sometimes we swim sometimes we fly but always we are alive

xx

made w ableton 10
novation launchpad
eastwest silk

bandcamp: https://cynnersneverdie.bandcamp.com/track/animal-in-the-water

animal in the water

spiraling but make it sexy
DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE<3
or maybe i am the hole....
only time will tell.

Lyric video out now! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uBcbeKcQf24&ab_channel=Cy%D0%98


written, composed, and produced by CYN
Ableton10

down the rabbit hole

glaciers

who do you think you are
to claim this sadness as your own
when thunder struck what nerve you have
to gasp in shock as if you hadnt
slept right through the storm

but the years flew by like shooting stars
all i did was blink i dont know you anymore
two little fires even heaven couldnt put out
i hope thats how you remember me, remember me

i am not sorry for the things that i said
in the dark little room you were all that i had
we could never be whole just broken together
i was hoping for death i was hoping for forever

i dreamed about a better place 
but it was just a dream and
in the end it shattered when i woke up
if i get a little stronger
righted all my wrongs
could i fix all the things left between us

i wrote so many songs for you
it was never the right one
how cruel are the angels
to keep on singing their songs
like we mean nothing at all

every party ends it wasnt long before
you were looking at me like you dont know me anymore
two little fires even heaven couldnt put out
i hope thats how you remember me, remember me

i am not sorry for the things that i said
in the dark little room you were all that i had
we could never be whole just broken together
i was hoping for death i was hoping for forever

i dreamed about a better place 
but it was just a dream and
in the end it shattered when i woke up
if i get a little stronger
righted all my wrongs
could i fix all the things left between us

tell me how could i dream of saving somebody else
when i could barely even see
through this addiction, suffocation
we are 90's babies after all
they made us just to dream from hell
and when i see you again
i will leave this all behind us
because you were made of gold and glass
and light and sun and all the warm things
daylight can melt glaciers
but it cannot bring you home

glaciers

beat by Castle Cult (https://soundcloud.com/castlecult)
<3


lighter than the moonlight

love me with your dark eyes, sunrise, planning your demise
in the middle of the summer i watched you cry
hit me with your death scythe, alibis, shinigami eyes
in the dead of the night you said baby lets fight
i was waiting for the sun to follow
i was waiting for the day to break
i was watching you as you swallowed
all the pieces torn apart, what was left of my beating heart

call me evil
call me so selfish
im the one 
you want in the darkness
try to pretend
that you dont want me
all these broken dreams
they haunt me

he cant even help it he wants more more more
from the back of the taxi to my door door door
in the middle of the night calling out my name
when he wakes up in the morning i'll be gone for sure

i said it a million times
but this is the last time
i'll fly away
i am lighter than the moonlight

call me evil
call me so selfish
im the one 
you want in the darkness
try to pretend
that you dont want me
all these broken dreams
they haunt me

lighter than the moonlight

I know a girl who lives in the ground
She fills up her guts with dirt and poison
Down in the deep blue sea she feels at ease
With the monsters creeping in the darkness
I know a girl who lives for the violence
She like the view likes to watch them bleed
Climbed to the top of the city just to feel the wind
As she crashes to the ground again

Do you think
I’m pretty when I’m dying
Pretty when I’m dying
Pretty when I’m dead
Do you like me
Better when I’m lying
Better when I’m lying
Better in your head

Wanna be the music
Sing it till you lose it 
Wanna be the voice inside your head
Wanna take you over
Never getting sober
Till the hanging moon in your room goes red
Do you like my sound
I like you on the ground
I wanna have your everything inside me
I will be your shadow
Singing from the back row
Let me look inside your living hell tonight

I know a girl who toes the line
Between a demon and a socialite
She did her time and she got her money
Turned into a diamond overnight
I know a girl who burned to ashes
She prays to god for the world to end
In the back of an alley at the bottom of a bottle
The love comes cheap so she plays pretend

Do you think
I’m pretty when I’m dying

je t'aime mais tu es fou

lock my heart away i could be ur hidden fantasy / after all im touching on the limits of ur sanity / calculate my value based on what u wanna do to me / bitch theres nothing u could say that couldve got thru to me

THEY DELETED MY *!!!!!!!!!

Leech

i see ghosts every time u say u love me
not my fault u will never be enough
i am made of air and melancholy
dont be wronged u were never meant to keep up

if u live for me then i'll live for the feeling
if we die for love does that mean we got the real thing
said u dont need money
but in the end its only
gold and dust and diamonds in the moonlight



><
i was waiting for the world to end 
i never thought that i would live forever
i was waiting for my love to find me
she was out there chasing lights and action

I See Ghosts Every Time You Say You Love Me

about to enter an employment era lamenting the loss of my true self </3

money honey

Spiders Keep Fucking Me To Sleep

i am kind of emotionally disturbed tbh


from PITH performancec party @ The Cube
6.20.25

sex repulsed angelnymph cathedral [PITH 6.20.25]

lyrics:

you were an angel in your past life
let me know you like im cutting up your insides
show me how the underhand it reaches in your belly
and the stolen light within us could be all the broken things

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