LYRICS:

I told you who I am, so why are you surprised?
Your heart of gold and wants for me are clouding up your eyes
And honestly, I truly just cannot provide my care
When you tell me how it hurts I laugh at pitiful despair
-
I hate to be a downer but I think I need to say
I’m a slut for degradation, so tell me what you hate!
With a sadomasochistic mind, you’d think I’d want to change
But reality is different, babe, I don’t mind I’m deranged


(Wanna be indifferent? Well go off and be my guest
Just please don’t ever blame me for the coming consequences)


Shut up, I never asked, no I don’t care ‘bout your day
If you knew that I was like this then you should have run away!
No one can fucking help me this is the millionth time,
I don’t want your pity, everything that hurts me’s by design
-
You say I’m fucking dying but I’d die if I’m the same
All these urges just to hurt you or to hurt me are hard to tame
But to be one-hundred percent honest pain is just a game
It’s cute y’know, and only one shall touch me for their gain


(Wanna be indifferent? Well go off and be my guest
Just please don’t ever blame me for the coming consequences)


I’m not in a good headspace to listen to your woes
And to think there’re people like you who can’t defeat their foes
It’s, like I said, pitiful to see,
You really are so stupid to have some hope for me
-
(I told you who I am, so why are you surprised?
Your heart of gold and wants for me are clouding up your eyes
And honestly, I truly just cannot provide my care
When you tell me how it hurts I laugh at pitiful despair)


(Wanna be indifferent? Well go off and be my guest)

SADOMASOCHIST -【IMPOSTOR】FT. MACNE NANA ENGLISH // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

BIG CLAPPY - Ghost and Pals

Original song/midi: Weevildoing (Original MV here: https://archive.org/details/splittergirrrrl)
Tuning/Mix: azazels.music (me)

I’m still alive! This song struck me by force, and I knew I had to cover it. 

And binaural effects too, so wear stereo headphones!

[Qing Su ENG] Splitter Girl (Synth V Cover)

In 1980, the alien Bloopnar crash-landed on Earth with one mission: to save humanity from boring music. Armed with otherworldly knowledge of rhythm, melody, and sound design, he taught musicians how to craft basslines that bent gravity, synths that shimmered like alien skies, and beats as precise as quantum clocks. These secrets sparked the explosion of groundbreaking 80s music, forever changing the sound of the decade.

Source Code is the origin point.
A new sound emerged, sharper, faster, and brighter than anything before. Its patterns spread through clubs, airwaves, and mixtapes, reshaping the decade’s music from the inside out. These are the songs he helped create, as well as the story of his time on Earth, decoded and preserved so the world will never forget where the beat began.

Sugar Circuit

◆ Youtube ◆   soon!!!!!!!!!!!!

edit 3: BJKFDS bb B  hhhowww does this already have 3,000 plays?!??w? thank you so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhj! 

edit 2 : 2K PLAYSSSSSS!?!?!?#L@#!JKL$R@JKL!#$RK!@ R @!R !@R !@ R !@! OH MY OG D D DD D THANK YOU

edit 1:   DUDUDU DE E E E E E  OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 1K+ PLAY S S S S S

UST Download ◆ https://www.dropbox.com/sh/orvxfpnj2wwscff/AAB0aG_l5bmKiCIMCbJT_Meha?dl=0

a  hh yes  i finally finished this!! ! ! !
ughghgh g  i've been working on this for 2 days and idk why it took so long but i did ittt  i knew  i had to ust this when i first heard it
and  i feel like i overdid the improvs  so much (t he voice in the background yeahh)
but i'm happy how it turned out so yes

◆Resampler ◆ tn_fnds
◆Flags ◆ F1E5Y100C99L2

◆Vocals ◆ Fuutari Makku VCCV English
◆ust ◆ Atakaia
◆Mix + Tuning ◆ Atakaia
◆Original ◆ GHOST @cool-as-heck-ghost
◆Fuutari Makku ◆ MakkuSan Desu @makkusandesu
◆Art ◆ PaintHome Sai @ph-sai


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【Fuutari Makku】 BLACK & WHITE 【UTAUカバー】 +UST

Wow, Trevor posting a song less than four months after his last one? It's a Christmas miracle! (Also tomorrow is the one month anniversary of 5AM what a neat fact!)

I finally used Sonika agin! How've you been, buddy? It's been a year and a half! Oh how the time flies.

I don't have much to say on this on to be honest? Except for the fact that I had no idea what this song was about until I wrote the lyrics for the chorus (a.k.a like 6 hours ago) but now it's got a spiffy little story! I won't share it though because I like to see how people interperet my songs ahah.

Anyways Sonika is a queen please love her.

~*~*~

Free download + instrumental: https://pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/album/in-solidarity

VSQx: https://www.dropbox.com/s/ceaxelh36osvizm/yellow.vsqx?dl=0

Youtube upload: https://youtu.be/8HfaZaNyzxE

Lyrics:

A pretty yellow light
That keeps me safe at night
Kaleidoscope of dreams
Keeps me safe and warps memories

Could it be? Could it be?
Could it be? Could it be?
Could it be? Could it be?
Could it be? Could it be?

Well, maybe. Well, maybe.
Well, maybe. Well, maybe.
Well, maybe. Well, maybe.
Well, maybe. Well, maybe.

Well, let's see. Well, let's see.
Well, let's see. Well, let's see.
Well, let's see. Well, let's see.
Well, let's see. Well, let's see.

A broken yellow sea
That keeps on receding
Unfamiliar to me
Ships collide and drown inside me

Fall away with me
And sink into the sea
A world of spirits sing
Their haunting, retched melodies

Crumble with me
And be kissed by the sea
Rot away in waters
Salty yet sweet

Yes, feel the grace
Of my glorious dream
Watch as it bends reality
Just for me

Reach out your hand
Grasp that bright yellow light
Keep that light safe
Through the darkness of night

Yes I am gone
But I always was gone
Hey, don't feel pain
For someone who never lived

【Sonika】 In Solidarity 【Original Song】

wee hoo this was a little doodle but it turned out really nice so here we go!

please check out the youtube upload the pv reveals the story behind this song: https://youtu.be/GUplrH2hgmE

free download: https://pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/track/telegrams-from-the-meteor-man

Telegrams from the Meteor Man

Since “COLORBARS” doesn’t work with any song except for “BROADCAST ILLUSION,” I had to really play around with the tempo for this one

So, sorry if this sounds a bit off

(Art by GHOST)

The Chattering Clattering Of Bugs And Entomologists

DᖻSPHORIA

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