prod. @daisynuke
mastered by @cmten

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

i'm off the wire again 
head feels like fire again 
i wanna die but i can't 
it'd make them cry if i went

collapsing on the floor 
i don't even know what to do anymore
this shit wasn't something i was doing before
step back
what the fuck i'm even doing this for?

i don't even wanna fight back
imma get my face kicked in til the world turns back
feels like when it rains it pours
i can't do this anymore

i don't know why i'm trying so hard
spent all day crying so far 

i try to scream and no one hears at all

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

it lives inside my head
it's deaf and it's well fed
i couldn't leave my bed
left my clawing out for something

it was the end of him
can't let this shit take me

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

chemicals

chemicals (prod. daisynuke)

HXSTAGE MERCH: https://fuckthismerch.com

prod. @daisynuke

mastered by @cmten

art by @poppygavin on instagram

you’ve been starting to lock yourself away
you live inside the same house but you don’t see them for days
and you try to purge it but it stays

right there Inside of you
you stay inside because you

lost yourself
but did you get what you want?
and every day just feels the same
since the day you heard her name

you can’t stand when they’re around
you never speak you’d just lose ground
an outcast in your home;
it’s there

right there inside of you
you try to hide it but you

lost yourself
but did you get what you want?
and every day just feels the same
since the day you heard her name

HXSTAGE MERCH

did you get what you want? (prod. daisynuke)

prod. @daisynuke

mastered by @cmten

it takes away
everything is gray
 
monochrome it stayed 
for many days 
it eats away

please just put your time inside the bag and nobody gets hurt
your fighting only makes it worse

i keep wasting time on all my floundering attempts 
at meaningful escape

all my own mistakes 
the mess i made 
to start the day

please just put your time inside the bag and nobody gets hurt
your fighting only makes it worse

i keep wasting time on all my floundering attempts

floundering(prod. daisynuke)

Posing For Puddles

I’ve found it’s best if I just stay right here all by myself 
Can’t talk to people because they’re where disappointment dwells 
I don’t do anything but shut out all my fucking friends 
I ask myself "was this all worth it in the fucking end?" 

It never goes away 

In all this self brought pain 
It fucking plagues my brain 
This happens every day 
wake up it stays the same 
Don’t think I’ll ever break away 


Lay on the floor where I can daydream my whole life away 
It seems that fading out for hours is my only escape 
I don’t get how I ever made myself to be this way 
And I can’t sleep I think this sickness took my happy place 

It took my happy place 
Burning every bridge away 
Like nothing ever changed 
No ones round to feel my pain 

It never goes away

In all this self brought pain 
It fucking plagues my brain 
This happens every day 
wake up it stays the same 
Don’t think I’ll ever break away 

Tired of looking for ways out 
I want it all out my face now 
I think I’m starting to phase out 
It’s getting worse every day now 
Please get me out of this place 
Can’t keep my head fucking straight
I don’t like being this way 
I don’t like being this way

I wanna break 
I wanna go 
Fuck I dont even feel safe in my home 
Paranoid somethings gon break out the fold 
If it keeps building up I’m gonna blow

hxstage x daisynuke - pain

i chose to spend my time alone cause people just disappoint

will this pain last forever
thought by now i would be better 
tear stains on my fucking sweatshirt 
time will pass and it all just stays the same

feel like life is a fucking game 
nothing left here for me to gain 
will this pain last forever?

will this pain last forever?

Posing For Puddles

daisynuke

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