this is so good man, this is my new jam! can't wait to hear more tearout from you!

prod by yvri
mixed & written by yxung plague


lyrics

i dont really have anywhere else to vent to
i never really thought about how im gonna help myself
thousands of scars everywhere on my body
last year was the start of me going downhill
depression have been slowly building up
keeping me from taking care of myself
dont have the energy to help or talk to anyone else
when i still feel like i cant doing anything right
i am the fucking problem and im getting sick of it
i wanna die
everything i think now is just static
just a fucking empty head


im fucking rotting
im physically hurting and i dont fucking care
i stopped caring since last year
wasting my energy to fix what i have left
tell me what i should fucking do
when all i do is sit and think on my chair
what can i fucking do now
why am i like this
i do nothing interesting
just a hollow shell

Depressixn Seasxn Pt. 2

Wings Rotting Away [P. Yvri]

(PRODUCED BY @pxlse @wxzt )

(VERSE)
BACKPACK FULL OF MEDS
MY HEAD IS A MESS
VISION BLURRY, I CANT REST
MY WHOLE LIFE FULL OF STRESS
INSIDE MY HEAD WRATH
PSYCHO THOUGHTS WANT EM DEAD
FANTASIES OF TORTURED MEN
KILL EM ALL
HUMANITY GOT ME FUCKED UP
TOO MANY OXYS MAKE ME THROW UP
TOO MANY HYDROMORPHS AND IM FLYING UP
I COULD NEVER STOP IM A ADDICT OH FUCK
DROP DEAD ON THE FLOOR 
LUNGS COLLAPSED
BODIES OUT THE DOOR
TEARS SHED
FAMILY KEEPS CRYING ON MY DEATH BEATH
DEEP INSIDE I AM HAPPY BOUT MY OWN END
NO MORE PAIN
ONLY SAW RAIN
REALITY FELT LIKE A FAKE ASS REALM
I MIGHT GO TO HELL
I MIGHT BURN AND DWELL
I MIGHT GO TO HELL
I MIGHT BURN AND DWELL

DECAY [PROD. PULSE x WEZT]

@c3of @c3of @c3of 

lyrics:

[verse: saturn's lament]
caught a glimpse of what i thought was my reflection
„the mirrors would never lie to me“, treacherous self-perception
i did what my head demanded and ruined the reminiscence
no wonder the seed i planted has grown to be a narcissus
will i ever stop hurting myself and others?
should i self-destruct for good or should i let myself recover?
rip my lungs out to ease this growing pain inside my chest
all my veins turn into branches only waiting to be snapped

[hook: saturn's lament]
tearing out the roots that i have grown all my life
ask the vermin, they will show you i’ve been cursed with a spine
shattered mirrors still reflecting all the traits that i hide
leave me waiting till i weather into soil, when i die

[verse: Saint Sleep]
heights above the gods and goddesses
wings of pegasus and boulders pushed by sisyphus
currents crashing clashing sounds of conflict
tales left of tantalus lament of feasts beneath his feet
or sycophants drowning in the shallow pools of deep reflection
festering inside their morbid thoughts
leaking roofs of shacks inside of winter forests feel the frostbit
scrape the bowl for words that's long forgotten
dirty paws tracking mud across the corpses of my predecessors
shivers up the spine that stay forever

thousand years of evolution gone to shame
never worth a kindle of the flame
unfinished business like a life on pause I'm tethered to this plane
i was wrong when I said that I would wait to see the day you finally change

[hook: saturn's lament]
tearing out the roots that i have grown all my life
ask the vermin, they will show you i’ve been cursed with a spine
shattered mirrors still reflecting all the traits that i hide
leave me waiting till i weather into soil, when i die

unlit sun w/saint sleep

The Fennex Name Is Defiance

(I AM) THE DARKNESS

the first single from my upcoming debut album "shadow shelter.", which will be released in 2025. 
stay tuned for more details. i love y'all and thank you.

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch im pulling to the ward and all this pit is sing me drown 
now im stuck in shadow labyrinth like im still afraid of sun 
yeah i still wonder what's the purpose in my fucking endless cuts? 
i ain't got butterflies in stomach, i got worms right in my guts 

all this ward is lull to sleep and i could pass me out right now 
what's going on outside the door? i hear the suffers all around 
i see the shadows in the windows they are looking like a crows
they are wandering the corridors, they covered with scars, bitch

i don't get it what the fuck i gonna do?
what a mistake did i done and what a solve to that i could?
so maybe that's cuz of my father that was choke me in my 2?
or it's the fault of braindead bitch i tried to fuck in my 12? 

this whore was talked and i went crazy how they started hate me up
nobody cares about she wanted it herself, they made me scum
and when im looking back at life i see so many fuckin "cause"
and looking back i have no wodrs to it (don't talk to me im cursed) 

all my thoughts are left me sticking at this place and they bring me all this cold and this muhfuckin hate...
and now i can't accept this state of myself...

i would let these shadows pick my corpse 
but when i was completely fucked i realize, now im afraid going die 
all you motherfuckers won't get to me now 
and you fucking scum don't even talk to me now

all these shadows maybe want to have my eyes to find the way out
you can't  trick me with this stunt (don't even talk to me now) 
all these motherfucking bitches want to lick my ears with lies 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deel with no-one else instead of me 
now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now

i just want to get me better don't talk to me now
you can't trick me with this stunts, i've seen a lotta from these cunts 
all these motherfucking bitches want to cut my eyes apart 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deal with no-one else instead of me 
cuz now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now.

сursed (don't talk). [prod. abxminvtixn]

PRODUCTION: @SHINSGRAVE
VOCALS AND MIXING: @SHINSGRAVE
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[2:25]
I got hella problems (bitch)
I ain’t exactly sane or normal
I ain’t solving shit, think
I’ll stay livid for the 
Time that I’m living
Hate, on the highers 
And their ways of living

Dirt on my fucking mouth 
And nothing to say
Debt on my fucking head 
And I got nothing to pay, bitch

DECEPTION

SHADOWHOLICS YOU BASTARD

https://youtu.be/eRZskC1Ei4Q?si=rR5c_OvpPtT1HGid

HARRY $NOW - $HADOW$ (PROD. LIL $WEDDEN)( AMV IN DESCRIPTION)

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(ORIGINAL VOCALS : "TOMMY GENESIS - TOMMY")

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(I AM) THE DARKNESS

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