a tattoo 

i can’t walk away, walk away, walk away and even if i had to
half the time i don’t think that i ever had you 
and all the drugs do is leave me in a bad mood 
i’m tired of all the lies sick of wasting my time 
don’t get me started
no i can’t trust nobody she callin me heartless 
don’t think it’s in my body 
walking out in public 
my eyes stay low and bloody 
i don’t think they love me 
no i don’t they ready 
no i don’t think they ready 
i can’t wait on no one else 
you left me stranded in hell 
i made it out by myself 
now i’m learning to fly 
i’m stretching my wings 
i’m touching the sky give a fuck what they think 
give a fuck what think 
stretching my wings 
i’m touching the sky give a fuck what 

they
no it don’t matter what you say or do 
you know that i can’t stop loving you 
your stuck up in my brain, in my brain, in my brain 
just like a tattoo

tattoo

MORE PLATFORMS

hamilton - tattoo (fred x htj)

Healing.mp3

(lyrics)
they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow
i just wanna make it so she see me on the top
just gonna hit this blunt 
and then i swear im gonna stop
gotta lotta options but i want u

yea u think i just wanna fuck you
baby ur my everything do u want a wedding ring
tell me that u dont have time, 
but i always see u out
im not ur kinda of guy but i always make u smile

i be making songs almost every night
erasing all my memories see u in a diffrent light
baby i dont hate u i just rly hate my life
and maybe u would lie if u told im not right


they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow

girls online they fall in love
dm me they hit me up lotta things i cannot say
fuck me up and get me paid
get the fuck of me gotta make a song
this what i love so im staying strong


they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow

why do u hate? i wanna get you so far out my way

and u kno that im right but u cant admit cuz i
know u lie

dash (prod. dee b)

(LYRICS) prod @anteven
let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars

i had to face it
nothings gonna last forever
i had to break it
i put both my hands on the lever
i didnt save it
kno i just had to be clever
i wish i made it
gotta take my hand from the dark



let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars

imma get it tmrrw i got no time to think no more
and all the leads that i have followed
do u know what im searching for?
yea i know when i quit school that my life would just be depressing
see me walking through the mall in some rafs this aint no sketchers

and im losing my mind
thinking bout u like all the time
doing drugs to just kill time
and i know that u dont mind
and i know u dont mind it x3


i had to face it
nothings gonna last forever
i had to break it
i put both my hands on the lever
i didnt save it
kno i just had to be clever
i wish i made it
gotta take my hand from the dark



let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars



let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars

SPOTIFY

at home (prod. anteven)

idk what u want

its a dream

lyrics:

you’re just on my phone
tryna make some plays 
i never could’ve known 
that you’re what kept me sane 
i been smoking on my own 
living for the day 
but i’m feeling so alone 
u riding on my wave 
baby u my sommer ray 
she be goin out
i’ll roll another blunt 
i’m just sitting here at my house 
with my mouth shut 
maybe we’ll adjust 
baby u a must 
i’m so fucking tired 
gotta sleep 
but my minds up 

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

u know i keep my circle low 
its been giving me anxiety 
got ounces for the low 
i smoke that shit in its entirety 
i’m falling fucking hard 
really hoping that she’ll see me 
cuz this is all i know 
in the smoke u look so dreamy 
were just in the back bitches breaking neck 
wait i need a breather for a sec 
cuz baby all i want is you 
and the things that you can do 
i’m just tryna pipe baby
i don’t wanna think it through 

falling for your brown hair baby 
and your brown eyes 
hurting when you’re not there 
even though you’re not mine 
you’re just on my phone
but i’m thinking back to that time 
sorry i don’t know 
yuh

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

spotify

maybe its a dream

LYRICS:

(jstnprks: hook)(x2)
up next we been living in the fast lane
shawty sent the addy yeah we pull up rocking ghostmane
blowing big gas in the whip, smoke propane
i've been coming up with the boys, this a new wave
yeah i made mistakes but i put it all behind me
lately i've been blowing up and you've been right beside me yuh
tell that goofy pull up on me he a no show
360 no scope, i'm moving slow mo

(wstdyth: verse)
i got fendi on my waist and she want it
running fast in my lane like i'm sonic
backseat blazed on the chronic
yeah i move slow smoking on the comet
look into my eyes when you're fading
baby yeah i know that you hate it
tell you i'm sorry but i can't change it
baby i'm a burnout face it
yeah i roll up like 5 and i face it
drive fast through the night they all think i'm racing
i'm so gone in my spaceship
why you hating dark like a raven
baby i'm tainted why can't you take it
i look at you i erase it
i take the night i embrace it

(jstnprks: hook)(x2)
up next we been living in the fast lane
shawty sent the addy yeah we pull up rocking ghostmane
blowing big gas in the whip, smoke propane
i've been coming up with the boys, this a new wave
yeah i made mistakes but i put it all behind me
lately i've been blowing up and you've been right beside me yuh
tell that goofy pull up on me he a no show
360 no scope, i'm moving slow mo

comets (ft. wstdyth) (prod. odece)

safe in my ego
smoking it feel like it’s a placebo 
where did he go 
i be pushing u away like i’m magneto 
white ozweegos 
sucking my blood like ur a mosquito 
i can’t see tho 
that’s a black and white fit like a tuxedo 

dark out 
see that i’m fading 
i’m with the stars now
pullin out the whip park it in front of ur house 
fallen angel
u know i’m tryna figure ur angle
tangled, trapped in this body from head to ankle 

faithful
gone off the K and i’m feeling tranquil 
i’m coming back 
finally met my guardian angels 
smoking basil 
everything i do is fucking wasteful 
i can feel the plan 
the energy is so graceful 

spiders in my bedroom
if u open up ur mind 
u can start to be happy on that i bet u 
rolling all the time 
i’m working up to being right 
i can tell what ur feeling cuz i’m depressed 2

seal it with a kiss 
i put dior on her wrist 
wanna hear what u believe cuz i just guess too 
cut ties with my swiss 
see an ocean full of bliss 
push me into the water i got a vest too

safe in my ego
smoking it feel like it’s a placebo 
where did he go 
i be pushing u away like i’m magneto 

dark out 
see that i’m fading 
i’m with the stars now
pullin out the whip park it in front of ur house 
fallen angel
u know i’m tryna figure ur angle
tangled, trapped in this body from head to ankle

magneto

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2i4YgfuhNFI1TCQ2lXIeKo?si=gGRQBDBSRB6hCjuyYWVEhQ
All my links: https://linktr.ee/sleepa
Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sleepa-no-1-else-lyrics
Watch the AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdlWmyshYTA&ab_channel=Sleepa

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dash (prod. dee b)

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