prod. dollatega, junoes, shvlo, fltr
(Verse 1: FLTR)
Hard love and enemies they been filling up all my time
All of these discussions ain't got me in my best mind
But I been tryna find my way out
But I been in my mind, for way too long

(Pre-chorus: FLTR)
I been poppin' all these pills they been driving me crazy
Just tryna pay the bills maybe I don't need a lady
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Just save me
Just save-

(Chorus: FLTR)
Ah!
I don't even know where to start
I've been living in my mental pride
What's the point in even being kind?
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Ah, ah, ah!
I don't even know where to start, start, start, start
I've been living in my mental pride, pride, pride, pride
What's the point in even being kind, kind, kind
No-no-no-no-no-no-no-nobody can save me

(Verse 2: FLTR)
When I say, it's forreal
I'm on a mission, to act on all my feels
Until I get a crew, that give a fuck
I'm outta luck, until I get someone that gives a fuck
I've have enough with other folk
Hard pill to swallow, guess I'm boutta choke
ah, ah, ah
I'm on my own boat
ah, ah, ah
Livin' off own hope!

(Verse 3: Apoorv Sharan)
you should prolly take control
of this thing my hands are shaky
going 90 on a freeway often
thinkin bout a lady 
oh i could stay i could go
i could run I could walk away
its hard to say what kinda
difference would it make in the world
you're no friend you're nobody
just a shadow of my mind 
but what difference would it make
if you loved me

(Pre-chorus: FLTR)
Yeah, I been poppin' all these pills they been driving me crazy
Just tryna pay the bills maybe I don't need a lady
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Just save me
Just save-

(Chorus: FLTR)
Ah!
I don't even know where to start
I've been living in my mental pride
What's the point in even being kind?
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Ah, ah, ah!
I don't even know where to start, start, start, start
I've been living in my mental pride, pride, pride, pride
What's the point in even being kind, kind, kind
No-no-no-no-no-no-no-nobody can save me

(Outro: FLTR)
I been poppin' all these pills they been driving me crazy
Just tryna pay the bills maybe I don't need a lady
Think I'm off the deep end nobody can save me
Just save me
Just save-

DEEP END! (feat. Apoorv Sharan)

start anew*

what if you wanted to be freed one day? what if that dream came to reality? what if your entrapment was the result of your own attachment to nostalgia? live for the future not for the past. be free and explore the world, nature is beauty.

track 4
mix me
prod me
master @yourcheerleader

note:
hiiii!!! all plats upload will come whenever the album gets announced and i have more finished and ready. thank you niztopia and the nizkord (Clap Clap Clap Nizkord W) for motivating me to get better and come out of my comfort zone. i took a big creative turn for this project and i cannot wait to show yall more. see yall soon <3

xamu 2024

what if this isn't what home is supposed to be

TRACK 3/11

let down, let me down, do it soft as steel
aint dead, but its awfully still
worried thats its all i-
worried that its all i'll feel

this aint none if it aint been real
shoulda known better than show achilles heel
must be stomping on my grave, its a constant chill
know i probably should of done it, but i aint been willed
got me ready to die, and i hate this hill
but its too late, already made my will
could take the time tryna let this build
but its all nothing if it aint been real

like should i let it go, or should i placate
dip out, vacate
you just wanna save face
the kinda shit that got me getting all my days late
thoughts getting scrambled, i went lowered the bit rate

thought i would get it right by now
no time for that, why would i slow down?
hot then its cold, all the ups and downs
its like why would you wait until now?

cause this aint none if it aint been real
shoulda known better than show achilles heel
must be stomping on my grave, its a constant chill
know i probably should of done it, but i aint been willed
got me ready to die, and i hate this hill
but its too late, already made my will
could take the time tryna let this build
but its all nothing if it aint been real

all that do is waste time
fuck where you heard it, im cutting off a grape vine
im usually rushing, but i had to take time
tell me why im worrying about that, dont up the paper
id rather get it now, but ill settle for later
never could be rusty, the opposite of mater
connect dots like its wifi, or data
i do not get how you dont see they played ya

might grow a maine keep lying
let it go and keep it tame, im trying
dont wanna play your games, i dont like em
i think its crazy how you think id buy it

cause this aint none if it aint been real
shoulda known better than show achilles heel
must be stomping on my grave, its a constant chill
know i probably should of done it, but i aint been willed
got me ready to die, and i hate this hill
but its too late, already made my will
could take the time tryna let this build
but its all nothing if it aint been real

BEEN REAL [p. imnotvrycreative]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRnfXyEsHRI

Thousand yard stare

Stream

think he niztopia put the bread in the couch
ALL PLATS: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/imnotvrycreative/lifeline
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Lyrics:
I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather be home, and it wasn't even a bad time
I hardly know what I need, but I know it's bad timing
Wanna leave it all up to me, but you know I ain't buying
Now I'm thinking, I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline
And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time
Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying

I tried to let that go, I did
Yeah, but you know I couldn't
Big pet peeve, can't push my buttons
'Cause I can't trip, won't lose my footing
Damn, just gotta keep that pushing
Man, love when they think I wouldn't
Hand shaking, I just don't want it
Yeah and if I'm being honest

I need the bucks on Bunyan
I make it look like nothing
I want them sour like mustard
Wanna catch up, keep running
Sum like detective, dusted
He went pro at bluffing
It don't gotta mean much, talk shit 'cause I love it

And I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather be home, and it wasn't even a bad time
I hardly know what I need, but I know it's bad timing
Wanna leave it all up to me, but you know I ain't buying
Now I'm thinking, I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline
And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time
Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying

Gotta be kidding me now
Ain't make me stronger, it's killing me, ouch
I couldn't recommend going that route
Think he Niztopia, put the bread in the couch
I got some T's to cross
Too many things I'm thinking 'bout
I honestly don't wanna talk, probably won't see me reaching out
And you think that is, it isn't, yeah
Could you please get out my business? Damn
I know you think that is, it isn't, yeah
Could you tell me if I'm tripping

Cause I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather be home, and it wasn't even a bad time
I hardly know what I need, but I know it's bad timing
Wanna leave it all up to me, but you know I ain't buying
Now I'm thinking, I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline
And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time
Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying

(I-I, can't be in my right mind)
(Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline)
(And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time)
(Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying)

LIFELINE [p. longboystyle + desmos]

my head's been feeling hazy
i was up late last night
5 feet from going crazy
oh

(pip)
oh, oh, oh, oh

i feel her flesh upon my skin
libido's heavy but my filter's thin
my arms worn out, cause of my friends
i might aswell go mend to my bed
i feel her hair upon my skin
libido's heavy but i'll cut it thin
my legs hurt from kicking my friends
i might aswell take a nap at my gym

ah, ah, fuck

i feel fine
i feel fine
won't you fuck off with your bullshit
had enough i'm going under
i feel fine

hazyheaded

Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

post engineering/master by https://soundcloud.com/billsburyjoeboi
<3

Yeah, feels unreal, I'm fucked up
Let's push up and rush 'em
I'm so up like Russell
I-I'm so up like

Country got me f-
I'm tryn tour in Russia
I might do a flip
My blunt might do pushup

And we not friends, we fell out
So don't ask Four for wisdom
'Fore I push start and
'Fore I push start and peel out
Two faced, I'll bring the real out
Spin like grabba, cigarillo
Two faced, I'll bring the real out
Armor on me, armadillo

Yeah, it's a dead party, where my car keys?
Eugh
Young Four a one man army,
Eugh
Young Four the young Prince Charming
My lil Cinderella, she a Barbie
Eugh
Sick like salmonella, stay afar please, eugh
Uh- she my Van Girlie, she my art piece, yuh
When you hit my phone it make my h-h-h
When you hit my phone it make my heart speed up

fuck
whip that hoe like larson
my heart stay on fire like this hoe stay commiting arson
im fucked up
thats the hoe i want yuh.
i might love that hoe more than you can until im done yuh
but fuck that, i got plenty more
you still worried bout that hoe, but i got more to go
i pull up yo lil hoe want me, fuck it hoe lets go
why yo lil hoe want me so bad, ion fucking know

Feels unreal, I'm fucked up
Let's push up and rush 'em
I'm so up like Russell
I-I'm so up like
Country got me fucked up
I'm tryn tour in Russia
I might do a flip
My blunt might do pushup

Feels unreal, I'm fucked up
Let's push up and rush 'em
I'm so up like Russell
I-I'm so up like
Country got me f-
I'm tryn tour in Russia
I might do a flip
My blunt might do pushup

And we not friends, we fell out
So don't ask Four for wisdom
'Fore I push start and
'Fore I push start and peel out
Two faced, I'll bring the real out
Spin like grabba, cigarillo
Two faced, I'll bring the real out
Armor on me, armadillo
Yea
Ooooh,
Go, Go
J- J

Russell ft funeral prod jane remover

prod: @im_no_one_shawty + @ssteinn
ALL PLATS: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/scrapped/recommend-feat-imnotvrycreative
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Lyrics:
Yeah, one shot, ain't two ways in
You must gotta think I'm dumb, you try to fool my end
Head spinnin', don't even know what room I'm in
Had me paranoid, I thought they wanna see my end
Yeah, cut shit, suspend
Like I see in the future, I could tell you how it ends
Rather stay in the crib, boy, that shit don't blend
Told 'em he could try it, but I couldn't recommend

Yeah, know that ain't going how you planned it
Shit shocked him out his element, he damn near out the planet
Fuck the cards you deal, I'll manage
With the strangers., it's damn near an advantage
Could you tell me something I ain't heard yet?
Build it like a bird's nest, can't let 'em disturb it
I don—, I don't want that shit if ain't earn it, yeah
I can't let them have me think I don't deserve it

Try it if you have to
I stay in the DAW like it was past due
That's the kinda shit give me a mad mood
It's gotta work 'cause it has to

Yeah, one shot, ain't two ways in
You must gotta think I'm dumb, you try to fool my end
Head spinnin', don't even know what room I'm in
Had me paranoid, I thought they wanna see my end
Yeah, cut shit, suspend
Like I see in the future, I could tell you how it ends
Rather stay in the crib, boy, that shit don't blend
Told 'em he could try it, but I couldn't recommend

Yeah, we could try it, but I couldn't recommend, ooh
Yeah, we could try it, but I couldn't recommend

RECOMMEND [p. stein + NØ_ØNE]

15 kilograms of ethanol.. only 95 proof though

(soundcloud exclusive)

lyrics:
it all comes crashing down
like who would have thought that it'd all come crashing down
i did, i knew it would all come crashing down
but now i feel like im a corpse
left all my bags at the door
maybe we'll cross paths on tour

road kill, leave me dead
ladybug, on my chest
take a pic, strike a pose
when im at my lowest i want you the most
my flesh, is your canvas
hate to say you used me for my cannabis
you're too high, im too drunk
it, it, it,

it all comes crashing down
like who would have thought that it'd all come crashing down
i did, i knew it would all come crashing down
but now i feel like im a corpse
left all my bags at the door
maybe we'll cross paths on tour

(prod. by JessieRosse)

crashing down

as new things come to life
old things disappear
https://soundcloud.com/pipsqueeaakk

15 kilograms of ethanol.. only 95 proof though

dakimo

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