"another night I might just go and lose it all" 😭😭

ways - 17 (karasu)

@sprr00w + @176s + @blushxoxo

said she wanna love me but i only love the drugs
way too much on medicine, I'm falling into dust
I can't let it go u been stuck inside my heart
and I know
if u want me baby ima lose control
another night i might just go and lose it all
I be the one just for your heart till the fall
u don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone

ich weiß es ist anders, doch nichts passiert
(ich bin seit 3 tagen auf lean und ich glaub du hast dann halt pech)
alles so klein, seh wie du dich verlierst
(ich fühl mich so als wärs ein film doch ich weiß das ist alles echt)

ist das was du willst, ist das für dich ein spiel?
ich lieg halb im grab, ich bin wieder bei dir
viel zu viele worte doch es ist nichts passiert
ich glaube du versinkst doch es ist alles so real

and if i fall would u hold me by my back
and i'll do anything to make amends
need u close we've been stuck up in a trance
u the most i could ask for thats a fact

I need u all by my side
you know ill never be right
trying my best to be the one but I keep losing the fight

you can see all of the lies
if u just look in my eyes
baby you know ill stay by your side cuz you've been on my mind

medicine +sparr00w (sense blush)

shout out estonia n thx 4 the wait
prod n ft @artemys 
lyrics// 

idiot:
i hate the sober me
she want the best of me
like could u tell me pls
oh what u want from me
i hate the sober so i think i cn fix tht
she said she wanted me ill treat her like a dickhead :nerd:
i dont wna talk again like baby u cn keep it
ima run my money up and i spend it i dont need it
like i cant tell the truth
bc what i want from u
she want the real me
i cant show tht 2 u
bc then youll hate me
i jst wna love u
bc then youll hate me
ill play pretend 4 u

artemys:







idiot:
i hate the sober so i think i cn fix tht
she said she wanted me ill treat her like a dickhead :nerd:
i dont wna talk again like baby u cn keep it
ima run my money up and i spend it i dont need it
like i cant tell the truth
bc what i want from u
she want the real me
i cant show tht 2 u
bc then youll hate me
i jst wna love u
bc then youll hate me
ill play pretend 4 u
i hate the sober me
she want the best of me
like could u tell me pls
oh what u want from me

me w/ artemys

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

spotify

involved (metis x tonari)

@ssh1be @rpnf
lyrics//
put ur hand in mine
i know its crazy but i dont think ill sleep tonight
and if its like last night ill do anything to pass the time
im in the spotlight, ill do anything 2 make u mine
and it hurts so bad, we both know that its worth in the end
ill keep on going but i know you just feel so different
now losing track of everything im losing my sense
we cant fix it again, i know im dumb in the end
everything that i said now im full of regrets
all the things that you told theyre me stuck in my head
and im losing all my memories, theyre fading again
i know im trying my best but u just wont understand
again
attached to it
we'll move on thru this
but youre the only thing that ever made sense
and its all for u
im going crazy by loving u
i know its wrong but its all i do
when i talk to u
what i did for u
you dont understand
my heart in your hand
could you break it again
its so hard to forget
all the things that you said
all the time that we spent
now youre leaving again
we'll forgive and forget
put ur hand in mine
i know its crazy but i dont think ill sleep tonight
and if its like last night ill do anything to pass the time
im in the spotlight, ill do anything 2 make u mine
and it hurts so bad, we both know that its worth in the end
ill keep on going but i know you just feel so different
now losing track of everything im losing my sense
we cant fix it again, i know im dumb in the end

losing track (nefa & ssh1be)

wish we never met w/ carna007 (recyclebin)

w/ @ogpichu
p/ @176s

(christie monteiro) 'go easy on me'
*you lose*

better boss up or get up out my way
cause if I walked up ur silent to my face
im sippin sauce sauce I dont know what to say
u wanna talk talk its really such a shame

in my head
im a burden
with a sympathetic purpose
at the same time
I feel perfect
cause the bank holds reassurance

im like what do u want
im like what do u need
i might make it up front
ill bend ill break ill bleed
i might count it up once
i might make it a scene
i might spend it all up
then make it back and repeat
x2

better boss up or get up out my way
cause if I walked up ur silent to my face
im sippin sauce sauce I dont know what to say
u wanna talk talk its really such a shame

pichu:
yea I got everything u wanted
u needed something yea I got it
u always talk shit u start it
play w my feelings cause u love it
x2

better boss up or get up out my way
cause if I walked up ur silent to my face
im sippin sauce sauce I dont know what to say
u wanna talk talk its really such a shame

do you need something?

do you need something? w/ pichu #donttalk2me (sense)

hate! ft swag (prod hxney)

@bliss05 @blxty @lilac

#5th #boy
its like im not me
ya my heart on lock
i cant give out all the keys
kno i need 2 stop
but the light turned green
kno u wana talk
but u cant find me
when i walk around
they cant see what i see
i change every week
i cant get it straight
dnt kno what u expect from me
i feel like someone else
think i need some help
2 much on my mind
dnt kno if u felt
i jus wana kno
what u think of me
look inside ur heart
pls tell me wat u see
srry u fell 4 me
kno im not the one
i be wit my bros
like we jus havin fun
but i swear u always shine
jus like ur the sun
i jus needed time
always acting dumb

#blxty
think i tried 2 hard
nd bb i get it
i jus wanna talk
why arent u gettin the msg
instead ur in my heart ugh
gettin ur leverage 
u said that its ok 
but ur gettin aggressive
passive aggressive
i jus wanna feel the real thing
bby lemme hear ur voice
it can heal me
got my brain splattered all over the ceiling ugh
i jus wanna feel the real thing

bliSs + blxty - tired (lilac)

prod @tekea
you always talk down on the things I do
because you don't like me
hold tight onto that energy
cause to me you're not anything
I've changed my mind for one last time
it's not that hard to just be nice
i'm too fucked up my brain is fried
can you come along for the ride?

I don't really wanna talk
I don't think that i'm enough
you can see it when I walk
i'm just trying way too hard

but at the same time I know i've come too far to just give up
think it's time to boss up I know that I gotta earn my spot
x2

you always talk down on the things I do
because you don't like me
hold tight onto that energy
cause to me you're not anything
I've changed my mind for one last time
it's not that hard to just be nice
i'm too fucked up my brain is fried
can you come along for the ride?

udontlikeme

udontlikeme (tekea)

all plats  :D
prod @1ello5k & @tommy7
mastered by @chriad


im all urs
keep me close
2 u ofc
or else ur too far
ive been on my own
my world’s getting grey 
think of u everyday
hoping u wont go away

i was wishing u wld b the one im holding 
i hope that ur next to me in my last moments
i was walking to ur house
i was trynna talk it out
never thought that i’d become a fool for romance

i was trynna talk it out
u were trynna ruin everything 4me
u& me is breaking
over n over its always the same thing
i promise that i ain’t ever changing 

i understand if we r growing apart
i can feel it in my heart
that it’s all so wrong
hate my voice
hate my everything 
idk what’s happening:/
this road that im heading in
man im dreading it

medicine +sparr00w (sense blush)

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