I wanna kill my bf so bad he’s loosing feelings I can feel it so bad but I’m still obsessively in love with him I need help idk what to do with my life if he don’t love me anymore life does not worth to me I’ll do anything to make him love me again please

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prod@@danikiyoko @1antibody @heartsayako

@xxlusi
bald ist es soweit
ja bald ist unsere zeit
du sagst du glaubst mir nicht
doch warte nur bis ichs beweis

in the back of the rover
du glaubst mir nicht ill show ya
she throw it bacc i own her
ja ihr seid alles poser

b3 taking over
ja das ist unsere mission
feature preis wird nichtmehr lower
ihr seid die opposition

und ich kann nichtmehr damit aufhören
ich mach viel zu viele lieder ich brauch 1 pause

ich bin viel zu drunk
ich weiß nichtmehr was ich sag
doch ich trinke immer weiter
bis ich lieg in einem sarg

gib mir noch einen tanz
ja nur ein letztes mal
bis ich weiter geh
ja befolg mein rat

@1antibody
aha aha ich beweg mich mit dem beat
ich zeig dir wie es geht
ich bin im club am koka ziehen
und ich bleib hier bis die sonne aufgeht

1 2 3
das war keine gute idee
4 5 6
come on lass mich nicht stehen

ich bin mit lusi an der copacabana
warum sie wohl nichts an hat
ja sie ist eine thot

und ich fick dein dad
fick dein vater
auch wenn er nichts gemacht

ich hab ein drink in meiner hand
ja ich bin an der strandbar

@heartsayako
1 2 3 bitches nein ich will nicht teilen
powered up bitch ich pull up und zieh ne line
du hast 0 swag du kannst das niemals tun
shawty look so bad i might blow a bag on u
posted up ich habe pressure in meinen mf lungss
kann nicht atmen
pussy ich keep mana brauche keine gun

ich erzähls dir doch du hörst nicht zu
sieh blue die clouds sind up above
weiß nicht was ich suche so fukd up
4am girl come over
pass den blunt

(2oo9) RESORT + @1antibody @heartsayako ♬ p @danikiyoko

(Bonus Volume #​‎2.5)「I Met You Last Night」@weejk

https://open.spotify.com/track/7B5CYfz6s1J0kQxBTlSSe7?si=64576d37a4044aff

produced by me i made da beat (& miku part)

me & wujek song, new solo song that i worked rly hard on coming vry soon it's my fav so stay tuned ‹𝟹

-

lyrics:

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

girl u fake it all
cant take it no
all that shit u said
cant face it no
now im all alone
crying in my home
all the memories
they fading no

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

(miku:)

i fell in ur arms,
all u want is my heart...
u can't come near it,
who knows what wud happen ?
u say u luv me,
do u rly mean it ?
1 day u'll leave me,
crying, broken, speechless...

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x3)

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(this song wudve been out by now and same with the solo song but my account got deleted like a week ago n that ruined my motivation n then i lost like 20 followers cuz of soundcloud inactive account ban wave thing n the solo song was going 2 be for 300 followers lol this sux)

desmi

y is luv alwayz so tuff *ft. wujek & miku*

(vol. #​‎4evr)「Am I In Reality Or Am I Insanity?」

https://open.spotify.com/track/36Hr8dnUPs266hdeieAUs6?si=fde9561544fc47ee

kanojo2kanojo///totono.___ 1/4

lyrics:

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

lost inside delusions
trusts me & it's her mistake
never had solutions
found her crying in the rain
i can wipe my tears
me & her, we're not the same
staring in the mirror
with a grin across my face

don't say my name
u'll bring me my flowers
i've had enough
of ur games
now it's time for mine

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

kanojo_2_kanojo ~ bring ME flowers (vol. #4evr)

go on

(Off-Screen)「Nothing Ever Happens Here Anways...」

https://open.spotify.com/track/6iYwx9CfyyrRMaVEa0GX68?si=d829574bf39a4242

school days, wrong story... ////rena/kotonoha?

lyrics:

(L: u took my luv, used that
R: ur pretty hair, all black
L: went2 ur house, sit back
R: i used2 feel attached)

my eyes on u, so sad
ur pretty hair, all black
we used to walk, hold hands

i used to feel - attached

u took my luv, used that
i took my knife, went back
to ur house, sit back

close the door - relax

when i'm done with u
i'm done with me

we weren't meant to be
i'm so sorry

i got pushed to shame
and now u bleed

this seems to be the end
of "love" stories

Can I ask you one thing?
I loved you....
But did you feel the same?
You hurt me...
I just wanted something-
Between us...
But all this hatred told me-
"It's worthless..."

/// thanku for the support n luv recently & always, i'm trying 2 stay active and i wanna post as much as i can cuz i been feeling the need 2. i'm less insecure abt the things i post now but i'll still keep trying 2 make it sound cool & stuff

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featuring @restyles prod me @sanriosouls

Blood on my tee, I can't see
My heads about to fall, I'm dizzy
Look at me, watch me bleed
Hours after when we meet
Should I stay, shall I leave?
I can't choose when you're with me
Reap my soul while I flee
Is it you or is it me?

Why you on my mind, you gon' drive me crazy
Ride around in the back of the Mercedes
Why are you so slow?
Don't know, I don't wanna try
Hold on tight to me
Look into my poison eyes
I thought you hated me?
That's why you wanna make me cry
And now you say you love me
And make me wanna feel alright

Blood on my tee, I can't see
My heads about to fall, I'm dizzy
Look at me, watch me bleed
Hours after when we meet
Should I stay, shall I leavе?
I can't choose when you're with mе
Reap my soul while I flee
Is it you or is it me?

is it you or is it me

is it you or is it me?

featuring @1noted & @noraware - prod @decago

but so is life

but so is life (ft. note & noraware + prod decago)

prod @heartsayako + @222bino

"fall to the floor
i can't do this anymore
write my words right before
i end this all in storm"

staring through my soul
i don't know where i'm supposed to go
flowers fallen pedals out on the floor
if u truly loved me then u'd say it more
say it more...
with a touch or a kiss
i wouldn't be ignored
by ur side i would stay
till u stab me with ur sword
i'd follow ur words
even to the point where it hurts

eyes on me
i don't wanna be seen
too much going on
can't keep track of everything
i had all the time
but didn't use it right
my emotions had been played with
i shoulda saw the signs

don't know i feel
with my heart we made a deal
then u stabbed in my back
took my love and then attacked
now nothing seems real
everything i can't belive
i was cursed by ur control
u held me by my strings

staring through my soul
i don't know where i'm supposed to go
flowers fallen pedals out on the floor
if u truly loved me then u'd say it more
say it more...
with a touch or a kiss
i wouldn't be ignored
by ur side i would stay
till u stab me with ur sword
i'd follow ur words
even to the point where it hurts

love me, love me not

love me, love me not 私を愛してください (prod. sayako x vin0)

( Return / vol . # ​‎4evr ?)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2cnMjAZ5Bvt5l96nXT2jUH?si=64e60677da56400a

Sorry for inactivity, I've been working on other projects cuz this one was kinda boring to me since i last posted. I plan on returning but I have to resituate myself with this kinda music cuz i've been disconnecting from it a bit lol

recorded this with my actual guitar and i might make more like this too if ppl like it, i got sum more with real guitar so i can probaly make a mix or something

lyrics:

stay inside ashamed
i didn't want this
bring me food
a note saying you love me
"leave me alone"
i say but i don't mean it
hide in the corner
covered by my blanket

"you don't seem the type who would do this..."
it was the situation i was put in
go to the store
repent for my actions
i'll make it up to you
that i promise

grab my chest, i feel my heart is pounding
sweat drips off, i'm nervous and i'm shaking
now you're mad, it seems you really hate me
i did wrong but can you really blame me?

"you don't seem the type who would do this..."
it was the situation i was put in
go to the store
repent for my actions
i'll make it up to you
that i promise...

everything can't always be so nice. [ Class B 一之瀬 帆波 ]

#​‎4evr ꒰ঌ✦໒꒱

*all instrumentals used belong to me*

other projects:
@sanriosouls
@webdiary

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yandere ><

yandere ><

seltze

yea hahahahaha i remember when u said that

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yandere ><

yandere ><

seltze

yea hahahahaha i remember when u said that

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