Adrenochrome

Alive

firestarter

addicted

freemyheart

SUPA

Franchise

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tired of being a side piece
in everybody's story except my own
feeling like I'm never in control
spotted all the strings attaching to my bones
ventriloquist or puppeteer?
tryna weigh the scale, words and actions
always questioning my soul
tolerance is waning every single day
I spit soliloquies, don't give a fuck about the plays

passion left the building months ago
talking to a mic's the only form of therapy I got
and even then, I cannot wrangle all my thoughts
and step outside the void and not get caught
and put back in the spot I was before
feeling like a fuckin' bot

autopilot, days repeating
mask receding, grew facetious of my own internal appearance
like tryna sneak a gun through security clearance
commendations, getting praised for perseverance
bittersweet poems from the author
barely got my head above the water
I just wish you didn't see me falter
there's no drill to fix the loose screw,
tryna keep my head up on my shoulders
just endure it, I don't wanna end up like my father

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why are all my friends dying?
every day I see an angel flyin'
shots are ringing out and got the corners cryin'
gave advice, it ain't applying
now you talkin' through a ouija board
and all the shit you say got something underlying

a pretty day, but I still feel ugly
clouded mind, my body hurts like I just came from rugby
got nobody by my side to wake me up and hug me
I need some head and need some bread, shit, either one would be lovely
don't go outside without some pocket change
I only do it since I got three dollars to my name
my job just jit me out my hours, need to find another
with better pay so I can help my momma and my brother

gang violence, drugs, sickness & suicide
the cries for help you just listened to and just threw aside
most of my friend groups dead, imprisoned, or living lives
I'm by myself with unknowns spawning to say hi
them 580s, don't you stop there
my homie D lived by there
them train tracks, he got popped there
bloody creeks, cuz bodies of all ages always drop there
dried blood I'm stepping on
at least before the rain appeared

why are all my friends dying?
every day I see an angel flyin'
shots are ringing out and got the corners cryin'
gave advice, it ain't applying
now you talkin' through a ouija board
and all the shit you say got something underlying

Adrenochrome

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