D3sm1 x0xo

(vol. #​1)「Running Out Of Time」


hihihii, more plans 2 be active now 。thx 2 the ppl who support this n the other ppl who have the patience 2 still be here 2day  <3 。1st song from ep will b soon then i'll release the whole thing when i feel satisfied with it, this song n another extra im working on will b included in it 。(dis is mostly filler 2 start things off, the actual ep songs have all my effort put in2 them. dis jus sumthing i made the other day n thot wuz cool lol)

lyrx:

y cant things jus never change oh
y can't things jus stay the same
i feel more worse like everyday
i can't stop crying, my chest hurts
go outside, it's nice 2day
i wanted it 2 rain tho
i can't seem 2 catch a break
i can't slow down
i'll fall out oh

life's 2 fast 
and i need 2 catch up !!!
all my feelings
r boiling up !!!!
i don't wanna feel 
like i'm left behind
i don't want2 b
lost by time !!!

desmi

lifes2fast4miku⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ

(vol. #​2)「A Burden Off My Chest」

ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

right when i met u
the flowers were blooming
and never would i thought
that u would come choose me
i'm on my knees 
and it's just 4 u
and my heart it beats 
when ur in the room
now we're dancing 
in the clouds again
all our memories
just turned to ash

ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

that look in ur eyes
sad and bitter
know that it's okay 2 cry
when i wont be here
all good things must end
i know it's sad but ya it's true
till we meet again
i think the world's way too cruel


ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

last✫forever!!!!!

(Bonus Volume #​‎2.5)「I Met You Last Night」@weejk

https://open.spotify.com/track/7B5CYfz6s1J0kQxBTlSSe7?si=64576d37a4044aff

produced by me i made the beat (& miku part)

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

girl u fake it all
cant take it no
all that shit u said
cant face it no
now im all alone
crying in my home
all the memories
they fading no

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

(miku:)

i fell in ur arms,
all u want is my heart...
u can't come near it,
who knows what wud happen ?
u say u luv me,
do u rly mean it ?
1 day u'll leave me,
crying, broken, speechless...

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x3)

y is luv alwayz so tuff *ft. wujek & miku*

carved ya name iside my wrist i hope you aint too mad at me
i just wanna die but you might find somebody happily and
i think thts a lie i know these thoughts are fuckin bad for me and
i make dis bitch treat me like a god no fuckin blasphemy and
i kno i can make this pistol pop they wont send back at me
in the crib alone im smokin za n all this pack is chiefed
in my room alone all by myself cuz all i have is me
cuz u my babygirl but u so far alone i have to sleep

carved your name inside my wrist i hope you aint too mad at me
i just wanna die but you might find somebody happily and
i think thats a lie i know these thoughts are fuckin bad for me and
i make dis bitch treat me like a god no fuckin blasphemy and
i kno i can make this pistol pop they wont send back at me
in the crib alone im smokin za n all this pack is chiefed
in my room alone all by myself cuz all i have is me
cuz u my babygirl but u so far alone i have to sleep

r u mad at mee #x_x (viper)

never look away!!  [prod.decago]

(vol. #​‎3.5)「And This Always Happens」

https://open.spotify.com/track/1kym5flo1tktPLLBjLrYmZ?si=3a00d787be004119

i stared deep in her eyes
now i'm falling thru time
she's a witch in disguise
watch her die everytime
with a smile and a laugh
i got stuck in her plans
she wants me in her grasp
i'll keep fighting til i can't

be nice 2 me
u ruined everything !!!

i'm not ur frend
but not ur enemy !!!!!

i'll scream & shout 
i'll cry & pout !!!!!

i'll kill myself
if ur 2 mean 2 me !!!!!!

be nice 2 me!!! / higurashi 北条 沙都子

(Off-Screen)「Yandere Arcade Club」@amecandy

https://open.spotify.com/track/4gZ48SQzyJn5vVIW2nNacN?si=9e84e359e0c94dd2

(miku:)

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
cut my heart
and cut urs too

i love love love
ur blood blood blood
i wear ur body
cuz its cute i

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
bleed rose red
i think it's cool u

love love love my
blood blood blood i
stab my body
just for u

razors make me drool
i know i should seek help
but everytime i do
they never have a clue yeah

razors make me drool
i know i should seek help
but everytime i do
they never have a clue yeah

i cut cut cut
i cut cut cut
i cut my heart
and cut urs too

i love love love
ur blood blood blood
i wear ur body
cuz its cute i

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
bleed rose red
i think it's cool u

love love love my
blood blood blood i
stab my body
just for u

(ame:)

you've been in my mind as of lately
all i want its driving me crazy
you've been in my mind as of lately
all i want its driving me crazy
and i dont know what to do 
my heart aches when im around u
what else is there to do?
love smothering me till i turn blue

in my dreams in my dreams
ur the only one i need
in ur dreams in ur dreams
can i b ur yandere?

breaking down my sanity
are my feelings fleeting?
can u help my ache heart stop me frum bleeding?

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
cut my heart
and cut urs too

i love love love
ur blood blood blood
i wear ur body
cuz its cute

(miku:)

i cut cut cut
i cut cut cut
i bleed rose red
i think it's cool u

love love love my
blood blood blood i
stab my body
just for u

If you found this note in a small wooden box with a heart on it, then *congratulations!* You are probably the first person to read this. I didn’t really plan on sharing this with anybody, but for some reason I think it’s exciting that somebody out there, a complete stranger, will come across this note and read my story. Someone I will never meet, sharing such a personal bond with me. I’m fascinated that either one of us could die - even as soon as tomorrow - with the other being completely clueless to the fact. To you, my entire life is within this note, and so I will live for as long as your memory can carry me. Writing this, I’m wondering if that makes you feel fascinated or violated. It’s so exciting.

cut my heart :3 #DDLC (ft. amecandy x miku)

(vol. #​‎4evr)「Am I In Reality Or Am I Insanity?」

https://open.spotify.com/track/36Hr8dnUPs266hdeieAUs6?si=fde9561544fc47ee

kanojo2kanojo///totono.___ 1/4

lyrics:

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

lost inside delusions
trusts me & it's her mistake
never had solutions
found her crying in the rain
i can wipe my tears
me & her, we're not the same
staring in the mirror
with a grin across my face

don't say my name
u'll bring me my flowers
i've had enough
of ur games
now it's time for mine

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

kanojo_2_kanojo ~ bring ME flowers (vol. #4evr)

instrumental by me, ft. @deadcouple

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BGn9mC8B7TOGeZqfJNXaT?si=b6b1d111540244e4

lyrics:
[sekai:]
she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

kisses on the cheek
baby ur so sweet
my knees are feeling weak
i forgot to eat
think it's been a week
and theres blood on my sheets
in what fucking world
would someone like me?

i just wanna be normal, normal
sit around feeling horrible, horrible

i just wanna be normal, normal
sit around feeling horrible, horrible

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

[deadcouple:]
yeah i love ur smile its adorable
im afraid to mess up this time i dont want that
sit in my room wasting away feeling horrible
yeah i hate this shit i always feel like trash

cut and crash
why are you sad?
dont feel bad
i did this all for you

why are you sad?
dont be mad
wipe ur tears
i did this all for you

[sekai:]
she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

denpa girl ft. deadcouple

sad wet cat lesbian girl dies goodnight

https://open.spotify.com/track/2uEHvLrgrgPB9COgCyAS6Y?si=7552c61a55094cd9

it's the same
everytime
they all die and i'm alive
feel ashamed
break and cry
she's a goddess in disguise
what am i?
but despair
can i run right through your hair?
one last time
while ur here
right before this timeline tears

girl despaired 未修理

girl despaired 未修理 (ft. hatsune miku)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1OwwF9rbnBlMFf91nMT6DO?si=fcd767a348b1410e

it's time for me to go
but i'll see u at my shows
ur my star oshi no ko
i'll burn the world before it snows
i'll help u out
just stay alive
i'll let u down
to prove i'm right
ur the fire in my heart
before u it was so dark

all i'm asking for's a meaningful life
I've thought before about suicide
i never learned when to laugh or cry
but i have to try, i have to try
u'll hear my name on the radio
u'll see my face in a magazine
we're crying out on the patio
u'll inherit my legacy

now go my shooting star
i promise u'll make it far
now go my shooting star
i promise u'll make it far

it's time for me to go
but i'll see u at my shows
ur my star oshi no ko
i'll burn the world before it snows
i'll help u out
just stay alive
i'll let u down
to prove i'm right
ur the fire in my heart
before u it was so dark

u'll hear my name on the radio
u'll see my face in a magazine
we're crying out on the patio
i swear i didn't mean to cause a scene

my dying star【推しの子】

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/3yTwJwQ1pc5OoZNYorbs1P?si=74f882d670e042c9

maybe if i tried a little bit harder
id see results flow in like water
god i wish it was this easy
i just live and watch time beat me

last week i watched a long vid of social tips
i think me and u know i didnt benefit 
speaking out loud sucks it really makes me sweat
i hate being myself unless im around my friends

my lips are stapled shut
i wanna talk to you but i'd look dumb 
i wanna talk to you but i'd sound dumb

be nice 2 me!!! / higurashi 北条沙都子

desmi ꒰ა❤︎໒꒱

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