shit i like

i feel like runnin’ again
you said the joke on me baby but honestly nothing that funny in here
i had a lot of shrinks tellin’ me i really had to make time for myself
if you in a grave then you in there alone why the fuck you’d be dyin’ for them
it ain’t worth it to cry over her, no

california been feelin’ like hell
they been sayin’ i’m hot now, no i was
and i did not find that shit here
i had this since the minute i hopped out the sprinter and did that show in 2012
that was the first time i had ever been up on a stage i remember their eyes on me then
ever since i’ve been proud of myself
they said i had potential but bad instrumentals 
shit, now they all acoustics there ain’t no excuses
and this song’s for that dude in that job interview that made fun of my suit and inspired me to make music 
i’ve been kicked out of college and lost all my scholarships honestly it never made me mad
god put my eyes in my skull in the front of my head ‘cause he never wanted me lookin’ back 

that’s why i feel like runnin’ again
i wanna call out every motherfucker who told me i wouldn’t be shit, uh huh
everyone who told me to be realistic 
it ain’t worth it to give ‘em attention
i had shrinks tellin’ me to focus on myself
if you in a grave then you in there alone why the fuck would you ever be dyin’ for them

fuck music [freestyle] (p. yunny goldz)

i know the mix is horrible, but just uhhh pretend like it sounds good idk 
also yes it's all pitched down slightly i was self conscious <3

shoutout freestyling hooks

lyrics:
she say put the lime in
ion know what the time is
i be staying silent
find me in here crying
told me keep it simple
whip crash like a rental
crackin wraps 2 reassemble
cant get u out the mental

overseas
flow like fit so lysterine
pop out white tee no mr clean
my pyt bitch we shootin scenes
nigga who u fooling
steady boolin
wrists look like to do list
opposite of living i put my bullet in n shoot it at me
settle mind poundin dread, fill it out w/ lead
MIA in my head, think im better dead
fuck it up off the drugs so i write instead
try run away, just to stay inside of my bed
stuck inside the cold, ion really go out
every song abt me because im always alone now
loud dissociating till my bowl within the background
jus a fuck up lil bitch guess u found out

she say put the lime in
ion know what the time is
i be staying silent
find me in here crying
told me keep it simple
whip crash like a rental
crackin wraps 2 reassemble
cant get u out the mental

rental_2003 (travis xantana)

reflection feat. lovesickxo prod. leoalxs & t3rps

I still need you 
Do you need me?
Ur love is ice cold 
And I’m freezing 
I won’t leave you 
Dont leave me
Where’d the years go?
There fading 

I still need you 
Do you need me?
Ur love is ice cold 
And I’m freezing 
I won’t leave you 
Dont leave me
Where’d the years go?
There fading 

Would you even care if I’m not here 
I was so faded wearing moncler 
I need prescriptions not to feel fear 
I wake up everyday but I’m still here 

The earth is in rotation but it stops when your around 
I can’t feel my feelings I can’t feel my own frown 
Everyone is after me it’s hard for me to stand my ground 
I just feel useless everyday year round 

Yea yea yea 

Let me take a sip 
Swerving in my friends whip 
Let me take a trip 
Xanax or klonopins 
I feel sad again 
wouldnt wan do that again 
If ur heaven sent 
Then why the devil is on my bed?

I’ve came out of the mud 
I’m a muck I’m so yuck 
Everybody in my phone 
Don’t give a fuck 
Won’t give a fuck 
Maybe I’ll feel fine when I’m drunk 
Double fisting cups of bud
Then I spark a blunt 
Then watch the girl I love run

watch her run from me

ALCHIMIA (testo)

Se un filo dorato ora
O tra pochi istanti
Spuntasse da questa nuvola,
Proprio qui, sopra la mia testa,
E penzolasse, invitante
Suggerendomi di tirarlo verso di me,
Ubbidirei subito all'istinto

E tirerei quel filo,
Ritrovandomi
Da un'altra parte
Dello spazio e della mente

Se fossi lì, con te,
Ti aiuterei a mantenere
Lo spirito leggero,
Col sorriso e la misura
Dell'Eutrapelìa (*)

Direi la verità,
Ripudierei le furberie
E ogni inutile orgoglio
In un mondo in cui
Le falsità
Sottili e accomodanti
Regnano sovrane

Potremmo camminare
Lungo il sentiero
Trasparente e luminoso
Che porta alla città di Parresìa (*) ,
Dove nessuno crea,
O beve,
La menzogna

Adesso
Fai attenzione:
Mentre parliamo,
L'ora già
Scorre rapida

Cogli il tuo tempo,
Fidati del domani,
Meno che puoi

Cogli il tuo tempo,
Fidati del domani,
Meno che puoi

Cogli il tuo tempo,
Fidati del domani,
Meno che puoi

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(*) Nell'Antica Grecia la Parresía rappresentava il dovere morale di dire la verità; l'Eutrapelìa era la Virtù del comportarsi piacevolmente.

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ALCHIMIA

"But unto you who fear My name will the Sun of righteousness arise with healing in His wings, and you will go forth and leap about like well-fed calves." (Malachi 4:2) Recovery Version


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Mas a vosotros que teméis Mi nombre, 
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Mas a vosotros que teméis Mi nombre,
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nacerá el Sol de justicia y en Sus alas traerá sanidad, 
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y saldréis y saltaréis como becerros bien alimentados.


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Malachi 4:2 🌹🌱🌷 Malaquias 4:2 🌹🎻🎶

alone, again.

memento-mori

Lil Peep & ILoveMakonnen feat. Fall Out Boy - I've Been Waiting

produced by @lilsadeyes & @nversad

3 little words come fallin out my face
its the little things you do that get me wishing for a taste
i swear your hips divine i'm fine i'm just gassed
and i cry at night i'm fine, i'm just sad

i feel like rubbish use my room just like a waste bin
i said i love you to a girl then she said nathan
you're my world, you're my everything
i'll be your wife spend my life inside your wedding ring

and yeah it hurts real bad when your lovers turn their back
and yeah it  cuts real deep when they never say it back
and yeah i cried most nights cause i'd lose more than i gain
but that's life that's fine and its always been the same

there's these 3 little words that come spillin out my mouth
when you stare into my eyes i feel my heart beat pound
its a dream, something i can't believe
i been fallin for a baddie but i treat her like a queen

i found love inside a screen
shes the perfect cup of tea
shes the reason i can wake up draw my breath and feel at ease

shes the voice inside my head
sayin everything is fine
everything is perfect when we kiss i freeze time

i finally feel enough now, i don't wanna come down
you're the only girl i think i've ever really loved now
can i be your man i'm sayin like forever
girl i'm really happy that i found somebody better
i'm glad you think i'm clever

you're my everything

Prod by: Tsurreal 

Reposts appreciated <3

Pt. 1
I know that your angry
Nothing seems fair
In a dark place 
Ya I’ve been there

Pass u in the hall way
When the bell goes
I could be your white night
U can be my red rose

I know that ur angry
U can tell me
i can be there 
And keep u healthy

I just wanna love u
And make the pain go
In a different class
But the same boat  

Pt. 2
We Might sink
But baby u can climb on in
Highschool
Is Nothing but a pile of shit
Skip class
I don’t care what my class mates say
Its too fun 
digging my own grave

different class, same boat (Tsurreal)

look ahead
see our fate
we look happy 
i don’t wanna fly away 

fantasy 
what i see
futures bright and 
she just waiting there for me 

she got  hearts for eyes 
the perfect size 
so i  diamond buy to idolize 

its like  everyday 
she fills my brain 
i can’t go explain 
she’s my escape 

she say she want me want me want me 
but she don’t know why 
I’m so caught getting lost inside her god damn eyes 
wonder if she’ll ever let me come & make her mine
cause I’ve been here waiting my life 

she she say want me want me want me 
but she don’t know why
i’m so caught up getting lost inside her godamn eyes
wonder if she’ll ever let me make her mine
cause I have been waiting all life 


want you want me 
do you even wannna stop me
i been acting awfully sorry
loving you a partly hobby
true

off like rocket cannot stop it 
not so honest cosmic cause it 
fucking with oh all my logic
can you tell the truth  

don’t wanna see me burn  
reading you seeing me learn 
what Do i need you here w me holding we makin it work 

she she say want me want me want me 
but she don’t know why
i’m so caught up getting lost inside her godamn eyes
wonder if she’ll ever let me make her mine
cause I have been waiting all life

rain drops to snow flakes
tears fall from my face 
destined to be great
i don’t know its been fate

i do not know know know know 
show me where is there to go 
taking me around all these turns
dead end finally turned to roads 

really wanna try but I can’t change 
staying up late but I can’t hang
keeping you around you a soul mate 
you can be my one and my only 

the only one to love me 
you trust me I’m not running
your smile keep me coming 
gimme something filled from nothing up to  loving

she she say want me want me want me 
but she don’t know why
s’m so caught up getting lost inside her godamn eyes
wonder if she’ll ever let me make her mine
cause I have been waiting all life

hearts for eyes [prod. kado]

prod me <3

lyrics:

i can feel your heartbeat when you fall asleep
there's something nice bout knowing all of you is next to me
and i don't think that there's a single place i'd rather be
honestly, i need you here with me

i need somebody, don't wanna fuck me,
just wanna love me right

i need someone to, need me to come thru,
love me and hold me tight

i need to see it, i need a way to believe it
my feelings will change with the season, make me feel guilty for breathing

and i can't write a single song i'm scared of how it makes her feel,
she hears my song she thinks i'm wrong she's scared that i won't ever heal
i try my best to show you how i love you more and more each day
but understand i'm just a man i'm vulnerable to all the pain

i love you, more than i can put in words
how come no one out there ever told me love would ever hurt

i love you, more than i can put in words
how come no one out there ever told me love would ever hurt

i can feel your heartbeat when you fall asleep
there's something nice bout knowing all of you is next to me
and i don't think that there's a single place i'd rather be
honestly, i need you here with me

i need you

Starry Eyes

Starry Eyes [prod. 8milOTB & c Medina]

i never needed u

imma go ion like it here 
i’m alone i won’t make it here 
where will i be in like 10 years? 
idk i’m tryna disappear 

21 and i’m done 
i could not give fuck
bout this life no mo 
fuck it i’ll just give it up, yeah
got this drink up in my cup 
and i don’t give a fuck 
shawty hit my line 
and told me i was not enough 

wanna see me fold up 
but i keep it moving 
in the right direction 
you can’t catch me stressin 
bout a bitch or a man in this scene 
cuz i’m jus doin me 

imma go ion like it here 
i’m alone i won’t make it here 
where will i be in like 10 damn years? 
idk i’m tryna disappear 

tryna disappear 
tryna disappear 

imma go ion like it here 
i’m alone i won’t make it here 
where will i be in like 10 years? 
idk i’m tryna disappear

fader (prod. whallex)

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@guardinmusic
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Starry Eyes [prod. 8milOTB & c Medina]

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