somewhere between nowhere and goodbye [caspr]

unorthodox

nicotine and caffeine
just woke up from a bad dream
everyones unhappy
riding in the backseat 
I remember laughing
at the though of asking
if we could be happy
why cant we be happy ?

I dont understand why I cant understand myself
rendered useless im a nuisance
im so fucked up im so clueless
I might lose it thank you music
you left bruises I might chose to 
take it back so I dont lose you
im defusing from the thoughts of why im using
now im boozin
take the fucking pain away
put me in my fucking grave
fucked up from the games we played
fucked up from the pain I gained
fucked up and its fair to say
that I dont wanna chance but the ball in my hands
balmains walking thru the hallways always
askin if you listened to the songs that I made
mix a little vodka with the limeade
drugs make me vibrate
been a long damn day
fair to say I may
end up in the driveway
kicked outa moms place
open up the damn door
dont even know what I stand for
please just answer
sorry that I showed up
and made everything blow up, so what ?
sorry mom I know im a loner

♡daro♡

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