Produced by Michael Harrison
Mixed and mastered by me
Lyrics by me

Multiply the reasons why I don’t wanna be alive
I’m such a cunt, that’s what you said, but I don’t seem to mind
'Cause we are only human, something you don’t realize 
Girl, we can only try, it’s just apart of life, so

Realign the words I say 
You’re not in love with me 
You do not love me babe 
I don’t wanna try
Girl, do you even mind if I don’t feel all right? 
I just wanna cry
I’m so petrified, girl, I don’t wanna fight
So I guess I’ll leave
I’ll leave you, I’ll leave town
I’ll head west, you’ll go south 
It’s apart of life, part of life, part of life
Damn, I really wish that you were around 
It’s apart of life, part of life, part of life

Every day I wonder why you’re never by my side 
I realize that every time it’s always suicide 
And you said I would never change, never change 
But you know it goes either way, either way 
And you always said that I was a jerk 
And I won’t be offended 'cause I know you’re hurt 
I did the best I ever could, ever could
But I was never any good, any good
And my friends said they sober, but I don’t believe them
'Cause they were always older, and I was under them
And I bet when I’m 17, 17 
That it’ll be the end of me, so

I realign the words I say 
You’re not in love with me 
You do not love me babe 
I don’t wanna try
Girl, do you even mind if I don’t feel all right? 
I just wanna cry
I’m so petrified, girl, I don’t wanna fight
So I guess I’ll leave
I’ll leave you, I’ll leave town
I’ll head west, you’ll go south 
It’s apart of life, part of life, part of life
Damn, I really wish that you were around 
It’s apart of life, part of life, part of life

Girl, I don’t want any part of this 
But you’ve got my blood stained on your cardigan 
And I did all this, just to fall apart again 
And now I fall again, while you fall for other men 
I realigned the words I say 
You’re not in love with me 
You do not love me babe 
You want everything
I gave you every bit of me
Oh I tried, oh I tried 
Oh I tried

apart of life [p. michael harrison]

@prodjayysoul + @prodbyamira

@yyuskee

[stay!]
Pile up till it don’t work 
Love u till my chest hurt 
Did me wrong I left her 
I removed a stressor 
I wear foreign denim, I pour 4s in Fanta 

Acting like you ever really cared
When all those times you mentioned that you didn’t 
I just find it weird; how you blame me when you made me distant 
I been pouring pain, inside my cup the way I cope efficient 
I wish u were here then I remember what you did and I forget that you exist
N then you go send me a text, that way I’m forced to reminisce

Blunt full of propane 
Help with the heartache 
Tough when the times change 
She ain’t a damn saint 
Causing all my pain 
Cracks in my armor 
Ache like a migraine

[yuske]
I been thinking about everything you ever said
She been living rent free inside of my head
I just keep on falling think I need a net
I dont wanna come down dont want this high to end

Whats the difference I feel nothing less
Im stuck on you my mind cant rest
I just wish you could see thru my lens
Everything has to come to an end

[stay!]
But I can’t let it go, take another pill and float 
They don’t understand my pain, telling me to sober up 
And I can’t open up, I’m on these opiates 
Pouring out my heart; You look so over it 

Trying but I cant get you out my head
Smoking on a pack, wishing I was dead 
Know you never cared, then you’re lying to my face 
Say u wish that I would stay
Now I’m watching us decay 
I was tryna change our fate 

how you blame me when you made me distant 
I been pouring pain, inside my cup the way I come efficient 
I wish u were here then I remember what you did and I forget that you exist
N then you go send me a text, that way I’m forced to reminisce

reminisce w/ yuske (jayysoul x amira)

produced by @hottubjohny

i'm pacing back and forth, my things are all misplaced
unaccounted for, something's gone astray
double check, i inspect
i can't explain where it went
i found a missing piece
i almost went extinct,
i couldn't make it without you
long lost friend, you were forgotten,
but now that i've found you

i'll keep you safe and sound when i'm around you
my world is spinning 'round, now that i've found you
when i'm around you…
now that i've found you…

it was lying right where i had left it; the place that i least expected
search high and low, retrace every trace
heard an echo call my name
the puzzles complete, the picture's refined. 
a piece of your heart, a treasure to find
finally, i've found the key and now that you're here with me..

lost and found (hottub johny)

switching lanes (nowaystoend)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xk1oe3/simple-feat-gypsum

simple (feat. gypsum)

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadboiiudig




only wanted u like so bad 
i was smoking on the best stuff 
meant it when i said so soon 
thought u know me i dont do stunts
dress up just to stay home 
n i only got a couple bros 
swear i really love to be alone
but i like it w u a lil more 

really liked that shit so i bought it 
put it on, god damn i look retarded 
railing lines of this shit way too quick 
high as fuck know im boutta go all in 
so close so far then i lost it 
right back where im at but its alright 
real low on my whip hit the pavement 
real low on the tint cant see shit 

cant see em 
im prolly outta town for the weekend 
idek what city we in 
still think ur a angel im a demon 
sum like thingol n melian
200 years fixated baby when i see u 
maybe that was cause we popped a bean too 
even coming down think i stay up 
way above the clouds cause of ur touch

weed and coffee (Prod.boyé)

daksugden

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