https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlEMFfHQKs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlEMFfHQKs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlEMFfHQKs

@kiryano

I’m slowly gettin there but I’m not even close 
I’m looking back to when you hugged me and I froze 
and tbh now I feel just like a ghost 
I cannot love you if you don’t want me to grow 

do it for the feeling in my chest 
it doesn’t look like it but I still try my best 
will you pick me up when I’m a mess? 
or I guess just leave me where I’m at 

thru my window watch the trees move in the wind 
I feel your sunlight in in my heart and on my skin 
and I don’t even wanna think of all my sins 
I know I can’t go back to where I’ve been 

I do what I can just to feel like me again
I would show you what I mean but it’s so hard 2explain 
they don’t understand what I go thru in my head 
what I go thru everyday just so I can feel ok

mess (kiryano) vid in desc

@prodmichael

https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM

I just spent a bag cuz im sick of feeling sad 
when I pop this pill I hope I forget who I am 
it’s because every time you talk to me I wanna go back 
it’s because I just keep fucking up, can’t go thru  this again 
and I just keep telling myself that nothing of this is real 
I just keep telling myself that someone cares bout how I feel 
and I struggle a lot feel like I’m not enough 
I don’t wanna give up but I keep nodding off 

do me dirty like my pradas 
I’m breathing in the stardust 
I don’t wanna feel like this 
that’s why I keep spending dollars ￼￼￼￼
that’s why I keep spending Benjis 
and maybe it’s not healthy 
falling back into bad habits 
I cannot undo the damage 
and even if it’s over 
I hope you wont forget me 
I just want you to know that 
I’ll keep you in my memories 
don’t like it when I’m sober 
because that’s when it hurts the most 
I think this is going nowhere 
I wish we would still be close

nodding off (michaelwarren) vid in desc

prod. proxen heiho 3woozy / art by @/melanarc0tic on IG

Second Chance (proxen heiho 3woozy)

i think u already won
i think im getting too numb
i think its been like 2 months
when i see problems i run

digging myself deeper and deeper
i cant get out i need her
finders keepers
trade my own life to keep you

i want it all so imma gonna give it all
do u remember do you recall
im not enough and i know im not
im off a pill and im nodding off

way too hard to be me
i think ur life is a different degree
im high im geeked
im awake i keep grinding my teeth

too much pressure
i should have made it a long time ago
used to be my treasure 
i lost the map i dont even know

u can ignore me im very used to it
know that i love you ur abusing it
im above you fuck im not new to it
leave me alone you are my curse
its not unknown

digging myself deeper and deeper
i cant get out i need her
finders keepers
trade my own life to keep you

i want it all so imma gonna give it all
do u remember do you recall
im not enough and i know im not
im off a pill and im nodding off

way too hard to be me
i think ur life is a different degree
im high im geeked
im awake i keep grinding my teeth

finders keepers (silver x methboiswag)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pkh9r0szqU
u dont have to explain urself
i know im boring its all cool
i stay im overwhelmed 
i guess im not getting old with u

if u wonder smth
i will give u the answer
if u ever say what u need
i can be ur dancer
if u ever want to be in love
i can be ur romancer
so dark so bleak
it spreads like cancer

i burn for you
doesnt help anybody
i burn for you
have words for you
doesnt help anybody
i worship you

i dont want to be this way
i hate this life its such a drag
i should just end myself
think im getting way too mad
i should just let you go
i should focus on these racks
if u wonder if im hone
i will always let u back

if u wonder smth
i will give u the answer
if u ever say what u need
i can be ur dancer
if u ever want to be in love
i can be ur romancer
so dark so bleak
it spreads like cancer

its cool :( [michaelwarren] (MV IN DESC)

something on the other side laying there rotting
cant keep my eyes open im always nodding

u can never do what i say its a mistake
everything i say always leads u the way

under the surface
i will be at her service
overtime and im working ima difficult person
its so easy for me u ccould think that im smurfing
trapped in this skin give me a purpose

its not about what u think its about
its something bigger in the picture
i think my pills are running out
i keep on looking at ur pictures
rockstar mode in the hotel i feel like im sid vicious
pretty woman on my cell and they always call me mister

oooh so cold and its getting old
and its getting old
i stick to my bros
its the way it goes


under the surface
i will be at her service
overtime and im working ima difficult person
its so easy for me u ccould think that im smurfing
trapped in this skin give me a purpose

i dont agree
we dont agree too much
but we will see
i dont wanna feel too much

its not okay to be this way its true i kno
another way i love you its what u used to know

i could never trust you i just wanna keep it real wit you
when im high ass thats really when i think of leaving you

difficult person [silver+ filipmakebeats]

im the glue
i am the one that will put this together
what is ur name
i think this moment will stay w me forever
u gotta lose it all
it feels better with nothing to lose


i never needed to tell you
i runaway just trust and watch it
im getting rich 50 ways
dont wanna argue could u drop it
i never wish to take the blame
i know how i act its not forgotten
she getting pissed is all it takes
off a 30 i be nodding off

bno rock the show
im in the back 
i dont talk to hoes
isnt it awesome tho
im with sg off the coke

i needed love from you
to give it back
ngl im attatched
im gna die heart attack
i fell in love w all these racks

theres something lingering
idk what it is
always together we like lilo n stich
by myself and i will reminice

who is calling me
idk who it is
i waited so long for the memories to fade
memories fade but i still feel the hate
been forever i think its okay
let it go cuz i kno its a waste

i never needed to tell you
i runaway just trust and watch it
im getting rich 50 ways
dont wanna argue could u drop it
i never wish to take the blame
i know how i act its not forgotten
you getting pissed is all it takes
off a 30 i be nodding off

i do what it takes you
i do what will make you
think my life will break you
hate is what will make you
i just wanna taste you
would never waste you
is it okay to love what will break you

50 ways [subaru]

NICKI MINAJ

batterypack ft newsham (p. YnngChukk)

20
@reserrvv

just look at me
one more time before i leave
i say sorry but i know that it's cheap
to apologize for something that you planned
this is something that we're never gonna mend
maybe if we try one more time
the way your hand fits perfect in mine
i wonder if i should let this go
no, it's nothing that we don't know already
you're falling in love
while i'm falling apart

Half of Me

finally free 12/27
@boysnightsout
contact: d1vbno@gmail.com