Listening to this after youe girlfriend punches you in the face and walks away in the rain hits diff

My disappointment is immeasurable and my life is ruined; it’s been three years and still no way out!

one of the saddest songs I've ever heard, literally suicidal vibe. but it's also unique, a beautiful masterpiece.

I keep coming back to this year after year. I really want to find more of your music with this vibe. 🖤

I love this song so much u are an amazing artist keep it up

feeling low and slow (fav soft/sad lofi songs)

static bloom (ft. ant)

Lyrics:
I'll be, there when you need me
Just call my...

Hey October, I can feel your leafs
Always hate when you have to leave
I was just in the back of my car
Smoking cigarettes, give a fuck about the tar
Playing guitar while I stare at your face
I remember you were my everything
My only safe place

Hey October, I'm glad to see you now
It's always a blur until you come around
Hey October, I love your amber glow
It's the greatest feeling I've ever known

Never leave your side
I will never leave your side
I know you're down to ride
I know you're down to ride
I be there when you open your window, window
Won't you see me when your eyelids close, lids close?
I never wanna be with no one except you
I hope that you feel the same way I do

hey october ft. jxsh (prod. arthrn)

if you see this i'm so sorry.

photo by kevin bakke.
ig: @kbakk_

<///3

i used tø knøw høw tø løve </3 [prød. cøzy]

lil freestyle over something fresh from the homie
@yungkys
check out his tunes!

she cries in the rain sometimes //prod. Waste Yrself ☻

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

we met for the first time today. we were strangers. 

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~ lyrics ~

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지

This is me losing to the rapids
Take it back moving ever faster
Check front no never going backwards
I peep whatever is disaster
We fight we talk and make it up
You jumping ship when it gets rough
I can't ever just be enough for you, matter fact I can't even afford you
I saw the way you look at him
I seen ya eyes tryna hide ya thought
Wanted to get with the truth and ya lies were afoot
Keeping me down no matter how I fought
I noticed that the us in trust was the you and I in my suicide
Never going back, never check the past
Sorry's never matter, promises don't last
I know that the fire burning wasn't wrong but it's a perfect match
We were good for eachother so much that we burned to fast, left and we turned to ash
Iodine diet you made me salty just for fun
And throughout explainations of my expectations you could never learn to love

Oh we can't go from whence we came
I know that you won't try that hard
I'm wounded by my battle scars

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지

I think I might of spent my whole damn life in love with somebody, but
Hopelessly, you don't miss me, on the way back round to the house party
Made a stop at the store got whiskey galore, and I drink that shit till my eyes can't see
Broke down ice machine, always meant to be cold but I drink enough that it’s warm to bleed
You were warning me about bad decisions
But you made it worse in this bad religion
Like Scientology, high and gotta be mixing off of this bad addiction
Treat popping pills like a competition, when you popping off about how you miss him
I add her all up, some bad addition
My windows stuck on a old edition
Cause we been staring at the same shit but it don't look right to me
You cut my image out of your group photo, framed me for it, then blasted me
But I still feel like I can't ignore it
Flag wave in my face so casually
Don't wanna another casualty, and actually I'm so proud to see
That we came far enough from our home towns (hometown)
To see it for ourselves that it's going down (going down)
All up on your phone I been calling just to lay around
You don't wanna talk so I think I gotta say it now
I'm crazy for you

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어

숨이 헐떡거릴 만큼 너는 뜨거웠고
멈춰지질 않아 참 곤란했었지

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지

~

#k-indie #lofi #lo-fi #lofihiphop #hiphop #rap #jazz #beats #chill

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biosphere - strangers (ft. love-sadKiD, Chris Wright, CIKI)

@lilmoonlet <3

hello?

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them, i hope you don't think i'll resolve them

sometimes its just not that easy
(not that easy)
sometimes its just not that easy
(i wish that it could be)
your vices control you you're not seeing clearly
(i wish you could see what you're doing to me)
your vices control you you're not seeing clearly
(i need you to be, all that you can be, i'm sorry)

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them

i am only human, how do you expect me to react when you're abusive
i get that you're hurting but i'm not deserving of being your way out 
if i'm such a burden then why don't you leave
hoping you'll stay but its hard to foresee, if you will ever be happy with me
i can't keep doing this every week, i'm growing too weak, 
i think this relationship has reached its peak, i'm growing to weak
so sad its bleak

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them

problems w/ moonlet (prod.hkfiftyone)

prod: @blacklunged

lyrics:
i love it when she lies to me
i love it when she wants to die with me
i cant recall a single good thing
unless we were high or were fucking
please dont come back
my life so trash
i dont need you
to come and fuck me up again
please dont come back
my life so trash
im too far gone
but im tryna get it back
hold up

ive been tryin
and rhyming
the hymens
that keep me going
ive been waitin
and patient
bury me
down with the ancients
cuz i know that youll remember
that yesterday is what made us

girl, get the fuck up out my world
and babe, get the fuck up out my brain
yeah youll, see me blown up or dead
before i say im sorry 
and let you crawl in my bed
you can take what you want
if you leave me hollow
an empty bullet casing
thats the best role model

Follow me <3

too far gone (prod. blacklunged)

hatred

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyMz-LiCySE&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=yesterday

prod: @whatevenisreal

my shawty think i drink too much
my homies know i think too much
i crack a 40
roll a dutch
pop ambien to sleep
i pour some out for all my team
i wear my heart out on my sleeves
a burden boy until i die
i hope it ends tonight

ohhhhh
you do not know what the fuck that ive been thru
ohhhhh
writin these songs just to vent bout my issues
ohhhhh
you can tell by all the lyrics that i fuckin miss you
fuck all these feelings
id rather not deal
pull up in the whip
put my head to the steel

ohhhhh
im sorry if you found out
ohhhh
i wonder how youre doing
put the past right out my brain
i never will address a thing
slowly decay by 21
my soul will lead me to my grave
my hair is blonde
my heart is black
these bitches never hit me back
my headphones on
as i walk alone
thru places
used to call my home
i just wanna drink my life away
with hopes that i wont wake today
i hate how people give a shit
just let me rest in peace

burden boy (prod. br//oken)

ft. @scummusic
prod. @sorrow_bringer

all my money go to smokin
all these hoes is just provokin
i just wanna live my life
without feelin like im broken
always tryna do whats right
even if its wrong for me
im not tryna pick a fight
i just wanna smoke my weed

rest in peace
from the east
in my dreams
where the passion leaves
i pull up wit a heavy heart
you knew this from the start
let it out in my art
imma cry in the dark
baby girl you think im worth it
but i know im fuckin worthless

you think im worth it
i know im fuckin worthless, aye
yeah baby, work it
you always knew i loved to play
the problems surface
unless you really wanna stay
but whats the purpose
if youre leaving anyway?

yeah, and i'm feeling lost and broken 
and i'm hoping that you'll hold me when i'm lying the cold floor 
and i know you need me now but just leave me on the ground 
i don't wanna talk about the things i did
i know i fucked up
i  know i did 
but i don't wanna be who i was back then
i'm trying to be a better me 
i'm trying

broken (ft. scum) [prod. sorrow bringer]

Ur Man ft. Bruno Mars

some new stuff, been re-posting old works and archives but here's something that i came up with today. Hope you guys like it.

lyrics:
i said I'm tired of it all 
last night i tried to make a call 
but no one answered. 
i feel abandoned. 

I've shut up all my empty doors 
I'm hiding in my own world 
but i know I'm not alone 
but why does it feel that way? 

i can't call you anymore 
and it sucks that i need you more 

sometimes i wonder if you think 
about the days that we would dream of 
but now it's empty 
it's was all me 

you probably enjoy 
watching me destroy myself 
i bet you do

you told me 
i should learn to love myself 
before i love anyone else

if that's the case, if that's the case
 how can i? if i hate myself?

i can't call you anymore

sleep thru ur alarms (lontalius cover)

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

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Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

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@guardinmusic
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@itsyungvan
@kvnny

she cries in the rain sometimes //prod. Waste Yrself ☻

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