lyrics:

I cannot leave
can't find my heart, fell off my sleeve
I get no sleep, get no reprieve
why ain't this mufuckin fog lift, I cannot see shit

on all my hate shit, y'all so facetious
you will not cross me, I ain't no Jesus
incubus breathin, covered in sheepskin
I think I'm bleeding and covered in lesions

buggin the motherfuck out for no reason
I'm deep in the bushes I'm scopin and creepin
I cannot function I'm gone with the seasons
I said that before, why the fuck you repeatin

I'll put you down with my boot like a kickstand
I got too many regrets on my wristband
giddy on, pardner, you don't wanna square dance
I'll rip your bitch right in half with my bare hands


yah, shut up
ion even listen when you say allat
I'ma catch a motherfuckin Rayovac
full send, I'ma fuckin mail that
had too many lines so ion rail that
ion fuck wit old homies, they all rats
I'ma keep my motherfuckin veil black
I be living all the shit you failed at

I'm just tryna motherfuckin ride, hoe
I be gettin sick of rottin away inside
I ain't getting why this shit is glorified
fry myself awake from the northern lights
I look you right in your snake eyes
you jus gotta quit, bro take 5
I can't even lie I feel deified
I can't even sleep with my awake mind

I ain't fuckin trippin and you know why
lil fuckin bitch, you a small fry
bitch I gotta mufuckin problem
kick you off a fuckin cliff hogtied
you already know I fuckin hate hoes
big stick make you hit yo tippy toes
leave me fuckin lone tryna weep hoe
I ain't never gettin any repose

got your bitch tryna throw deepthroat
you ain't deserving my dick hoe
make that bitch suck on my pendant
who the fuck standing in these clothes
I ain't even real I'm a figment
go hard til my soul gettin repoed
ion even think that I exist
feel like the mufuckin shit tho

feel like the mufuckin shit tho
feel like the mufuckin shit tho
feel like the mufuckin shit tho
feel like the mufuckin shit tho
feel like the mufuckin shit tho
feel like the mufuckin shit tho
feel like the mufuckin shit tho
feel like the mufuckin shit tho

every motherfucker wanna plot on me
really wanna motherfuckin martyr me
I'ma ball like I done hit the lottery
I can't tell you what the fuck is wrong wit me
every motherfucker wanna plot on me
really wanna motherfuckin martyr me
I'ma ball like I done hit the lottery
I can't tell you what the fuck is wrong wit me

SHIMMERING UNDER NEON LIGHTS

lyrics:

yah, smokin on pack til my mufuckin head hurt
stay out my bubble you mufuckin get hurt
you really talk all that shit and jus net surf
yessir, I'm in the cave I'm a mufuckin wizard 
live in the fast lane, I need a Vette first
gimme the the cash now, JG Wentworth 

told my shorty I flirt with death
yeah I'm a mufuckin nervous wreck
y'all aint never gon learn respect
okay, I couldn't think from the surp, the tec
I'm tryna mufuckin earn a check
where in the fuck did y'all learn to flex

dope holes all in my brain folds
can't keep taking drugs babe, no
I'm too fuckin insane tho
my life a movie, Fandango
ion like playin in dirt bitch
ion really want your main hoe 

I been up til about 4 or 5
leaving mufuckas so mortified
I'm tryna be immortalized
I done been thru some bullshit
helpin me write some more lines
already too goddamn lone
ion needa cut no more ties

lemme jus smoke on my cigarette
live in the dark like a silhouette
chillin wit mufuckas sellin wet
okay, ain't really tryna mufuckin hear all that
lookin at me and you tryina mirror that
riding my dick but you still gonna be a rat 

shhh, you better tiptoe
thinkin a mufucka really be schizo
I stay connected like mufuckin Cisco
I'm really tryna whip an Aristo
I really been fuckin living in limbo
fuckin Houdini, like where did your bitch go
you never been fuckin real and that shit shows

ooh, I'ma be buried and I ain't invite you
putting a hole in your face and then mine too
I stomp the fuck outta you with my right shoe
ooh, keepin it simple like mufuckin haiku
I never could wanna fuckin be like you
you never do what you say that you try to

CHEST CAVITY

chopped: https://soundcloud.com/damnchr_stian/martyr-chopped

lyrics:

do this shit often
lay awake imagine my coffin
ion like oxygen, breathe neurotoxin
paralyzed, petrified walkin
chill the fuck out, I'm so sorry, that's jus not an option
I don't feel nothin
live my whole life in a state of exhaustion
I don't know why the fuck I get so nauseous 
ion wanna know you, this life got me cautious

already know I'm standoffish
tryna get paid I need mufuckin commas
speed the fuck off I'ma head to the comets
spaceman, gettin tha cheese like I'm Wallace
disintegrate any bitch
talkin some real fuckin dangerous shit 
head pointed down at the pavement and shit
feel like caving, isolated as shit

I got problems, you not safe in this bitch
keep my head fuckin down through this wasteland and shit 
I got silver revolver on my waistband and shit
call me Roland mufuckin Deschain in this bitch

will you stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you ain't really wanna fuckin stay for me

I'm feeling so damn heartless
everyone mufuckin garbage
not tryna be fuckin artist
jus tryna make me some hard shit
mind just as blank as my heart is
jus put a stain in your mufuckin carpet
rippin my goddamn garments
put me underground and wait for harvest
you can jus go on without me I'm not that mufuckin important
I'm always keeping shit dormant
so if you meet me then that shit's a performance 

think I'm finna freeze with this drip on me
inner fuckin demons keep grip on me
keep a pistol distant from me
grippin on your neck til you sing for me 
tryna go down in fuckin infamy
baby you don't wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me

MARTYR

non-chopped: https://soundcloud.com/damnchr_stian/martyr

lyrics: 

do this shit often
lay awake imagine my coffin
ion like oxygen, breathe neurotoxin
paralyzed, petrified walkin
chill the fuck out, I'm so sorry, that's jus not an option
I don't feel nothin
live my whole life in a state of exhaustion
I don't know why the fuck I get so nauseous 
ion wanna know you, this life got me cautious

already know I'm standoffish
tryna get paid I need mufuckin commas
speed the fuck off I'ma head to the comets
spaceman, gettin tha cheese like I'm Wallace
disintegrate any bitch
talkin some real fuckin dangerous shit 
head pointed down at the pavement and shit
feel like caving, isolated as shit

I got problems, you not safe in this bitch
keep my head fuckin down through this wasteland and shit 
I got silver revolver on my waistband and shit
call me Roland mufuckin Deschain in this bitch

will you stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you ain't really wanna fuckin stay for me

I'm feeling so damn heartless
everyone mufuckin garbage
not tryna be fuckin artist
jus tryna make me some hard shit
mind just as blank as my heart is
jus put a stain in your mufuckin carpet
rippin my goddamn garments
put me underground and wait for harvest
you can jus go on without me I'm not that mufuckin important
I'm always keeping shit dormant
so if you meet me then that shit's a performance 

think I'm finna freeze with this drip on me
inner fuckin demons keep grip on me
keep a pistol distant from me
grippin on your neck til you sing for me 
tryna go down in fuckin infamy
baby you don't wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me

MARTYR [CHOPPED]

lyrics:

I can't fuckin function, can't help fuckin nothin
smokin fuckin toxins, take my head off nonsense
say I'm fuckin selfish, that don't fuckin help shit
please don't fuckin talk, bitch, please don't fuckin talk, bitch

all this dumb shit, tryna hold me back
I don't fuck with that, I don't fuck with that
all the same shit, you done fucked me back
I don't want you back, I don't want you back 

smoked the fuck out, grip the stick
evil shit, twisted grin
cheating death, Sisyphus
I can't fuck with this shit
my whole life, is this it
substances, instances
mental ward, sick as shit
my own fuckin nemesis

rip this fuckin shit off I don't like my skin
I can't stay inside, fuck this realm, gotta go fuckin ascend
ion even fuck with you I can't pretend
press on my back til my spine gonna bend
killing the demons, I need no amends
leaving the ground fuckin covered in heads

fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend

I can't fuckin function, can't help fuckin nothin
smokin fuckin toxins, take my head off nonsense
say I'm fuckin selfish, that don't fuckin help shit
please don't fuckin talk, bitch, please don't fuckin talk, bitch

all this dumb shit, tryna hold me back
I don't fuck with that, I don't fuck with that
all the same shit, you done fucked me back
I don't want you back, I don't want you back 

smoked the fuck out, grip the stick
evil shit, twisted grin
cheating death, Sisyphus
I can't fuck with this shit
my whole life, is this it
substances, instances
mental ward, sick as shit
my own fuckin nemesis

rip this fuckin shit off I don't like my skin
I can't stay inside, fuck this realm, gotta go fuckin ascend
ion even fuck with you I can't pretend
press on my back til my spine gonna bend
killing the demons, I need no amends
leaving the ground fuckin covered in heads

fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend
fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend, fuckin ascend



ASCEND

lyrics:

not much changed
everything the same but it got all rearranged
haven't seen greatness but it's in my range
past got me deranged, weighs on me like chains,  wait, stop 
I don't like actually wastin my time, write my shit in a line, then I send it on the way
live life in my mind in this basement of mine, man I hate the decline but it's felt on the daily

I been sittin dormant, waiting for normalcy
not really sure what to make of this sober me
I never know if these horns or these thorns are adorning me
I just been doing my best and that shit's enough hopefully yah 
thinking it taking a hold of me yah
ion really know who I wanna be yah 
ion really know who I wanna be yah

please don't motherfuckin be afraid of me
I just wanna feel you coming close to me
sorry everybody's gotta wait for me
I ain't fuckin getting how it's supposed to be
haven't been the same since you spoke to me 
one day maybe I'ma know peace, hopefully 
let my guard down, I can hopefully vibe
take everything in what is hopefully stride

til it comes we can just go for the ride
there's something so right about your pretty eyes
we all been a mufuckin victim of time
it'll come back, what I still keep in my mind
get so lost in the feeling of time fleeting when I'm deep in defeat, I don't mind
really my eyes seeping, please lemme drive, screaming when I see that I'm free just to look at the sky 

I hope you adore me
many years gone and this world still ain't for me
but I gotta circle of real who support me
ain't it revolting how cutting the fake out my life got me lonely
can't even blame em, I wouldn't be holding on out for me either the way shit was going
I can't see evenly, I couldn't tell you who tryna be helping, who fucking me over

fuck an addiction, my demons, prescriptions, which really was closer
the only real reason I'm even breathing cause that shit set me free when I needed it most
stuck in that thinking, like maybe that belt could see me fuckin leaving, that shit was misleading
shut off those thoughts ion need em, made it at last, should I not feel some freedom

but nothing's been different
too many therapy sessions and fuckin prescriptions I'm manic depressive
ain't any helping I can't seem to find anything but the fact that I'm fuckin remaining alive
tears on my face, fuckin hate when I cry 
wanting to pray to a god cause I just want somebody to fucking forgive me
 
I'm tired of begging for grace but I realize sometimes I need to
tryna break out of my shell but I hate feeling naked and see through
tryna move forward, I ain't get no redo
why do I do this to people I need most
still stuck inside of a deep hole, I don't know what's really me though
think I still walk purely cause of my ego
shit never lethal, I ain't letting me go

MEMOIRS OF A FRIED MIND, PT. II

lyrics:

pop out like I'm next up, flexed up, I feel fuckin blessed up 
you can talk your shit until I grip your fuckin neck, bruh
yah, yah, wait, what, light my cigarettes up
you be on some dumb shit, don't call me collect, bruh

yah, yah, yah, yah, yah, fuckin leveled up
everywhere I show my fuckin face now I get dummy love
yah, yah, yah, I could hit you in the fuckin gut
I could leave your body leaking, I could give you tummy tuck

yah, yah, yah, yah, yah, little dumb fuck
I'm still alive, only cause I got dumb luck
ion wanna mufuckin talk, bitch I'm outta lines
don't open your fuckin door, bitch I'm outside

one, two, three, four pussies with they mouths wide
you can't just fuckin speak, not without lies
I can't fuckin see ahead, not without eyes
I don't fuckin need your shit, bitch you outta line

I don't give a fuck how far I come I'll never sign
how the fuck you make it this far without a fuckin spine
looking at my motherfuckin wrist like it's about time
I got too much spite, I'm always hoping y'all all flatline

I be on my fuck shit, whippin in my fuckin casket yah
5 speed making havoc, I won't whip no automatic yah
everybody fake, why every motherfucker plastic
put you in a bucket, you're a motherfuckin sad bitch

leave you in a puddle for all that mufuckin yappin
need a bigger shovel I'm being too much a savage 
I'm jus causing trouble bruh, I been on the fuckin lurk
mask and motherfuckin tone, I don't say a lotta words

think my fuckin liver burst, I'm sippin gin, no tonic first
eat the fuckin blotter, cause I get hit from the chronic worse
when my fuckin time comes, whip me in a scarlet hearse
when my fuckin time comes, whip me in a scarlet hearse

SCARLET HEARSE [FREESTYLE]

lyrics:

yah, yah, lemme jus sip my sludge, yah
don't know how to chill so much, yah
I don't ever feel so lush, yah
yah, okay, calm down, bitch, no rush, yah
how'd I fuckin get so lost, yah
all the fuckin pills I touched, yah

yah, so fuckin what
middle finger stand tall, show no love
get up out my face, hoe, you not tough
I be servin headshots, order up
feelin like a villain, bitch, kill em off
I just need some time alone, jus wanna rot
I been feeling ice cold, never warming up
wildin in the whip, hoe, donuts in the lot

I'ma need a pistol, motherfuck the cops
walking in the back door, hear the pins drop
I can't fuckin feel it, think my mind switched off
I'ma fuckin run this shit, liftoff
okay, let's go
trippin out, where the fuck your face go
why you always mufuckin mad tho
I ain't fuckin listening, Van Gogh

get back, get smacked, no sideshow
fuckin hate bitches, ion need a side hoe
fuckin life ain't a movie, it's a slideshow
I ain't moved yet, fuck it, still alive tho
bipolar ass switching wit the high lows
my fuckin mind flippin into fried mode
lemme jus fuckin whip in the ride hoe
lemme jus fuckin whip in the ride hoe

yah, yah, yah, yah, yah, yah, yah

poppin and railin and drinkin and smokin
you not ever gonna see me overdose
I don't like mufuckin keeping you close
so you not ever gonna see me with a rope
I'm never worried bout keeping this dough
but I'm still tryna mufuckin play me some shows 
my fuckin name never leaving your throats
all you mufuckas see me and taking some notes

I don't feel the same, and a lot fuckin shows
what the fuck you saying, ion gotta frontal lobe
I'ma hit my vape, you don't want fuckin smoke
sit down, bitch, you a mufuckin joke
ion give a shit, I'ma mufuckin choke
cigarette burns like fuck in my nose
life so fast, but I walk slow mo
I can't sleep, I'm awake so-so

yah, yah, yah
post in the mufuckin whip solo
will I ever mufuckin switch, oh no
I can never fuck with a bitch, no no
yah, yah, yah
ion gotta watch but my wrist on froze
I be flyin' low, but my mind's on toast
I done been the shit, all you bitches compost

A FALLEN KING, THRU A GOLDEN SKY

lyrics:

you cant look me in my face no
I dont give a fuck, I know I'm fuckin disgrace, oh
I already told you I'm disaster
baby you don't want me, I'm a fuckin asshole
you can fuckin kill me, it wont matter 
better keep your seatbelt fastened
whippin in my car I'm going faster
I don't understand my fuckin actions
please jus lemme smoke my fuckin cuban
I can't feel myself, it's all illusion
spill light out my soul and it remains cold
ask myself bout how's the metal taste tho
sippin' fuckin lines inside a range rove
feeling like my life is so deranged hoe
tell my demons how I miss your face tho
staring back at me from windowpanes, oh
thinking my life is a waste, hoe
turn my fuckin brain off, turn it into paste, hoe
thinking my life is a waste, hoe
turn my fuckin brain off, turn it into paste, hoe

you cant look me in my face no
I dont give a fuck, I know I'm fuckin disgrace, oh
I already told you I'm disaster
baby you don't want me, I'm a fuckin asshole
you can fuckin kill me, it wont matter 
better keep your seatbelt fastened
whippin in my car I'm going faster
I don't understand my fuckin actions
please jus lemme smoke my fuckin cuban
I can't feel myself, it's all illusion
spill light out my soul and it remains cold
ask myself bout how's the metal taste tho
sippin' fuckin lines inside a range rove
feeling like my life is so deranged hoe
tell my demons how I miss your face tho
staring back at me from windowpanes, oh
thinking my life is a waste, hoe
turn my fuckin brain off, turn it into paste, hoe
thinking my life is a waste, hoe
turn my fuckin brain off, turn it into paste, hoe
thinking my life is a waste, hoe
turn my fuckin brain off, turn it into paste, hoe
thinking my life is a waste, hoe
turn my fuckin brain off, turn it into paste, hoe

is this the part where it stops

lyrics:

bitch I'm a fuckin standout
doing this fuckin shit myself
ion give a fuck bout a handout
yah, man up
fell off my shit but ain't back down
tryna get bands and that type shit
fuck do I do with my hands now

yah, man down
making your fuckin bitch cry
need this shit now, ain't a next time
yeah I'm broke but I flex fine
ion give fuck bout myself
gimme the mufuckin next line
blood on my fuckin face hoe
choking and shit but my neck's fine

yah, yah
back of my whip I spit that magic
fuck the back and forth, I'm manic
lack emotions I'm a savage 
level up, I can't be average
bitch it's motherfuck the world, I put my dick inside the planet
shit don't help, just fuckin bandage

sick of needing shit to manage
breakin these necks tryna break all these habits
breakin these hearts of these bitches
my babe in the passenger seat fuckin make you look average
I ain't fuckin cappin, I aint finna be fuckin passive
I see you mufuckas I'm pointing and laughing for thinking you ever gon pass me
ion feel a thing at the brink of disaster

fuck complaints, it ain't gon matter
talk that shit, I smack you backwards
fuck your label, choke on your offer
y'all some actors, y'all need an Oscar
fuck good choices, lemme regret it
do shit now, and feel it after
waste my life on sippin liquor
poppin sticks and getting hammered 

yah, yah, yah
fuck your goddamn fake xans
I met fuckin Satan
told me y'all some fake fans
yeah the whip is scraping
ridin fuckin Racelands
lemme shut myself inside and lock the fuckin basement

yah, yah, yah
tryna make these Franklins
I can't be complacent, lost my motherfuckin patience
yah, yah
you cannot replace me
motherfuck your Drake, still where I started at the basement
yah, yah, yah
tryna make these Franklins
I can't be complacent, lost my motherfuckin patience
yah, yah
you cannot replace me
motherfuck your Drake, still where I started at the basement

WITHOUT FAIL

lyrics:

yah, yah, yah, I feel like a rock star
sip on fuckin ice tea, I ain't gon sip no Wockhardt
yah, yah, turbocharged, I ain't want no stock car
yah, fuckin downshift, ion give a fuck where cops are

yah, yah, yah, yah, yah, yah, yah, yah

I'm not a mufuckin talker
chillin and smokin myself, gettin ash on my joggers
hoppin outside of my saucer
not fuckin human, you know that I been off my rocker
keep in your lane, don't bother
talkin that shit up online, but you servin me whoppers
kickin that shit like it's soccer 
I don't have no competition I'm mufuckin walkin

yah yah, I can't feel shit, lemme ride
lemme milli rock in silence, I can't really fuckin vibe
I'm jus beaming when I'm walking, you can see my fuckin stride
I don't like your fuckin faces, I be neatly stuck inside 

I don't feel your stupid fronts, you ain't gon really fuckin slide
make you smooch the fuckin pavement, fall beneath me if you try
I cannot fuck with nobody
y'all really mufuckin serpents, y'all tryin to stop me
really just mufuckin thriving
I cannot fuck with these hoes I be mufuckin blocking

ion pay attention you talkin
really just tryna put a cave in your mufuckin noggin
yah, reach for the sky it's a mufuckin stick up
poppin them pills gimme too many hiccups
bitch need to get the fuck off of my phallus
wanderlust, wonderland, feelin like Alice 
slapping the devil 'til I get a callous
slapping the devil til -

yah, yah, yah, yah, yah, yah, yah, yah

I'm not a mufuckin talker
chillin and smokin myself, gettin ash on my joggers
hoppin outside of my saucer
not fuckin human, you know that I been off my rocker
keep in your lane, don't bother
talkin that shit up online, but you servin me whoppers
kickin that shit like it's soccer 
I don't have no competition I'm mufuckin walkin

yah yah, I can't feel shit, lemme ride
lemme milli rock in silence, I can't really fuckin vibe
I'm jus beaming when I'm walking, you can see my fuckin stride
I don't like your fuckin faces, I be neatly stuck inside 

I don't feel your stupid fronts, you ain't gon really fuckin slide
make you smooch the fuckin pavement, fall beneath me if you try
I cannot fuck with nobody
y'all really mufuckin serpents, y'all tryin to stop me
really just mufuckin thriving
I cannot fuck with these hoes I be mufuckin blocking

ion pay attention you talkin
really just tryna put a cave in your mufuckin noggin
yah, reach for the sky it's a mufuckin stick up
poppin them pills gimme too many hiccups
bitch need to get the fuck off of my phallus
wanderlust, wonderland, feelin like Alice 
slapping the devil 'til I get a callous
slapping the devil til -

DAMNCHR.STIAN

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