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Please listen to the whole album from start to finish in an intimate setting. It's an album that I compiled as a reflection of my experiences this past year.
The Artwork for the First, Second, and Fourth tracks we're made by special friends <3. Be sure to read song descriptions to see who they are.

Time - david zepeda

Here's one last song for the solo project. Gonna solely focus on Spillboy music for a while. Expect some Spillboy songs soon ;). 
Thank you guys for listening <3.

Lyrics:

Distracted every single day,
Never bother what it means,
Just tell yourself that it's okay,
Another knife that bleeds,

And please don't leave me baby,
You're all I need,
And please don't leave me baby,
I'm on my knees,                                          x2

Do you ever check your phone these days,
Do you ever think bout me,
And I bet you're so alone these days,
So busy chasing after dreams,

And please don't leave me baby,
You're all I need,
And please don't leave me baby,
I'm on my knees,                                          x2

Distractions

Distractions - david zepeda

Do you want to know a favorite hobby of mine,
Lets go get stoned, we'll never say our goodbyes

Don't you know that I'm a freak
Don't you know that I'm a California Freak
Home is where I'll never be,
Don't you know that I'm a California Freak

Let me tell you bout' a girl I know,
Met her round' the corner she told,
Paradise in the West Coast,
A few dollars send her ass back home

Don't you know that I'm a freak
Don't you know that I'm a California Freak
Home is where I'll never be,
Don't you know that I'm a California Freak

Corrido

You wanna do it all,
You're trapped inside these walls,
I won't pick up your calls,
I'm sleeping all night long,

Just breathe,
Baby just breathe.    (x2)

I'm running from it all,
I'll never fucking call,
The leaves turn brown in awe,
She's checked out by this fall,

Just breathe,
Baby just breathe.    (x4)

Breathe

No Invocation

It's getting hard to figure out,
Who can I trust, who can I doubt,
The police get in your face,
Unless you make one mistake,
I guess it's drilled in my brain,
We'll never feel the same,

I don't know (x8)

The television fails to doubt,
A single word that leaves his mouth,
How stupid they must be,
Bleeding minorities,
Falling down on their knees,
Recalling begging please,

I don't know (x8)

I don't care,
That's not fair,
I'm living inside my head,
Can't tell me that I'm afraid,
To reach inside the bag,

I'm losing my mind (x4)

My mom said,
to make my bed,
So I bought a sleeping bag,
Can't tell me that I'm afraid,
I'm hungry so mind myself,

I'm losing my mind (x4)

The Bag

Funny how it feels,
When life is out of line,
Looking across the field,
Watching sheep pass by,

And I'm screaming,
Why can't you see  x2
You're dreaming,
Why can't you see  x2

No Name

Small World

Made this song earlier this year with just pure guitar tracks layered on top of each other, (even guitar acting as bass) and had it on repeat throughout the year.  This song makes a good intro because it was the first song that I made in the start of a sort of mental skew. I think the emotion I was pouring into the song at the time was drawn from a sense of giving up and being too tired to move forward. Whether it be in school, work, life. I was always tired.

Artwork by my good friend Julian. Me and the homie go back to high school. For whatever reason we both had the exact same class schedule the last year of school, so we practically hung out every day towards the end of HS, but I would always show him my tracks before publicizing them back then and pretty much still do to this day.

Intro - david zepeda

Sorry for sitting on this one for so long <3

Heartbreak hotel, as Nellie always said
Too soon to tell how you really feel
Don't go and change, your hearts already strange
Love's not a game. so please don't go and make
My heart alone, forever on my own 
You broke my heart, you torn it all apart

Heartbreak Hotel - david zepeda

Originally made for Spillboy but never moved forward with it as a band so I worked on it alone in my bedroom. (FYI more Spillboy music soon!)


my heart is melting I can feel it in my veins
I'm looking for just anything to numb the pain
distracting yourself till all the memories fade away
at least I'm not ugly, will I ever feel the same

my brain is melting she can see it in my face
I'm looking for just anything to numb the pain
distracting yourself till all the memories fade away
at least I'm not ugly, will I ever feel the same

Numb - david zepeda

this song is for my OG SoundCloud listeners, I remixed and put it on all platforms ;)


I'm getting tired of all the things we shouldn't be
my mind keeps spinning around the thought of you and me
and I can't help but think
a lonely heart just like yourself should be with me

but I don't know, just what it means to 
and I can't explain just what you mean
what you mean to me

I find it hard to rearrange the memories
but time keeps slipping, I get lost when you're with me
and I can't help but think
a lonely heart just like yourself should be with me

Yr The One For Me - david zepeda

Made this song completely on synths. Lyrics are simple but drawn from a sense of anxiety and paranoia I was feeling at the time.


living day to day, am I wasting my time, am I losing my ways
I've been waiting for the greater days
I've been losing my mind, I've been losing my patience

living day to day, I've been driving real fast, I've been cruising real late
chasing visions got me running out of time
need a break I drive some more to ease my mind, and we know about
hiding round the block got something they know about
heavy thoughts weigh on my mind and we know about
long nights we can't talk but we know about. we know about, we know

living day to day, am I wasting my time, am I losing my ways
I've been waiting for the greater days
I've been losing my mind, I've been losing my patience

there's something familiar,
the way the sun shines on me,
there's something peculiar,
only a child could see,

what to believe
when things are getting mean,
what to believe,
when times are getting mean,

What 2 Believe - david zepeda

I recorded this for Spillboy sometime last year, but I liked listening to this recording a lot on my free time, so I figured I'd share it. Lyrics in this recording are premature to what they are now.


Maybe it's the way you make me bleed,
Close the door and step away from the,
Walls of pavement, and it's my choice to keep,
How complacent, but it don't bother me,

Walls of Pavement (demo) - david zepeda

Slowly drift away, 
Lately things don't feel the same,
Don't know what to say, 
I'm making all the same mistakes,

You'll always get the best out of me, 
but sometimes I may make some mistakes,
I don't know how you put up with me, 
Just try not to believe in what you see,

Looking back on the days,
When time from time you'd see my face,
What it means to me, to see you every single day,

You'll always get the best out of me, 
but sometimes I may make some mistakes,
I don't know how you put up with me, 
Just try not to believe in what you see,

drifting (live solo demo) - david zepeda

Audio is from a recording I took at school while in between classes.  Around the time I took this recording (on my phone), I was reading the Taoism’s take on what it means to be content, and it had said that "to be content, is to be still like a tree". Although that's just some English translation of an ancient text, it something that had really stuck with me, because for whatever reason it made sense to me when I needed it to the most. Thought the bells sounded cool. appreciate life. Thanks for listening and reading

be still like a tree - david zepeda

MUSIC VIDEO FOR THIS TRACK: https://youtu.be/e5ULKT1lStM?si=myJwUONcD3eTOXgf

It's no disguise
What you want
Alone, alive
And all you've lost

Living in reverse all my life
Face shoved in the dirt all my life
We don’t want to think about it
No we don’t
Cuz we don’t know
We don’t want to talk about it
No we don’t
Cuz we can't cope 

…

Stuck in a dream made by your friends
Are you living? There must be something

Letting go of all the stories we've told
Building off these wall won't last too long         
All these things in my life
Home device, Question culture
Throw my phone, hold me close
See my face, Question culture

v: 6.6

Devices

erase my mind
I'm shamelessly
wasting my time
I'll never need

to be so free

I trip and fall
Fast to slow
I live past all
Things that Blow
I kill the world
That heads this flow
And count the things
I know

peacefully realize defeat
replace my thoughts with memories

to be so free

I trip and fall
Fast to slow
I live past all
Things that Blow
I kill the world
That heads this flow
And count the things
I know

pfeiffer

I took the train 
across the street
towards LA
You told me to
hold your hand
I'll hold your face

You told me to
hold your hand
I'll hold your face

v7.8.23

Towards LA

Towards LA - david zepeda

video of this set: https://youtu.be/izUx93VNNII?si=TEnTirigU4aq20vT

kan kan - live on the richmond st bridge (11/4/2023)

holy oceans wash me away.

Holy Oceans - Outwest 

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live on richmond st bridge, san diego 11.4.23
a show thrown by kan kan and friends <3.

can we hold hands tonight at the DIY generator show?

feeling stupid
thought I'd never change
holy moly
never felt the same

its always what you want
but not important to us now

used in the video: https://youtu.be/-UmI4L19vvU?si=VKe-hwgTZMrFhMbB

holy moly

v4.12.24

is this the only way out
holding onto the choices we've made

need to find a way
another kind of way
a new escape
tell me that you'd stay

am I alive, all along
they're poisoning my brain
alone, alive, hanging on
they're poisoning my brain

all in all never wanted pain
through and through put my trust in you
all in all never needed shame
through and through only seek out truth

Choices

Cuz She(demo) - david zepeda

demo version: https://on.soundcloud.com/Wgr63

Thank you for the recent love <3
It's finally on all platforms!
https://lnk.bio/daevaed

Cuz She - david zepeda

Heading Towards The Sunshine (demo) - david zepeda

Legos - david zepeda

drifting

music video and lyrics for this track are now on YouTube!
- check it out out here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7DhGDPdLro
- otherwise the link is my bio 😘

THANK YOU ALL for the love and support.

Kids - david zepeda

yr the one for me

Yr the one for me - david zepeda

just take away
just take take take
well maybe we
should finish it

we were young
never felt the same
time stands still in the good old days
feel so dumb
make the same mistakes
time stands still when your heart breaks

just look away
don't look at me
but promise me
you'll never leave

we were young
never felt the same
time stands still in the good old days
feel so dumb
make the same mistakes
time stands still when your heart breaks

just run away
just run with me
but promise me
you'll never leave

we were young
never felt the same
time stands still in the good old days
feel so dumb
make the same mistakes
time stands still when your heart breaks

Tidal

This song goes way back to 2017 when I used to bomb hills with Jesus.


Look into a mirror,
see the unseen,
Try to see it clearer,
You're stuck in a dream,
People lose their faces,
Eyeballs start to melt,
Hiding under blankets,
You're running from yourself,

A dream,
You're dreaming in your dreams,    x4

Skating with Jesus,
Trynna bomb hills,
Feeling kind of faded,
Just trynna hold still,
The road is feeling crazy,
Time is standing still,
This feels just like a daydream,
I'm way too chill,

A dream,
You're dreaming in your dreams,    x4

Dreaming In Your Dreams

Dreaming In Your Dreams - david zepeda

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