First of all, life is hard enough, karma is a b*tch and (the rest of) people are equal to sh*t (hello there, Slipknot). Sadly. Fate leads its selfish game always: it tries to break, use and throw you to the sidelines as recycled stuff. You have to be strong to resist it. Sometimes you feel so broken and don’t even know what to do next. You fall out of the road you have been once created to walk and that’s too complicated to find this right step to come back on the way. Some of us have been looking for that step for many years. Others are lost forever. It seems that one wrong move would cost a fortune to us measured in time (hello there, “In Time”). But there’s the simplest panacea to catalyze our self-findings in hundred, or even thousand times. Its name is a Person. Yep, exactly this is a person you look at after many years of living together and say: “I’m partially blind, but if that blurred spot is you so come up to me, I’ll hug you and say, as then, how much I love you”. Just one hug is enough to make sure you are (still) loved. One more kiss can prove you’re still alive.

One More Kiss (Single)

One More Kiss

It's a pleasure for me you're listening a debut release of my own music project called #SGMP. I've been extremely proud of this one to be done and hope you'd like it too. 

So let me to introduce the background of this track. It was a time (like ten years ago or even more) when I was learning to play the guitar, loving instrumental music so much and dreaming of big stage such as many young people do. It was a time when I've been infinitely happy doing things that made me feel this life day after day. I've been happy af just playing the music, not even writing. But then, higher education and job have come to my life, some names it adulthood, and I gradually went from all of this. I abandoned my playground - a place where I belong - and that bright and colorful life began to literally seem boring to death for next many years. And what I gonna do to bring these feeling back? The answer is a title of the track. I have to come back to the playground. I'm coming back. And you?

Back To The Playground (Single)

Back To The Playground

There was a point in my life like 6 years ago when I faced my first break up.
These relationships were so promising as I then felt. I've even been thinking it's so close to the life that I ever wished for but this got the bad end so fast such as it usually happened. This situation has left me alone with my thoughts that were running through my head day after day. "You stole my soul. You set me hopeless", - I said to nowhere and I didn't know the lyrics would come from this later.
I wrote a song hoping to get rid of the sadness and forget this but, comically, I still remember all the words and every chord from there and this knowledge pushes me back every time when I think of it. Then, in 2014, I named this song "Hopeless". That was the first hardcore song (and one & lonely for now, still) that I've ever created. Being on my playground, I've been very honored and happy of what I've done.
Overall, I recorded the instrumental version for this track that was so poor and even worse than it is now. But I loved it like I loved her. The mp3 was saved in music library of my good old #HTCOneVX  for a long time with #CityInTheSea's album called #BelowTheNoise (that's still inspiring me) and many others. Who knows if it's still there and ready to be listened in case of this smartphone is still alive after being out of power for a few years.
So now, while I #StayHome at lockdown because of #COVID19 pandemic, I found a time to reissue this gem and make it a part of #SGMP's history. Since 14th, I didn't change here absolutely nothing except of the title, added there "fourteen" as the year of its birth. Symbolically, pronunciation of this word is also very close to "fortune" that mean "destiny" sometimes. So this all should've happened and couldn't have been different.

D3KTYAR