happy taher thursday to all those that celebrate

produced by me

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wait for it
20 deep in the forest
gotta smoke a gram before recording
we gon leave if ur boring
true story
bought a gram for like 40
chill w bricks like a quarry
they gon scream my name they adore me

need a doctor
i been stuck in pain cant recover
feelings go away when i call her
please, i cant wait any longer

i dont act the same around people
cash american, bag illegal
i be chasing bread like a seagull
stuck in 2012 smoking diesel

can u teach me how cuz i cant get it down
hope its laced so i just feel my face on the ground
ud think that nobody would stay by now
move quiet, careful, don't make a sound

ill be gone
ill make sure u wont wait for long
huh, i'm ur dog
i hope u dont hate this song

i wudnt put it past me
look what u did are u happy
smoke gas down in cali
fuck fashion dress tacky

spent 50
taking lines till im dizzy
another pill could fix me
tell me i look pretty

i cant stay another day it'll break me
guess no one cares for my safety
if i tried to go, would you even chase me
take a pill, it's all i do lately

sour diesel

prod @yumenikki @oaelis

[emo:]
im w me
crushing beads
smokin trash from the dirt, fuckin seeds
block what u put on my feed
used to fw xans, took an arrow to the knee

yea thats cheese, stackin cheese
rollin rollin rollin off a bean
i wud text u back but i cant see the keys
helix doin shows every week too elite

like neverless i dont know why
wanna take a picture but im camera shy
life really stressed but im gettin by
they dont really like me cuz i never lie

u can fw me for the last time
imma take a pill just to pass time
imma crush it up just to do a line
mix a couple things but ill never die

i dont wanna alive
point eighty nine
im in love with poison,
so i might take five
i might take four
need a couple more
walk through the door
its all plastic to ignore

smokin scary pack when i record
smokin scary pack that put u on the floor
always been in last place i dont check the score
im stuck in a bad place im in love with tor

tor prod. freger & r000

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYoEvtuKa0Y
ft @drrux
mix, prod, coverart by me (@bigdog30k)

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
I love fucking up for myself 
I’m coming down once again 
She’s Gorgeous 
Whenever I see her lose my breath 
Why am I skipping every step 
I can never figure  where we stand 
Please go easy I’m doing all i can 
Turns out I was never trying my best
I could never see it for what it is

[buffalobang]
I know you sew me up but 
Im hanging onto the last thread
Real bad day cant make out what just happend
I really fucked it up huh?
Everything is collapsing
Hold me close baby im on my last leg
I was hoping not to get close
Stayed inside my stronghold
Yea i tried not to get too close 
Made it by on bare bones

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

Stronghold

StrongHold (ft drux)

produced by @recyclexbin @jolst
cover art by @envyother

can we pick up where we left?
there's been so many times i've wondered what was next
i pushed it down but now it's going to my head
i've been gone for a bit, sorry girl i'm on a quest
x2

where'd the time go?
i'm lost again, thinking where did i go wrong?
i can't on my own, i get lost in bliss
turn it up for this final song
reach inside the bag, hoping for the best
soon as i spoke i wish i'd left it unsaid
i can't look into your eyes, girl i'm off meds

waited three days for the comeback
lose myself piece by piece, can't get it all back
press pause, restart, had a fallback
up thinking bout the days where it started
i had it but it's slipping through my grip
can't take it girl, it's cutting through my skin
the due date is closer than i think
everything is collapsing within

where'd the time go?
i'm lost again, thinking where did i go wrong?
i can't on my own, i get lost in bliss
turn it up for this final song

can we pick up where we left?
there's been so many times i've wondered what was next
i pushed it down but now it's going to my head
i've been gone for a bit, sorry girl i'm on a quest

final song (prod. recyclebin & jolst)

@tekea

i tell my bru lock in 
   im n the coupe hop nat shit 
   once tht doors locking 
   i kno she wna b intimate 
   need my money infinite 
   u dnt know how bad it’s been 
   tells me tht she will b back 
   but girl my patience’s running thin 

   r we gone n the wind 
   will the truth b unveiled 
   u want space , i want you 
   i just pray we prevail
   bend the knee 
   made u hail
   why his bitch biting nails 
   put a shell n his flesh 
   get him dead fuck a snail

   spread ur wings fly far 
   blonde hairs in my hand 
   start to break apart
   i could stay nailed down 
   or i could play my cards 
   is it you ?? is it me ???
   tht will break our hearts

   staring in the mirror 
   i dnt recognize myself 
  u   made me feel a feeling
   tht i never wished i felt 
   u dnt wna move to brisbane
   leave it all bhind 
   shes been living in my head 
   n iv been losing track of time 

   drugged up dreams about numbers 
   days passing 
   since the time we were lovers
   cry every night 
   bloody tears on my covers
   id die in the light 
   so my face remains covered

   die 
   die 4 my lover 
   she not my bitch who is this 
   had 2 CrushhHer
  why did u lie ??
  crucified under thunder 
   lines on my wrist 
   liking pics up on tumblr 

   b my only 1 
   imma kill them off till its only Us
   uve been ripping me apart 
   i hope its just 4 fun
   trna have u in my arms 
   but i jus feel jealous 

   feelings on the ground 
   so unlike me 
   teardrops on the page tht wre writing
   fight until  i have u beside me 
   she said b strong 
   hope u know tht im trying 

   pleas unwire me 
   i was coiled up 
   lab vests 
   body parts in a broiler
   gun aimed at myself 
   shoot, magnolia 
   kisses & a veil 
  u wont kno wht i told her

   staring n the mirror , 
   i dnt recognize myself
   uu made me feel a feeling 
   tht i wished i nvr felt 
   u dnt wna move to Brisbane??
   leave it all bhind
   shes been living n my head 
   n iv been losing track of time

music video

myself @tekea

[[OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO --> https://youtu.be/NGiO_7yeknM]]

`yes,, we on go'

beautiful @1ello5k [MV IN DESCRIPTION]

prod @newgarasu
girl dont wanna fight with you
is that alright with u
know that i love you too
girl im inlove with you
hop in 2 seater
with the big geekers
prada white sneakers
big bag its decent

i feel a lil betrayed
n i be getting high all day
girl i love ur face
girl i give u space
i took the chance u gave me
and i didnt do it justice
see ur face in this mud
lookin at my cup im blushing
looking at my cup of tussin
big bands on drugs its nothin

u cant take my love from me
that will stay w me til i die
everbody wants to leave
take a pill now were in the sky

girl im never here to pick sides
girl i want u to be my bride
hop inside the jeep lets ride
u can never say i dont try

girl dont wanna fight with you
is that alright with u
know that  i love you too
girl im inlove with you
hop in 2 seater
with the big geekers
prada white sneakers
big bag its decent

i b back in the mornijng
stash some shit up in the storage
new whip im gonna floor it
fly shit im gonna pour it
i feel like myself today
girl what do u want wishaway
speeding on the interstate
take that blunt to the face

i b back in the mornijng
slide some shit up in the storage
new whip im gonna floor it
fly shit im gonna pour it
i feel like myself today
girl what do u want wishaway
speeding on the interstate
take that blunt to the face

girl dont wanna fight with you
is that alright with u
know that i love you too
girl im inlove with you
hop in 2 seater
with the big geekers
prada white sneakers
big bag its decent

i b back in the morning
slide some shit up in the storage
new whip im gonna floor it
fly shit im gonna pour it
i feel like myself today
what do u want girl wishaway
speeding on the interstate
take that blunt to the face

fight with u [garasu]

kiryano & mental - focus (taylor morgan)

Break my fingers / i'll hold your hand (prod. with3r)

i can see the city from ur bedroom
sun rising imma go to bed soon
is it goin how its meant to
and i know the things u need but its a lot
off exotic go and skip a month
how it work its never too much
baby im so numb but i can feel ur touch
and i cannot give up on u til i go under

yea i see her eyes and the way they luster
u can see my eyes red cuz im smokin thunder
and i got my cash up while im in my slumber
she showed me what shes like yea i could trust her
inhale til i cant feel
shield around my heart baby made of steel
i can see your pain baby whats the deal
like baby are you okkkk

bedroom (kir)

Lyrics 

(Shaman) 
Let me leave for a moment, I’ll be right back,
She gon leave me too, but end up right back,
I been in the field like a right back,
I got sealed smoke, drank in my back pack,
Death inside my cup, 
It’s just me and Drux,
Tryna stay away from all these drugs,
I think she a fan, I’m like what the fuck, 
Shaman pull up in a Volvo truck,
In the city too long, feeling stuck.

(Drux)

(Shaman)
I say we don’t need titles,
To experience this Love,
So let’s just stop this fighting,
I say that its fine, yeah, 
When it’s really not,
I just sit there quiet, until you fall asleep,
So I can get more higher, dont want you here to see.

(Drux)

(Shaman)
Let me leave for a moment, I’ll be right back,
She gon leave me too, but end up right back,
I been in the field like a right back,
I got sealed smoke, drank in my back pack,
Death inside my cup, 
It’s just me and Drux,
Tryna stay away from all these drugs,
I think she a fan, I’m like what the fuck, 
Shaman pull up in a Volvo truck,
In the city too long, feeling stuck.

fight with u [garasu]

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