lyrics,you cunt

(Intro)
EVERYTHING'S DISTORTED
I DONT FEEL IMPORTANT
PESSIMISTIC MANIAC 
CHAOTIC DISORDER x2 

Woke up this morning 
Wallowing up in a haze
Dont think that ive stable
In like 30 days
Im going off the rails
No longer wanna stay
Dug myself a hole
Now i can't get out my grave 

Losing my mind im losing my mind
I lost it x8 

DOCTOR TOLD ME THAT IVE BEEN DEFIANT
MAYBE THATS WHY I CANT STOP CRYING
IM A LIL INTENSE IM GETTING VIOLENT
AND IN MY DEFENSE I FEEL LIKE IM DYING
BUT IDC ANYMORE SO ITS FUCK THE RULES
IM A FUCKIN LOST BITCH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
ALL THESE VOICES AT ONCE GOT ME SO CONFUSED
IM UNDER PRESSURE I MIGHT SAY FUCK IT IMMA UP THE TOOL 

LOSING MY MIND LOSING MY MIND I LOST IT X5

EVERYTHING'S DISTORTED
I DONT FEEL IMPORTANT
PESSIMISTIC MANIAC 
(SHUT THE FUCK UP)

EVERYTHING'S DISTORTED
I DONT FEEL IMPORTANT
PESSIMISTIC MANIAC 
CHAOTIC DISORDER 

I THINK I HAVE LOST MY FUCKING MIND x2

[[CHA05D150RD3R.EXE]] PROD.PÜKECHAMBER

@jay_suzuya
@1rachyl

[Hook]


fuck it

killemall
why you gotta ridicule
i got other shit to do
bitch i feel invisible

so you

want it all
why you fuckin want it all
the reason that you want it all
its cause you want no one to control u

c-c-ctrl u 
c-c-ctrl u 
c-c-ctrl u 
c-c-ctrl u 
c-c-ctrl u 
c-c-ctrl u 
c-c-ctrl u 
c-c-ctrl u 

[Verse]
im so fuckin fed up
cant keep my fuckin head up
this shit wont fuckin let up
im feinding for attention

id do anything to just fuckin turn my pain to pleasure
tears fall like the rain tho i didnt check the fuckin weather
 
fuck you all bitch im cutting you off
dont be mad cause u just lost
havent felt so good
man its been too long
i gotta get some gas to spark

so many changed up
why i dont trust
oh shit another one bites the dust
i’ll watch you suffer
ha ha get fucked  
it aint my fault that
nigga u suck

i’ve been fuckin feinding 
i yearn to be in control
dont know whats the reason
is it still attainable
oh my goodness gracious 
sorry but i gotta go
niggas think im playing
this aint what u fuckin want

@jad3_suzuya-c t r l + u (rachyl)

(intro)
BITCH DONT WASTE MY TIME 
I DONT LIKE YOU SO FUCK OUT MY FACE
(repeated)

(verse) [fast & slowed]
IDGAF IM BOUTTA SPAZZ OUT
IM SMOKE THIS GAS TIL I MOTHAFUCKIN BLACKOUT AYE
SHIT IM TOO HIGH FINNA PASS OUT
BITCH I FUCKING HATE YOU I HOPE YOU FUCKIN PASS AWAY 

BITCH DONT WASTE MY TIME 
I DONT LIKE YOU SO FUCK OUT MY FACE
FUCK OUTTA MY LIFE I'LL TAKE YOURS I'LL LEAVE YOU A STAIN 

I CANT FUCK WITH YO BITCHASS
BITCH WHEN IM IN THE PIT I GET WHIPLASH 
YOU NIGGAS INSECURE AND I GET THAT
THATS WHY I NEVER FW YALL I WAS BIG MAD AYE

BITCH IM
MAD AT THE WORLD 
FUCK EVERYONE
BITCH GET STOMPED
FUCK WITH ME GET FIST FUCKED
I THINK IM READY TO GIVE UP 
FUCK


@jad3_suzuya-EYEDONTLIKEU.EXE (HXTE)

Hallucigenia (VERTEX CULT) [sped up]

INTRO

i just wanna find control x8

VERSE 1

Got my hood on im feeling like the reaper
you ain’t gon touch me you wont lay a finger
fuck all these people i aint tryna please em
im taking control seal your fate be deleted
 
cant look at myself all i see are my demons
im just tryna fuck sorry baby im a heathen
feeling like a fiend but i dont need it
im back on my knees on the floor just screamin

HOOK

i just wanna find control x8

VERSE 2

im invincible
fuck a principle
will i ever make it out my head 
i feel miserable
i just wanna live
i do not wanna be pitiful
stop and take a moment to 
observe this is beautiful
barely make songs anymore what happened
i been getting fucked up i been goin batshit
evil in my eyes you can see them blacken
was a smooth ride but now im crashing 

BRIDGE

i dont know what to do anymore 
seems like this is all a fuckin chore
need to discipline myself retake control
retrograde back again dont wanna go

HOOK

i just wanna find control x8

d e a t h p i x i e _<÷♡♧•☆(ptrck)

bitch we lurkin in da back 
i dont fw with the system 
but i guess i’ll chase a bag
how the fuck do i enjoy shit
cause it never lasts
im doing shit fast maybe i just needa slow down

finna go round in downtown
finna kill em all put em in the ground
please dont fuck with me right now
dont wanna hear a sound
i barely wanna do this anymore 
im feeling down

i dont wanna think shit i am on da brink shit
you finna miss if you dare to fuckin blink shit
stripe shirt on me and its black and pink shit
i listen to my own songs and say fuck it and delete shit

i just hit sum gas and now i am on my tweak shit
my only fucking goal is get through the week shit
ion got no twitter fingers ion tweet shit
brain fogged up i barely wanna fuckin read shit

ngl im sick of being fucked up
needa buck up finna get my luck up
finna go back to the person that i once was
fuck existential bullshit ion give a fuck

i just had a fuckin show and i fucked it up
finna fuckin have some more and then another one
alot of shit on my mind im stuck in a rut
but thats okay ima fuckin run this money up 

im on the edge (repeated)

VII.Slow Down/The Edge (Prod J1407b)

(suzuya)
i been fucked up not knowing what i want
too many times i was close to giving up
bounce back real shit do it just because
mindset get fixed fuckin mania

i might cop a stick pop a nigga in his cranium
i am hard to break metalhead like vibranium
never satisfied sorry but this fuckin aint enough
regretting all the times when i ever really gave a fuck

plan is in motion
fuck all my emotion
i still accept it 
but im tryna control it
wanna live fast 
but i might just go slow quick
ima make it last
fuck the world im on go bitch

i dont wanna runaway
gotta hold myself again
tryna make another day
i need you this will not end
fell from grace i lost my way
so alone i miss my friends
im stuck in this fuckin place
i get high so i ascend.

(azurah)
Oh come my way i cant wait to see you
Imma pull out to the drive way we're gonna do it my away 
All these years waiting for love
Baby lets do it today
You text me after an hour but when i text back theres no delay
I been hurt all day
I been pushed away
You said that ive changed
Its cause i dont wana feel the pain
I gave my all now theres nothing to remain
Im speedy w this shit like a japanese train
You got that blick so put a bullet to my brain 
Fuck you mean "i cannot explain"?
You took all of me i cannot regain that
Put a bullet thru me i just might sustain that

I been so hurt
Girl ik it hurts
You tried everything but you get thrown to the dirt
Now all your friends left you and now you just wanna see them murked.

Lost My Way Ft Azurah (prod.444jet)

[verse]

yo 
where’d ya go
ever since you kept ur distance 
i been feeling monochrome
but im glad to see you winning
and ur happy on ur own
while i sit here feeling lonelier 
than i was before

got my hoodie on but its not because im cold
it is all that gives me comfort when my heart turns into stone
i dont wanna be ur friend i just wanna ease ur soul
if its okay in the end well fuck it lets go

[pre chorus]
plz just give me ur soul
i just wanted u to know

[chorus]
i wish i could see yo face all the time
i reminisce about the past all the time
nowadays we are far away got no time
why does it feel like i keep running outta time x2

[verse 2]
im so sick of growing up
i feel like throwing up
i do not feel close enough
i fuckin need ur touch
when i see u smile i’ll admit it makes me fuckin blush
it has been a while how you been i fuckin miss u much

i cant get you out of my mind
so why is it we never have time
in my mind i wish that i could rewind
and kill my doubts because i didnt see the signs

VIII. tempus (prod grayskies)

RUIN MY DAY
LOOKIN LIKE DIS SHIT AINT GOING MY WAY
TRIED TO FUCKIN SWITCH TO A DIFFERENT MIND STATE
IF IM BEING HONEST I BARELY WANNA BE AWAKE 


I BARELY WANNA WAKE UP
I GET SAD AND THEN I LOOK UP AT MY PAY STUB
I CANT STAND THE DRUGS AND THE FAKE LOVE
TRYNA BUILD MYSELF UP TO GET OUT THIS PLACE UH

FUCK ALL THIS SHIT 
I MIGHT JUMP OFF THIS BRIDGE
FUCK THAT SHIT GET A STICK
AND IM BLOWIN DAT BITCH

IVE ACCEPTED THAT I AINT GOT CONTROL OVER SHIT
IM ON WITHDRAWLS GIVE ME THROAT I BEEN SICK

I NEVER WANTED THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE
SEE IT IN THE WORST WAY
WHY AM I SO CURSED AYE
TRIED TO MAKE IT WORK BUT IM NOT WHAT U DESERVE AYE
IK THAT IT HURTS BUT WHATEVER IMA LURK AYE

IDGNF
ANYMORE 
WHATS THE POINT ISSA CHORE
I DONT WANNA BE UR FRIEND 
BITCH I WANNA BE YA WHORE
IMA SMOKE THIS FUCKIN JOINT TIL IM ON THE FUCKIN FLOOR
BITCH IM NOT THE SAME NIGGA I ONCE WAS BEFORE 

IDGN[REDACTED] ANYMORE 
WHATS THE POINT ISSA CHORE
I DONT WANNA BE UR FRIEND 
[REDACTED] I WANNA BE YA [REDACTED]
IMA SMOKE THIS [REDACTED] JOINT TIL IM ON THE [REDACTED] FLOOR
[REDACTED] IM NOT THE SAME [REDACTED] I ONCE WAS BEFORE 



IDGAF (REPEATED) 

III.[[I D G N F]] (BARRXN)

hook)
when u come thru u can find me in the back
im not one for the bullshit cut me some slack
and im creepin in my half cabs fit all black 
i surrender to the system cause i gotta get this cash

blocking you from my location you aint findin where im at
one day ima go m.i.a and never come back
i dont have time cause the shit keep going fast
i never thought that it’d last but nonetheless i had a blast

(verse)
they be like jay we cant hear ur fuckin voice
thats the point
bitch dont tell me what to do cause u not making no noise
and im sick of all u cunts man im getting so annoyed
but its whatever ive accepted its sum shit i cant avoid

sometimes i wanna blow my head off
im so tired dont wanna be a mess up
wasting time just to deal with the stress uh
hit my line so i can come and caress ya

this aint fun im not the only one
bitch i dont got shit say to u 
so get the fuck
and it aint my fuckin fault that u are outta luck
but idfc think whatever u want
bitch dont come at me all stupid is u fuckin dumb
hit this gas is so potent spark another one
im on yo ass lil bitch im fuckin catchin up
i can barely stand u humans all u fuckin suck

X.[[cum thru]] (@gothicarcangel)

(suzuya)

ive been out my body where the time go 
been alone so ima show up to the nightshow
in the back of the room sitting jamming to tunes
im here feeling confused cause i been overwhelmed 

take some photos hang em up forever on a shelf
ik you dont wanna hear bout how i fuckin felt
i feel pathetic and neglected i am not the best
and i can confess that i have not been getting rest

i lie when i say im fine
you’re on my mind is that a crime
can you please come and get me
think i need to take a drive
why is it a challenge to feel like i am alive

things will never be the same
dont want you to go away
even when im on the stage 
i feel like a former thought anyway 

(Emo Punk)
i still feel so broken inside
the smoke inside my lungs is another lie
it's a problem when i write it down i wanna cry
use all these vices so i feel a need to stay alive

but i don't feel alright
i wanna take a drive
anywhere anytime
hate the spiral of withdrawl
chase it off with alcohol
i keep my chin up even though i feel super small

i hate what they've done to me
teared apart my identity
even started feeling jealousy
everybodys got someone besides me

nothing ever feels okay
feeling lonely so i start to pray
i have no getaway
doesn't matter just get high for the day
 


(suzuya x emo punk)
i dont feel good 
i dont feel alright
sitting in the dark 
dont see the sunlight

bullet to the heart
brought a knife to a gunfight
nothing fuckin changed
i just fade into the same night

i dont have a fake cry
i dont wanna take time
im still in denial
so ur still gonna stay right

leaving me to die
in this wretched fuckin place
i kill the shit inside
ripped apart like a canine

things will never be the same
dont want you to go away
even when im on the stage 
i feel like a former thought anyway x2

IX.Spiral Of Withdrawl Ft Emo Punk (@clioenllamas X @Beats By DutchRevz)

BITCH IM GOING FUCKIN FERAL
AS IM TEARING AT YOUR FLESH
THERE IS BLOOD AND GUTS ALL OVER
DID I MAKE THIS FUCKIN MESS
IM SO HIGH I DONT KNOW WHERE I’LL GO NEXT
SEND ME 2 THE GUILLOTINE 
THEN ITS OFF WITH MY HEAD

DONT KNOW WHAT HAD FUCKIN HAPPENED
I WAS DOING FINE JUST YESTERDAY 
BUT NOW IM AN ANOMALY JUST 
GOING ON A RAMPAGE
 THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE PLAGUE MY MIND
I DONT WANNA DIE 
KEEP ON PLAYING GAMES WITH MY LIFE
BUT IN THE END I’LL THRIVE

DROWNING IN REGRET
WHY DID I DO THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE
FEELIN ALL TYPES OF ANXIETY IN THE WORST WAY
QUESTIONING MY MORALS AM I TURNING TO AN ANIMAL
OR A SICK SADSIC PRICK WHO TURNS OUT TO BE A CANNIBAL

I CAN’T LET MY THOUGHTS TAINT MY MIND
SHARP DECLINE I FAILED INSIDE
NO FUCK THAT I DONT HAVE TO HIDE WHAT IVE BECOME
SO I’LL RIP AND TEAR AT THEIR FLESH UNTIL ITS NUMB

I WILL WATCH U
FADE AWAY
NO EYES NO GUTS
NO FUCKING BRAIN
JUST ME AND YOUR SOUL
THAT I JUST ATE
THE WAY ITS MAKING ME WHOLE
FEELS FUCKING GREAT X2

I’LL TURN YOUR BODY INTO ART (REPEATED)

II.HOLLOW FLESH VESSEL [PROD ELDIAKLOZZ]

BABY SIN 4 ME 
FUCK ME SO GOOD THAT I REST IN PEACE
IM A MAESTRO AND UR BODY IS MY SYMPHONY
I SWEAR THAT I AM SOBER IM NOT BUSSIN OFF THE HENNESY
PUSSY SO WET BITCH U GOT ME SWIMMING IN THE SEA

LET GET UP OUT THIS PLACE
WE FINNA DO THE RACE 
GIVE IT A MINUTE AND MY DREADS BE DANGLING IN YA FACE
HIT IT SO GOOD BITCH IM FINNA MAKE YO LEGS SHAKE
YOU MY FUCKIN REMEDY TO CURE THIS STUPID HEADACHE

 EROS verse

CALL ME KANEKI
CAUSE LIFE IS FUCKIN ME
I DONT WANNA BREATH
BABY SIN 4 ME

OFF THE MOLLY OFF THE COKE OFF THE KETAMINE 
IM SO BUSSIN OFF DA SHITS THAT I CAN BARELY SEE

FUCK ALL U NIGGAS ION WANNA GO 2 THERAPY
IMA SELF OBSESS IN THE MIRROR TIL MY EYES BLEED
OH MAN GODDAMN THIS SHIT IS SCARING ME 
MY BRAIN IS FOGGED UP IM LOOKING FOR SUM CLARITY

BABY SIN 4 ME 
BABY SIN 4 ME
BABY SIN 4 ME
BABY SIN 4 ME
U FUCKIN WIT MY ENERGY
BABY SIN 4 ME 
BABY SIN 4 ME
BABY SIN 4 ME
U FUCKIN WIT MY ENERGY
BABY SIN 4 ME 
BABY SIN 4 ME
BABY SIN 4 ME
U FUCKIN WIT MY ENERGY

SIN 4 ME ft EROS [PROD.JOPXT]

no no do not go nowhere
trapped inside my mental
i dont wanna go back there
tho how can i forget you
i’ll admit im fuckin scared
neglect the shit im into
maybe i should be aware
cause its not that simple

i cant pry my empty mind
i been too high just passed the time
switch up new clothes 
what a lovely sight
as i see myself a demigod
im feeling so divine

im so divine x16

if u dare make me upset
i’ll do some things i’ll regret
still cant find all the pieces
i’ll strike down all u heathens

im tired of tryna please them
i’ll make this change this evening
im on the floor im weepin
im feelign like im jesus 

is it real or is it fake
just a mask to hide the pain
i wanna break
i gotta take it day by day

but what’s the point
it never goes away
it never goes away 
it never goes away

Divine (prod Crvlly x Muslot)

XV. a means 2 a fuckin end (prod Kilolit)

Fuck my feelings 
They don't matter anyway
All these people driving me insane
I wanna hide away
Ask me if I'm good
Nigga I'm feeling alright today
Even though inside I just wanna fuckin fight today.

Verse 1

Look 
I don't give a fuck
Miss me with that bullshit
I be smoking on deez drugs
I'm so sick of being angry
Wanna fight everyone
I just wanna get a gun
End the life of someone's son

It ain't that deep it ain't that deep
I just wanna go to sleep
Cause I have no questions when I'm living in my dreams
 just wanna rip my fuckin face off
I can't stand this body
Bitch I do what I want 
Who tf gon stop me

Still not down with the sickness
Fuckin hate my existence
I just want kisses
got my dick in yo mistress
Don't need to forgive
Cause I'd rather forget it
Nigga I'm the shit
Idc bout yo opinion


Nonchalant bout fuckin everything 
Cause everyone is stupid
Barely wanna leave bed cause I'm feeling fuckin useless
Idk what to do 
Do I really wanna do this
Though it doesn't even matter
Why am I feeling confusion

voices
no it doesn't matter x(whatever tf)
it doesn't fucking matter

[[[[verse 2]]]

i dont wanna go down 
i dont wanna slow down
i dont really know 
have i done this shit before now

really i dont wanna let my feelings take control 
i dont wanna go back to that motherfuckin hole
acknowledge my accomplishments bitch im on a roll now
man this shit be overwhelming and it got my brain swole out
trying not to let it get to me not tryna break my soul down
time flies by oh shit im getting old now

i aint got time tryna be a trending topic
why you talking allat shit mothafucka stop it
all you niggas gay come up out that fuckin closet
why aint i okay damn i got the shit i wanted
parts of me are dead maybe thats why im haunted
live this shit too fast like im mothafuckin sonic
in a constant state of wondering why i am an artist
wanna venture to my brain bitch we going sub atomic

i know
i know it doesnt matter
i know
i know it doesnt matter
i know
i know it doesnt matter
i know
i know it doesnt matter
i know
i know it doesnt matter
i know
i know it doesnt matter
i know
i know it doesnt matter

it doesnt fucking matter V2 (prod jj1da)

(hook)

im too detached
from everything
now i feel alone
there is no saving me

light up my pain
smoke it all away
i’ll try and try again
but it never goes away

(verse)
i swear that shit doesnt phase me
i swear i feel like you hate me

i see it in your eyes
i see through your disguise
but i act like i dont
i keep playing blind

self isolate just to get away
i dont wanna come out 
please just let me stay

i want better days 
always hope for better days
dont wanna embrace the present 
cause its full of pain

brain’s all fogged up
from all the madness
i cant comprehend this
i feel so demented

days fade away
everyday gets more depressing
you dont wanna listen 
you’ll never get the message

Detachment.wav (Prod. Sxzu)

@jad3_suzuya prod @nyixlo

out on all plats 

she said
come with me
and youll see
what its like to feel so free
bring ur body close to me
spirits connecting as we breathe
i aint got time so i gotta flee
you on my mind i aint get sleep
its all fine im lying thru my teeth
im up online whats wrong with me

most of the time im on my own
sitting here zoning in my phone
i need my confidence to grow
search for rebirth and cleanse my soul
im not so sure man idk
been in my shell for way 2 long
wish 2 be open im still closed
i wanna get out but it wont show

fuck it i’ll come along
this life goes on and on
i wanna go beyond
i wanna free my fuckin mind
i wanna come along
this life goes on and on 
i wanna go beyond
my older self i’ll leave behind  

mind like a prison stuck in my shell
wanna be free bitch im feeling myself

XIV. free (prod.lecie) #JAD3STA

i know im a fiend 
and you luv it when i weep
it feels like we’re in a dream
but i aint fuckin sleep
on my hands on my knees
from the branches 2 the leaves
you not seeing what i see its just rinse and repeat

nigga

look up at the sky 
wait 4 the bus
got on the wrong one
spent the day sober
but im feeling like im off one  
losing my reality
ability 2 function
if this really aint the truth 
then why am i even running

fuck it bitch 
im going uninged u cant stop me
all u niggas act the same 
motherfuckin copies
ima pull up to the [redacted for legal reasons]
shoot up the lobby
dont believe in perfect 
ima do it fuckin sloppy

and uk i aint alone 
bitch i pull up wit my posse
i been up all night on sum thc and coffee
ima fuckin crash bitch im moving like a zombie
everybody getting folded origami

aye
u my mfn target
if u gotta fuckin problem we can solve it
aye
get sum acid and dissolve it
bitch it aint my fuckin fault that im toxic x2

I don't wanna play no more now [x♾️]

Toxick [Prod.Rachyl]


bs aside I snapped on dis 

why the fuck u got my name up in yo mouth
i aint do shit to u nigga what is that about
niggas getting on my nerves ive had enough nigga im out
niggas say i fuckin changed im still same u going south

and i doubt that u niggas really wanna fuckin change
niggas switch up bitched up pussy boi get hit up
man its hard to talk to yall because yall act the fuckin same
nigga try me get u fucked up dont fuckin get cut up

see u at a disadvantage boi u better get yo luck up
gtfuo my fuckin dick u a suck up
stupid cunt u a prick bitch quit being stuck up
i been quiet but now its up all u niggas got me fucked up

 
yo i dont wanna talk gtf up out my face
niggas say i fuckin changed even so yall act the same
omg yall stupid bots all that shit is fuckin lame
nigga stop all of that lying motherfuck the shit u claim

and u think im fuckin playing
bitch im not 
and u better fuckin stop
bash yo head in with a block

niggas wanna be on drugs all the time wtf 
turning into fuckin cunts think u needa sober up
and u think u have escaped but u stuck
u a slave to yo ego and a slave to the plug
i been by myself because u niggas fuckin suck
and ima talk my shit cause i fuckin had enough
nigga threatening to kill me sayin u a bluff
nigga say that its the drugs
ima take yo breath away if u try me fuckin once

bitch im fucked up
niggas got me fucked up

VII. Fucked Up Pt 2 [prod lecie]

I want the love
dont need no pills
im tryna fuck 
show me a thrill
i been detached from reality
i dont know what is real
or if it even really matters
overthinking outta habit
the air is fake 
microplastic
im walking round 
just like an addict

im chilling in da cut
im smoking indica
when it comes down to it
i dont really give a fuck
i dont really know tho im sick of this
feel fuckin stuck
i need this fulfilment in my life
this shit just not enough

i be on my grind
on my grind
i cant waste my fuckin time
i be stuck in my mind
its a challenge 2 my life
when im stressed i reminisce
uk i just press rewind
and im smoking on dat bliss
sometimes i need 2 unwind

im not living for society
im living outta spite
barely fuckin with sobirety
i need a fuckin light
u know ur the one to choose
what is wrong what is right
in the end i’ll fuckin win
im so fuckin cold as ice

satisfied with what i got but it is not enough

V. not enough *MV LINK IN DESCRIPTION* [Prod Rah]

come on lets go for a ride
i been stressin out all day 
i need to take my fuckin time
when i creep out through the night’s the only time i feel alive
as daybreak comes i do not know but something’s killing me inside

i was fine 
but now im falling
i cant hear my phone 
when someones calling
please dont hesitate
why are you stalling
a piece of me is gone
i am in mourning

even though its been a while 
i can control me
ever since i was a child i been distorted
i got scatterbrain needa get my shit sorted
i embrace the pain now my thoughts hath become morbid

come on lets go for a ride
i been stressin out all day 
i need to take my fuckin time
when i creep out through the night’s the only time i feel alive
as daybreak comes i do not know but something’s killing me inside

i i wanna leave it all behind

XII. Leave It All Behind [Prod Kilolit]

yea we on it 
pull up w no warning
keep it fuckin quiet nd we strikin
like a comet
this aint rated x but u seeing
how we comin
fuckin do da dash 
got that speed just like im sonic
i know i be toxic 
dont know what is real no more
cause everyone be frontin
i be non chalant i got no will to be 
confronted
all u niggas stupid swear 2 satan 
yall sum dunces
i aint have no sleep 
cause im runnin off that dunkin

think im running outta gas
so i gotta re up
gotta get da money fast 
boi i gotta get my bux
thought u had the last laugh
bitch please boi u suck
left that bs in the past 
boi i do not give a fuck

i got everything i wanted 
tho it still wasnt enough
satisfied in the end
im getting out dis fuckin rut
ima tear this shit down
til its nothing but dust
all u niggas obsolete 
bitch i shine yall rust

u gotta wake up
wake up

I. JAD3STA 33.3 FM [prod Rah]

bitch im on the run 
bitch im on the run now
meet me in the dark
you wont catch me 
when the suns out

ima isolate 
if u know why i dont come around
waste my fuckin days
on shit that never even mattered now

i lay here crying
im so high that i feel like 
im flying
feel myself breaking apart
ego dyin
dont give a fuck im going up fuck the bias

my dreads hang low
i’ll crush u
bitch i am above you
ima fuck ur bitch
unlike you i’ll make her cum too
shawty wanna swallow all my semen
when she come thru
idgaf bitch im a demon
but i want u

ima take ur soul
intertwine break the mold
i just wanna lose control
i just wanna be told

now dont u fuckin walk away from me
now dont u fuckin walk away from me

im too stuck im losing sleep
now i cant see im in too deep
im suffocating i cant breathe
i need u fuckin here with me

its u and me under these sheets
im addicted like nicotine
dont mention it feel like a fiend
i need ur touch now set me free


please intervene
i swear ur killin me
i dont really know 
why is it im fuckin feeling things
i need u keep it real wimme
on if u feeling me
ion even know ts like
whats the fuckin deal wimme

i just let u get inside my head
close your eyes and count to ten
you now reside inside my head
cross my heart until im dead

X. Meet Me In The Dark [Prod Hoodrixh] #☆☆☆JAD3STA☆☆☆

Music Video OUT NOW 

bitch im on the run 
bitch im on the run now
meet me in the dark
you wont catch me 
when the suns out

ima isolate 
if u know why i dont come around
waste my fuckin days
on shit that never even mattered now

i lay here crying
im so high that i feel like 
im flying
feel myself breaking apart
ego dyin
dont give a fuck im going up fuck the bias

my dreads hang low
i’ll crush u
bitch i am above you
ima fuck ur bitch
unlike you i’ll make her cum too
shawty wanna swallow all my semen
when she come thru
idgaf bitch im a demon
but i want u

ima take ur soul
intertwine break the mold
i just wanna lose control
i just wanna be told

now dont u fuckin walk away from me
now dont u fuckin walk away from me

im too stuck im losing sleep
now i cant see im in too deep
im suffocating i cant breathe
i need u fuckin here with me

its u and me under these sheets
im addicted like nicotine
dont mention it feel like a fiend
i need ur touch now set me free


please intervene
i swear ur killin me
i dont really know 
why is it im fuckin feeling things
i need u keep it real wimme
on if u feeling me
ion even know ts like
whats the fuckin deal wimme

i just let u get inside my head
close your eyes and count to ten
you now reside inside my head
cross my heart until im dead

Meet Me In The Dark [OG] [Prod Hoodrixh] *music video out now*

intro)
b like 
oh shit 
uh
can u make it fuckin throb
b like 
oh shit
uh
can u make it fuckin 
oh shit 
uh 
can u make it make it
throb throb
oh shit 
uh 
can u make it fuckin throb

then fuckin looked me in the eyes
and said they wanna give me top
be like fukkit cut the lights
then we do it in the dark
im just curious to know
what you on bby wassup
ima make it fuckin throb
lemme do u how u want 2


(chorus)

Aye fukkit up
bitch fukkit up
ima make that pussy uh
ima make it throb
bad bitch tryna uh
tryna get me off
ion want no fuckin talk
fuckin take it off

i just really wanna fuck
ima make it throb (repeated)   

(verse)
shawty so adoring 
body so adoring
got me in a trance
man im feeling like im floatin
tryna dirty dance 
might say fuck it nd record it
wanna feel ur hands 
as i wake up in the mornin

oh shit baby whats the time
can u make me feel alive
if you down then its alright
body kisses to ur thighs

be like 
oh shit
uh
can u make it fuckin throb x2

then fuckin looked me in the eyes
and said they wanna give me top
be like fukkit cut the lights
then we do it in the dark
im just curious to know
what you on bby wassup
ima make it fuckin throb
lemme do u how u want 2

VIII. Throb [Prod Rachyl]

[intro]

speaking of ur like my favorite word
a stupid fuckin CUNT
speaking of ur like my favorite word
a stupid fuckin CUNT
speaking of ur like my favorite word
a stupid fuckin CUNT
speaking of ur like my favorite word
a stupid fuckin CUNT
speaking of ur like my favorite word
a stupid fuckin CUNT
speaking of ur like my favorite word
a stupid fuckin CUNT
speaking of ur like my favorite word
a stupid fuckin CUNT
speaking of ur like my favorite word
a stupid fuckin CUNT

[verse]
bitch im comin full force 
pussy nigga better duck
youd think im celIbate
how i never give a fuck
bitch my blade like benadryl
how it leave a nigga slumped
all i hear is fuckin vaccums
because all u niggas suck

man i could care less
u get blown off like sum dust
nigga i just need a blunt
roll yo ass in2 da runtz
ever since i was a kid 
ppl hated that i cuss
speaking of ur like my favorite word
a stupid fuckin CUNT

RIDIN ROUND W MY TAURUS ♉️ 
DAS MY BESTIE
ION WANT NO KIDS BITCH I NEED A VASECTOMY
PUSSY NIGGA STFU 4 U RIP
ION EVEN KNOW U WHY TF U TEXTIN ME
WHEN THEY GIMME NECK MAN IT FEEL LIKE
THEY BLESSIN ME
WHY U FUCKIN SHY BE LIKE
DAMN ARE U SCARED OF ME
COOKIN UP THESE SONGS 
LIKE IM COOKIN METHAMPHETAMINE
BITCH I KNOW SUM HORSES THEY SLEEPY FROM DAT KETAMINE

☆☆☆CUNTSTA☆☆☆(bonus track) [prod.snooze]

get tf back get away
finna get slapped with 808’s
i been sleep i reawake
crave ur blood i need a taste

cant tell me shit
i aint yo slave
vamp nigga with a sword bitch call me blade
come at me if u wanna be slayed
finna get geeked up at da rave

i dont think u get it 
i dont think u understand now
claiming that u listen 
u ignore the shit ive said now

oh yo nigga gone
how’d he die i think he bled out
on a fucking massacre
i’ll paint this fucker red now

ima make him [DOA]
he aint gonna be okay
find him floating in a lake 
its a shame i bring yo fate

was asleep now wide awake
i been hunting for sum days
if you dont wanna go to hades
get tf back bitch get away.


VERSE

GET AWAY SHUT YO FACE
NIGGA COME AND RUN MY FADE
4 2 0 IM FINNA BLAZE
POTENT PACK NOW SMOKE AWAY
IT TOO MUCH SHIT I CANT TAKE
IMA TAKE IT OUT ON THE WORLD TODAY
HYPOCRITES YALL NIGGAS FAKE
I DONT HEAR THE BULLSHIT THAT YALL SAY

I DONT WANNA SEE YO FACE PLEASE LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK
I DONT WANNA TALK TO YOU IM LOSING FUCKIN CONTACT
NOW WHEN I REACH INTO THIS BAG DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE WHATS THAT
CAUSE WHAT IM PULLING OUT OF IT WILL GIVE UR ASS A HEART ATTACK

ima make him [DOA]
he aint gonna be okay
find him floating in a lake 
its a shame i bring yo fate

was asleep now wide awake
i been hunting for sum days
if you dont wanna go to hades
get tf back bitch get away.

IX. [DOA] (prod kilolit)

#000005

i apologize 
aye
i may b 2 high 
aye
im a fan of your face
all under the lights 
aye
shorty got me geeked up
ima crack a smile
aye
finna get nasty 
finna be here for a while 
aye

usually im by myself i be in my lane
but id rather be with you but u cant see my face
feeling like im fuckin drownin in the deep end of a lake
i can feel ur body quake as my hands [caress] yo waist

[darling said she like the taste of my lips]
aye
i cant hold back need sum more cant resist 
aye
i dont want another word
tho
i wanna hear u call my name
tryna get all lost inside you 
like i lost my way
legs up high nigga they can reach the ceiling
i like the way u look i think that ur so appealing
man dont fuckin play wimme 
ion think im playing any games
man my vibe is so euphoric 
when i feel u on my face

i dont wanna slow my role down
u do whatchu want u take control now
man fuckit make a movie take ya phone out
[ima go insane the way ur sayin that ur close now]

bitch i am the reaper how im here to take ur soul now

[Caress] (Crxshbox)

#000006


be like fukkit send a nigga 2 the lord aye
that boi think he fly ima send his ass off course aye
i be with the squad and we lookin like sum whores aye
this sum different shit im on shit i just b bored aye

21 but i wake up feelin forty
swag inconsistent 
everyday a different shorty
chillin in the back w my possie smokin shorties
ion fw niggas most yall mfs corny

niggas make me laugh
i be rollin innis bitch
man its too fuckin quiet 
now im flowin in this bitch
im the mastermind i be controllin 
all dis shit
u aint see it comin yea we stole all of yo shit
aye

im yo master im yo sensei
ima blow up in yo face like im a grenade
light em up blow em out make a wish aye
get this cash like its pringles stackin chips aye
send em to a home shorty walkin with a limp aye
ion give a shit cuh
i just smoked dis weed
now im feeling fuckin blitzed cuh
you cant pay the fee you cant get into this shit cuh
i be wit dem demons it get rough up in the pit yuhhh

[shut] [the] [fuck] [up]

stfu u a motormouth 
idrk wtf this nigga talkin bout
swag in my dna its sumn i cant live without
i wont let it bring me down so im getting off the couch
fuckit triple 3 #HG in yo fuckin town
bitch i could get silly i be crazy like a fuckin clown
i look betta than yo bitch up in a fuckin gown
niggas betta brace they self niggas betta stand they ground

Shorties (vautarkis)

been fucked up way 2 much aye
i been oozy woozy from this shit thats in my cup aye
i just got a knu bladee u finna get cut aye
i been feelin too great wanna test yo luck aye

had it with delusions in my head 
ive had enough aye
i dont wanna do dis anymore 
im fuckin done aye
i could give a fuck less
im still havin fun aye
walking round just like im fuckin him
bitch im the one aye

walk round wit a blad3 
nd i keep dat shit tucked
i dont wanna trust these niggas 
fuck around and getchu cut

and from everything ive seen
ik its tru u niggas suck
butterfly a fuckin carnivore
it wanna shed yo blood

and with everyone i see
all i see is so bizzare
everyone behind a mask
tho i see thru who u are

ur a fuckin npc
ur a bot 
u a bitch
on fuckin everything i love
im finna make u un exist

motherfucker

pick ur poison 
bitch ur throat or ur wrist aye
wanna fall in luv 
bitch my blade want a kiss aye
comfort in ur ignorance
comfort in ur bliss aye
i’ll make u uncomfortable
when my blade hit yo ribcage

ima fuckin get dis guap like im sensei
bitch i got the balisong w da switchblade
nigga you’s a fuckin opp yo whole shit fake
they gon find yo body with a hundred fuckin slits aye

walk around w 2_blad3s 
lets see how they work aye
i just got a knu blad3
lets see how it works aye

KNU_BLAD3 (crxshbox)

im so damn exhausted
im too fuckin trapped inside my head i fuckin lost it
ima watch my back b4 they put me in a coffin
i wont be no victim i cant be nobody target

on another breakdown
oversaturated dont know what is fake now
ion give two fucks bout nun yall can say now
indecisiveness my mfn plague now
everything i do is for my fuckin sake aye

i just need a vacay
whats it gonna take aye
cant communicate 
cause shit is just hard 2 explain aye
unstimulated like im never entertained aye
i just pride myself too much i cannot catch a break aye

swear my brains my biggest hater and idk why
why is it that i gotta resist this aint my fuckin plight
too much of anything can make a good man turn so blind
why im so defensive idk its juss my fight or flight

if i am a dick im sorry it just dont feel alright
im up by my lonesome think the high is lasting all night
need u 2 get closer u the one who i can call like
do i have permission just to spill whats on my own mind

I just wanna knooooww yea
are u the one 2 callllll yea
I'm closer 2 da faaaalllll yea 
I feel nothing at alllll 

no.


I'm so numb
I'm so numb
I'm so numb
I'm fuckin done 
I'm fuckin done 
I'm fuckin done

jad3_suzuya-#numb (Lecie)

i just wonder wtf am i afraid of
am i stuck inside a world that was made up
is my fuckin destiny just to decay luv
can u please repeat dk wtf u say luv

i fuckin get it there aint no need to explain but
deal with indecision so i be stuck in the same one
ego talkin 2 me im the motherfuckin great 1
i been feeling manic hoe im tryna fuckin slay sum

when i suffer i have dopamine dreams
i take stimulants 2 fuckin go2sleep
maybe i just fell victim 2 ur deceit
i just got this feeling that i wanna self delete

walk round with this hole shit i feel so incomplete
fuck tha competition bitch i aint gotta compete
bitch im in the dark i can barely see 
i just keep holdin on cuz i believe

i feel like im throwing up
dk what im pourin up
i dont like 2 tease 
be like bitch am i a whore enough
i just cannot see i feel blind 
while my soul is crushed
bitch its been a week
and idk how im holdin up x2

jad3_suzuya-Blind w/ PinkHEXX (crxshbox)

tell me what u want can u lmk 
 i can neva get enough ima lose control
shit im fuckin taking off like im a ufo
she said fuck it take it off ik u a hoe
i dont needa take a pause im on fuckin go
pretty bih yea i just met em at my show
im feelin sick yea it aint no fuckin cold

she know im sadistic 
and a lil misfit
idgaf about ur love im tryna get lit
she said fuckin bend me over 
tryna get flipped
wanna get a little closer
im finna kiss it

having sex inna rain oh no
ion need it i just wanna cure the pain oh no
love when u put ur hands on my face like woah
i can bet that ima make you go insane right now

finna levitate
please dont hesitate
how r u im feelin great
stumbling upon my words
now idk what 2 say
feinin4u got me feeling like a fuckin slave
hyu like bae i miss the way u fuckin taste


i feel the heat i think we finna cause a fire
ur all that i need cause ur all that i desire
i make u high bitch im finna take u higher

feinin4u like i need u here 2nite
pick ur pace take ur time
no we dont ne the lights cause im x2

jad3_suzuya-Feinin4u [prod Sl4yyer]

ik its too late too late for me
ik its too late too late for me
ik its too late too late for me
ik its too late too late for me
ik its 2 l8 4 me 2 nite
ik its 2 l8 4 me 2 nite
ik its 2 l8 4 me 2 nite
ik its 2 l8 4 me 2 nite

no i dont wanna be hopeless 
fuck that old shit
what the fuck is it im smokin
its so potent
im a sinner and i know it 
cant control it
roam around bcause im lost
dont know where im goin 

know u opened up that door im the one to close it
hit me up w fuckin moves man this life so boring
no 1 hitting up my line aint nobody phoning
i feel like this all the time ion think u notice

fuck it 
i wanna b center stage
im so high i levitate
breaking down the walls
inside my mind i needa renovate
fuck it no
dont wanna talk so i hesitate
drowned in my confusion i been trippin
ima set it straight

still feeling divine
demigod make it thru the day
im still out my mind 
im impatient still dont wanna wait
i can feel the vibes
i can tell if shits just not okay
will i be alright
its whatever just another day

i cant let it out dont wanna talk
i been thinking bout this all night long
i acknowledge what i did was fuckin wrong
in the dark fuck it 
idc its hard to stay strong
i just wanna smoke away
so pass that blunt
spend it all on anything 
just wanna stunt
hope u luv me even tho im js a cunt
hope that if im lucky ill get what i want

not gonna look back
ill watch it fade away
ill drown out ur voice 
out thru these 808s
i get caught up in my vice
to take the pain away
deal w the sacrifice 
i throw my brain away

i just hope to see u in the mornin
know u still important 
i can barely cope tryna deal w all the voices
i need u 2 know that those years were never pointless
wish i knew the future its too l8 i cant avoid this

ik its too late too late for me
ik its too late too late for me
ik its too late too late for me
ik its too late too late for me
ik its 2 l8 4 me 2 nite
ik its 2 l8 4 me 2 nite
ik its 2 l8 4 me 2 nite
ik its 2 l8 4 me 2 nite

jad3_suzuya-2L84M3 [prod Kilolit]

if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night

cant stay down
i cant stay down
i been in another world ever since u came round
high off validation bitch i need more than A k now
can u speak up 4 me i cannot hear what u say now

i dont wanna be alone getting fucked up
imma take this molly and i might js fuck the club up
greedy 4 the money im still tryna get my bux up
i cant go out sad fuck the bs ima boss up


up in dis bitch nd im geeked out
nigga u aint on shit take a seat now
at the rave fucked up ima tweak out
all the strobe lights make it hard 2 see now

spark up another joint nd check my bankroll
said u wanna come over but i aint home
thug it out shii i cannot let the pain show
please dont walk away i just need u 2 stay close

aye fuck it i can do dis all night now
im a different nigga when u see me and its lights out
got nothing to do so im out here wasting time now
tongue still fye i aint even got the mic out

oh shit u wanna fuck id be delighted 
feinin 4 ur energy lil bih this aint no science
ima beat it up sorry im not talkin violence
see just how u come around u like how i b stylin

if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night
if u up 2 it fuck it 
ima do it all night

jad3_suzuya-up2it/CUNTSTA☆II (crxshbox)

april fools :) (i just have creative block)

All u niggas dying out u wont survive
baby im a fuckin star cant dim my light uh
sad to see u fall sad to see ur plight 
but it feels so bittersweet to my mfn delight

ima switch my sound up
build it frm the ground up
all eyes on me 
when i fuckin come around yuh

energy on 10 bitch im goin fuckin crazy
ion be on shit ion know how u can hate me 

if u hmu u betta pay me yuh
i see thru the bs u cant play me yuh
stellar bitch know i shine onna daily yuh
u give ur heart i let it overtake me yuh
if u hit me up u betta pay me yuh
i see thru the bullshit u cant play me yuh
stellar bitch know i shine onna daily yuh
u give ur heart i let it overtake me yuh

yuh yuh yuh
overtake me yuh
u give me ur heart i let it overtake me yuh
yuh yuh yuh
overtake me yuh
u give me ur heart i let it overtake me yuh
yuh yuh yuh
overtake me yuh
u give me ur heart i let it overtake me yuh
yuh yuh yuh
overtake me yuh
u give me ur heart i let it overtake me yuh

run it back run it back run it back
im not fuckin done widdat 
wheres the fuckin fun innat
i just need a zip nd a muhhfuckin hunnid stacks
need dat nigga dead right now and get a hunnid racks
u cant fuckin run niggas know im on yo fuckin ass
it dont take a crack for ya boi to break ya momma back
i might rob yo shit ion care if u wan it back 
i might stab yo shit boi watch u fuckin fade to black

nigga i could give a fuck if u hate me yuh
im in they guts bitch uk im goin crazy yuh
wtf is in dis weed im feeling spacey yuh
issa vibe know i let it overtake me yuh 
see the barrel of my gun theres no safety yuh
im jus out here havin fun can u blame me yuh
i crash out n let the evil overtake me yuh
i crash out n let the evil overtake me 

yuh yuh yuh
overtake me yuh
i crash out n let the evil overtake me
yuh yuh yuh
overtake me yuh
i crash out n let the evil overtake me
yuh yuh yuh
overtake me yuh
i crash out n let the evil overtake me
i crash out n let the evil overtake me yuh
i crash out n let the evil overtake me yuh

@jad3_suzuya - Overtake ((Prod Syrxn x seuss)

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