Name: Chattering Lack but Arc and Say are upstairs by DᖻSPHORIA
Duration: 3 min 21 s
Description: help

sleep then youll hear my chatterin thoughts 

ok so are we gonna talk about how ghost gaslit. me about their character name being Say. like . like I believed them . I thought I made it up and me and my friends were the only person who called that character Say. now I'm seeing some Stranger

They are dancing upstairs and im upstairs with them lol

They are up there trying fo break my roof. Help. Honestly, id join them. Sounds fun

Kevin / Uncanny - [GHOST]

Spider On The Wall - GHOST (2022 Ver.)

❗️❗️2024 REMASTERED VERSION: https://soundcloud.com/saturn-candies/rabbit-hole-ft-dex-vocaloid-original-song-2024-ver

WARNING: THIS SONG HAS THEMES OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS!!! 
First, I'll put something I wanna say, second, I'll put the lyrics. 
What I wanna say: 
This is a song about things that apply to my everyday life, and a situation that has been resolved. It's not at all what I expected to be my first song, but that's okay!!! Random fact: I started and finished entire the instrumental in one night

The Lyrics:
I’m trying to keep myself together
I can not do this for much longer
Nothing I do will make me want to stay alive

It’s pulling all the wires I’ve wired
My head’s been aching, and I’m tired
As I go down this route, I soon begin to strive

I got no one to turn to, and now I’m breaking in two
Hopelessness is all that I’ve got, leaving me inside here to rot

He said that he wasn’t mad, but he was
I could see it in his eyes, and he was
I’m stuck, trapped in this cave
I just need to behave
 
Well deserved scolding, right?
Father puts up quite a fight
My emotions in his sight
Now I guess that that’s not right

Buried in these thoughts of mine over and over again
So now, I shall make my way down the rabbit hole again

Does someone with a soul like mine even deserve to live?
To all the ones around me It’s my effort I have to give

Crying more than I want to, that shows I’m breaking in two
All these thoughts are all that I’ve got, why don’t they all leave me to rot?

Screaming helped me out, and I so there I was
I was hoping for any pain there was
And so, to myself I say, “This will all end one day”

I deserve scolding, right?
Mother puts up quite a fight
I put the truth in her sight
But she thought that they were lies

Buried in these thoughts of mine over and over again
So now, I shall make my way down the rabbit hole again

Tell me, what if I threw this life away?
Tell me, what if I slit the pain away?
Tell me, what if I could make this all end?
Tell me, what if I was what you would like?

Someone tell me why I can’t help but cry
Someone tell me why, someone tell me why!
Someone tell me why i’m so terrified
Someone tell me why
"There’s no reason why!"

Nothing I think feels right!
Black and white are in my eyes!
Are they good, or are they bad?
Am I allowed to be sad?

Sitting alone in the night, of course that’s the case again
So now I shall make my way down the rabbit hole once more

What am I doing wrong?
What have they been all along?
Can I fix this mind of mine?, or will they say not to whine?

Buried in my memories, why is this the case again?
All of them will guide my way down the rabbit hole again!
(lyrics end here)

I'll see if I can make a google doc explaining the lyrics, for now, those are there. 

Tuning, instrumental, and art in the picture is all by me BTW!!! 
Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1VY9GOdV6NyfjjsczgKKzCEnXY0vwYHbJ/view?usp=sharing

ANOTHER RANDOM FACT (since you're now down here): I actually saw a rabbit while thinking of this song, it's kinda funny to me.

Rabbit Hole Ft. DEX [Vocaloid Original Song]

RememberWhatTheyTookFromYou

Drifts between lucid dreams and cosmic stillness.

BEAT ALUCINANTE (Dreamy + Extra Slowed)

AI (28).mp3

【Oliver, Fukase, Kagamine Len, Utatane Piko】"Original Song Collaboration" it's dark!【DrawyColours' Remix】

My curiosity for remixing this song was too high so here you go! Also, it made me laugh hard! XD

Song is a collaboration by: GHOST, Aria, Ponko & UmbarticForest
Thumbnail Art: GHOST
Remix: Me

it's dark! 【Timid's Remix】

Wow, Trevor posting a song less than four months after his last one? It's a Christmas miracle! (Also tomorrow is the one month anniversary of 5AM what a neat fact!)

I finally used Sonika agin! How've you been, buddy? It's been a year and a half! Oh how the time flies.

I don't have much to say on this on to be honest? Except for the fact that I had no idea what this song was about until I wrote the lyrics for the chorus (a.k.a like 6 hours ago) but now it's got a spiffy little story! I won't share it though because I like to see how people interperet my songs ahah.

Anyways Sonika is a queen please love her.

~*~*~

Free download + instrumental: https://pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/album/in-solidarity

VSQx: https://www.dropbox.com/s/ceaxelh36osvizm/yellow.vsqx?dl=0

Youtube upload: https://youtu.be/8HfaZaNyzxE

Lyrics:

A pretty yellow light
That keeps me safe at night
Kaleidoscope of dreams
Keeps me safe and warps memories

Could it be? Could it be?
Could it be? Could it be?
Could it be? Could it be?
Could it be? Could it be?

Well, maybe. Well, maybe.
Well, maybe. Well, maybe.
Well, maybe. Well, maybe.
Well, maybe. Well, maybe.

Well, let's see. Well, let's see.
Well, let's see. Well, let's see.
Well, let's see. Well, let's see.
Well, let's see. Well, let's see.

A broken yellow sea
That keeps on receding
Unfamiliar to me
Ships collide and drown inside me

Fall away with me
And sink into the sea
A world of spirits sing
Their haunting, retched melodies

Crumble with me
And be kissed by the sea
Rot away in waters
Salty yet sweet

Yes, feel the grace
Of my glorious dream
Watch as it bends reality
Just for me

Reach out your hand
Grasp that bright yellow light
Keep that light safe
Through the darkness of night

Yes I am gone
But I always was gone
Hey, don't feel pain
For someone who never lived

Chattering Lack but Arc and Say are upstairs

DᖻSPHORIA

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