D3sm1 x0xo

(vol. #​1)「Running Out Of Time」


hihihii, more plans 2 be active now 。thx 2 the ppl who support this n the other ppl who have the patience 2 still be here 2day  <3 。1st song from ep will b soon then i'll release the whole thing when i feel satisfied with it, this song n another extra im working on will b included in it 。(dis is mostly filler 2 start things off, the actual ep songs have all my effort put in2 them. dis jus sumthing i made the other day n thot wuz cool lol)

lyrx:

y cant things jus never change oh
y can't things jus stay the same
i feel more worse like everyday
i can't stop crying, my chest hurts
go outside, it's nice 2day
i wanted it 2 rain tho
i can't seem 2 catch a break
i can't slow down
i'll fall out oh

life's 2 fast 
and i need 2 catch up !!!
all my feelings
r boiling up !!!!
i don't wanna feel 
like i'm left behind
i don't want2 b
lost by time !!!

desmi

lifes2fast4miku⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ

(vol. #​2)「A Burden Off My Chest」

ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

right when i met u
the flowers were blooming
and never would i thought
that u would come choose me
i'm on my knees 
and it's just 4 u
and my heart it beats 
when ur in the room
now we're dancing 
in the clouds again
all our memories
just turned to ash

ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

that look in ur eyes
sad and bitter
know that it's okay 2 cry
when i wont be here
all good things must end
i know it's sad but ya it's true
till we meet again
i think the world's way too cruel


ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

last✫forever!!!!!

(Bonus Volume #​‎2.5)「I Met You Last Night」@weejk

https://open.spotify.com/track/7B5CYfz6s1J0kQxBTlSSe7?si=64576d37a4044aff

produced by me i made the beat (& miku part)

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

girl u fake it all
cant take it no
all that shit u said
cant face it no
now im all alone
crying in my home
all the memories
they fading no

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

(miku:)

i fell in ur arms,
all u want is my heart...
u can't come near it,
who knows what wud happen ?
u say u luv me,
do u rly mean it ?
1 day u'll leave me,
crying, broken, speechless...

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x3)

y is luv alwayz so tuff *ft. wujek & miku*

(vol. #​‎3)「I'm A Half-Failed Magical Girl, But That's Okay!!」

I'm out here
Can you hear me?
Out of breathe
I'm so useless
Right after
I hear your "i.l.y."
Then I can cry

Love it when you say my name
I stand afar, feeling like I'm not enough
Are you proud of me?
Always coming back to you, you're noticing
Sometimes I wish that I knew what you think
Open up your arms
And catch me when I fall
I hope that it's not too late
To fix my heart
This time I won't
Let the world fall apart
This time I won't
Let your wishes come undone

I'm out here
Can you hear me?
Out of breathe
I'm so useless
Right after
I hear your "i.l.y."
Then I can cry
You hate me
Just maybe?
Don't blame me
I Just overthink
After all I'm dreaming
In this world
I call "Make Believe"

everytime​‎ :​‎ after 鹿目まどか (vol. #3)

never look away!!  [prod.decago]

(Off-Screen)「Yandere Arcade Club」@amecandy

https://open.spotify.com/track/4gZ48SQzyJn5vVIW2nNacN?si=9e84e359e0c94dd2

(miku:)

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
cut my heart
and cut urs too

i love love love
ur blood blood blood
i wear ur body
cuz its cute i

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
bleed rose red
i think it's cool u

love love love my
blood blood blood i
stab my body
just for u

razors make me drool
i know i should seek help
but everytime i do
they never have a clue yeah

razors make me drool
i know i should seek help
but everytime i do
they never have a clue yeah

i cut cut cut
i cut cut cut
i cut my heart
and cut urs too

i love love love
ur blood blood blood
i wear ur body
cuz its cute i

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
bleed rose red
i think it's cool u

love love love my
blood blood blood i
stab my body
just for u

(ame:)

you've been in my mind as of lately
all i want its driving me crazy
you've been in my mind as of lately
all i want its driving me crazy
and i dont know what to do 
my heart aches when im around u
what else is there to do?
love smothering me till i turn blue

in my dreams in my dreams
ur the only one i need
in ur dreams in ur dreams
can i b ur yandere?

breaking down my sanity
are my feelings fleeting?
can u help my ache heart stop me frum bleeding?

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
cut my heart
and cut urs too

i love love love
ur blood blood blood
i wear ur body
cuz its cute

(miku:)

i cut cut cut
i cut cut cut
i bleed rose red
i think it's cool u

love love love my
blood blood blood i
stab my body
just for u

If you found this note in a small wooden box with a heart on it, then *congratulations!* You are probably the first person to read this. I didn’t really plan on sharing this with anybody, but for some reason I think it’s exciting that somebody out there, a complete stranger, will come across this note and read my story. Someone I will never meet, sharing such a personal bond with me. I’m fascinated that either one of us could die - even as soon as tomorrow - with the other being completely clueless to the fact. To you, my entire life is within this note, and so I will live for as long as your memory can carry me. Writing this, I’m wondering if that makes you feel fascinated or violated. It’s so exciting.

cut my heart :3 #DDLC (ft. amecandy x miku)

(vol. #​‎4evr)「Am I In Reality Or Am I Insanity?」

https://open.spotify.com/track/36Hr8dnUPs266hdeieAUs6?si=fde9561544fc47ee

kanojo2kanojo///totono.___ 1/4

lyrics:

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

lost inside delusions
trusts me & it's her mistake
never had solutions
found her crying in the rain
i can wipe my tears
me & her, we're not the same
staring in the mirror
with a grin across my face

don't say my name
u'll bring me my flowers
i've had enough
of ur games
now it's time for mine

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

kanojo_2_kanojo ~ bring ME flowers (vol. #4evr)

(vol. #​‎4evr+)「Obtained, Now My Heartaches.」

https://open.spotify.com/track/4L4Gd2tRtDPWNGrYOKoQEj?si=901b97ab41c44e72

Why am I just Karuizawa to you? Can't you just say my given name...

lyrics:
crawling bugs
all over
knock me down
i'll start over
burdens fall
my shoulders
open arms
come closer
parasites
im so sure
ur the one
who wont hurt
call at night pls answer
ur the one who wont hurt?

im shaking
stammering
can u leave me alone
my heart's burning
please just go

don't pull my hair
i feel so scared
why did i act like i don't care?
i just wanna be something more
i just wanna be something more

can you love me?
can you love me?
can you love me?
eternity

can you love me?
can you love me?
can you love me?
eternity

can you love me?
can you love me?
can you love me?
eternity

CANYOULVOEMECANYOULOVEMECANYOULVOEMEETERNITY

im shaking
stammering
can u leave me alone
my heart's burning
please just go

Parasites, I'm so sure - you're the one
who won't hurt
Call at night, please answer - you're the one
who won't hurt?

In order to survive in this school, Kei tends to cling to someone who is valued highly and use that person's status and position to enhance her own. Due to this method, she has deemed herself as a parasite, a weak creature that can't survive on its own. Due to the fake persona she’s built up, many naive girls tends to seek her for advice on topics such as romance. However, she confessed that she has never held hands once with another guy but she was skilful enough to hoodwink them through her made up lies and fictitious stories.

overcoming PARASITE ♡ [ Class D 軽井沢 ]

sad wet cat lesbian girl dies goodnight

https://open.spotify.com/track/2uEHvLrgrgPB9COgCyAS6Y?si=7552c61a55094cd9

it's the same
everytime
they all die and i'm alive
feel ashamed
break and cry
she's a goddess in disguise
what am i?
but despair
can i run right through your hair?
one last time
while ur here
right before this timeline tears

girl despaired 未修理

girl despaired 未修理 (ft. hatsune miku)

made a discord server: https://discord.gg/EyaZkHkwZG 

beat by me ft. @foreverstained

https://open.spotify.com/track/4skgFHBOKqyP9w2J8t6jaA?si=0501a0178ba949e0

playing on my wii
yea cuz i love Nintendo
when i wanna eat
i vomit out my window
cancel all my shows
cuz im too freakin shy oh
can't go outside
i'm so pale like i saw a ghost
sitting on the stairs
i always feel so alone
i dont have no friends
when i do they always go
they go away
i feel betrayed
i get so sad
no one wants to stay

i dont wanna die no
i dont wanna die
razor's on my wrist
im too scared to push the knife
pls don't take my life
no pls don't take my life
begging on my knees
all i need is one more try

idont wanna die
idon t wanna die 
I DONT WANNA DIEE
i dont wanntnee die
i dont wnanane die
ID ONT wanna die 
i dont wanna die
i dont wnan die

why am i crying?
nothing in life seems fair
everyones lying
saying they rly care
my life's a cliche
i'm the one getting played
i cant control it
cant control it

cant control when i cut
airs filled with love nd blood
im missing my insides
i miss being alive
be away from u i wish for it 
whats love it sounds foreign 
scene slut n she's whorin 

yea she makes my wrist cry
she made all my blades blunt 
drop the fucking gimmick 
ur life's good u stupid runt
so lame nd im to blame
all alone, i take the blame
loveless im the one to blame 
lifeless (@foreverstained) i'll remain
in my world like im lain 
all i can do is degrade 
im watching my life fade 
i'll be gone one day 
i'll be far from u 
i'll forget ur face 
ur nothing but a waste 
u make me feel displaced

just one more try

just one more try (w/ lifeless)

Fourth installment in my instrumental explorations. Coming to #Spotify #YouTube #TikTok #Apple #Music soon. If they hit your ear, share them onward.

kanojo_2_kanojo ~ bring ME flowers (vol. #4evr)

desmi ꒰ა❤︎໒꒱

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