[verse 1] 

In the mirror, I see a stranger's face

Eyes that are devoid of life, an empty space

The echoes of laughter, now a distant sound

I'm trapped in this hell, where my heart is bound

I never thought I'd end up like this

Is it my fault, though, if you made me be like this?

Y'all are pieces of shit, you useless beings

I think everyone sucks by all means

(yes, you guys are cretins, I'll shoot my shotgun in your face)

[chorus]

I'm drowning in this sorrow, in this endless night

No stars to guide me, no light in sight

The weight of my regrets, it's all that I know

In this ocean of tears, I'm lost, I let go

[verse 2]

I deserve this sadness so I find solace in my tears

All I wanna do before I kill myself is blow out your brains

I'm weary, worn, drenched in my own regret 

As I crawl to the edge, to the precipice of forget

[verse 3]

Unwanted, unloved, a voice to be mocked

If I kill myself, don't be fucking shocked

Hacking at my wrists I get a sweet release

Any other form of happiness I failed to seize

My heart aches, frozen, a solitary stone

The weight of my pain, now a burden, it has grown

I cradle my sorrow, its warmth I'll never forsake

In the hollows of my soul, I'll forever take

With the anger you morons provoke in me, in peace I can't resolve

A torrent of tears, a river reborn

To wash away my sins, can I get more time?

My heart, a vessel, to fill and be torn

[chorus]

I'm drowning in this sorrow, in this endless night

No stars to guide me, no light in sight

The weight of my regrets, it's all that I know

In this ocean of tears, I'm lost, I let go

[...] 

(I hate my life, I'm a disgrace, I guess

About the hate I do not care 'cause my mind's already a mess 

Um, actually, if you hate on me, I might bust 

The fucking attention is a must!

And... by the way... I must confess

That I love men, I'm waiting for them to fuck me on my mattress...)

Pain is liquid and I'm a sakura shrimp

[verse 1] 

The whiskey burns but it doesn't numb the pain 

Of dreams that drowned and hopes that died in vain 

Each step I take is haunted by the secrets I keep 

I hate being outside, where I cannot weep 

I want to change, break these shackles, find my way 

But every path I try seems to lead astray 

From these labyrinthine halls I can't escape 

I've tried so hard yet I'm still going nowhere 

Happy I sought to become 

But now that everyone trashed me my hope is gone

(Guys, guys, have you heard about this awesome song artist? Popkill, my beloved, you have a love song impending, notice me, I'm begging!)

[verse 2] 

I taste the ashes that smother every happiness in sight 

My sullied past, a prophecy that has taken me through long nights 

What have I done, to turn my life into such a mess? 

How did I lose myself in this bottomless abyss? 

I try to reach out, no hands emerge from the dark 

Reflection stares at me, a figure cold and stark 

There must be light beyond this gloom 

Away from the shadows, can I find a new room? 

[verse 3] 

I long to break this cycle, rise into the light 

But for now, I'm sentenced to the night of mind 

Maybe one day, I'll find a way to mend 

The broken pieces of this life I've spent 

Until then, I'll hover here in the middle, indecisive 

Lost in the crowd, a depressed soul that gets no attention, how offensive 

May I get a spark of sanity? 

A fleeting hope, a shimmering serenity?

Even in my weakest of states, I stand 

But if my cries keep getting ignored. . . 

(to be continued!)

(Um, did you guys know that out of all Pokémon, Vaporeon is the most breedable— Anyway, those pick-me's going to therapy can suck my fucking dick. I never got assistance, yet I'm still here even though I'm fucking sick)

vendetto ♱

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