cant stay around i dont want u here
tired of the love make it disappear 
gave u my heart but u left it cold
now im moving on
got no hand 2 hold
i was blind but now i see
that u never rlly cared for me
i took my time i wasted years
but now im done i wont cry a tear
im better off and im standing tall
didnt need ur love at all
i closed the door 
i locked it tight
new day tomorrow 
i feel bright

what hand am i going to hold when ur not here

one take quick lil bday song w Jess, shoutout Jesse 4 bein born & shit wish him a happy birthday right fuckin now

Based Birthday 1take w/basedworldjesse @unicornshawtty

brainless

@wizardjit ₛₗₐcₖₛ

qᵤᵢcₖ ₐₗbᵤₘ ᵢ ₗᵢₜₑᵣₐₗₗy ₕₐᵥₑ ₜₒ ₕₒₚ ₒₙ ₐ ₚₗₐₙₑ ᵢₙ ₐₙ ₕₒᵤᵣ

₁. bᵣₑₐₖᵢₙ ₒff ᵢₙₜᵣₒ
₂. ₜₒₒₛᵢₑ w ₖₓₕₙₑᵣ
₃. ₚᵢₗₗz ₙ ₚₑᵣcz
₄. ₚₒₛₜₑᵣ w dₒₚₑₛᵢcₖ
₅. ᵢdgₐf w/ ₕyₚₙₒₛᵢₛ
₆. ₛₜᵢcₖ ₚₗₐy
₇. bₐwₗᵢₙ w/ ₗₒₒₖₐy*

@wizardjit ₐₗᵢₑₙ (album)

guitar by me one take
you said it would be selfish
well my whole life ive been waiting for somthing
and im what your wanting
rip me apart and leave me with nothing
darling i want you too
cook up for my baby
becasue ive got nothing to lose now
inject meeeee
theres a few cards on the table
why dont you give me some of yours
leave while you still can when i wake up
im gunna be like he was
yelling and shuoting and screamning real loud
waiting to find me a girll
you said i couldent help it
my whole life ive been distracting myself
from it and you
rat blood in your shoes
and your stinking like a bottle of boose 
waiting to get tied loose       
so you can break out of it
and try to walk around
the days blend together
pray for the weather
you say i should belive in god
he loves his higher power
sits and prays for hours
knowing nothing ever goes wrong
without you aroud

cook up for my baby throwaway

Comes from March 21, 2025

https://youtu.be/nMkQU1DJP0Y

Sarah

The perfect match - Sarah

topless (prod. xxtup1d)

Vazgeçmek

自分にとっての数直線上の−方向の全ての季節に歌を書く気持ちで作りました。右でも前でもなく、左であり後ろである——そんな感覚をずっと自分自身に抱いていました。そして何か特定の出来事があるわけではなくても、なんとなく「置いてきてしまったな」とか「置いて行かれてしまったな」と思うことがあります。そういった意味を込めて「左後」、英語だと”left behind”という言葉をつけました。 音楽を通して鍵をかけて箱に入れていた記憶を並べて、それらが確かにそこにあったことを覚えていたいと思います。そしてそれらが誰かの左後の季節に重なったら、とても嬉しく思います。
I created this album as if I were writing songs for all the seasons on the negative side of my own number line — not to the right or forward, but to the left and behind. I have always carried that feeling within myself. Even when there isn’t a specific event, there are moments when I find myself thinking, “I’ve left something behind,” or “I’ve been left behind.” That’s why I chose the title “左後” (Left Behind). Through music, I wanted to line up the memories I had locked away in boxes and kept hidden, and to remember that they truly existed. If these songs overlap with someone else’s own "left behind seasons," I would be truly happy.

what hand am i going to hold when ur not here

daisyy