Don't Care

Fuzziekiss & THEHOMEBOIII - Don't Care

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eyes open before i go (prod.shadow)

The air hums low with whispers of thought,
A canvas stretched, her brushlines caught.
The café buzzes, but she’s somewhere far,
Lost in a world where symbols are stars.

"What stories linger in the curve of her hand?
What secrets unfold in the lines she’s planned?"

Her brush moves slow, like a dancer’s grace,
Tracing a serpent with a human face.
The sun and moon, a union bold,
Bound by chains of silver and gold.

"What does it mean, the dragon’s tongue?
The wheel that turns where the stars are hung?"

"It’s the circle of time, the world own game,
The search for truth, for a hidden flame."

Through the twelve gates, where the riddles gleam,
A sacred path, a golden dream.
Lead to silver, silver to gold,
The right and perfect meanes unfold.

The colors shift as the story grows,
A phoenix rises where the poppy blows.
She tilts her head, the brush held tight,
"It’s the ashes reborn in the fire’s light."

"And what of the stone, the one they seek?
Does it live in this scroll, in words they speak?"

"The stone’s not found in the gold they crave,
It’s the heart that loves, the soul that’s brave."

Through the twelve gates, where the symbols play,
A sacred science to light the way.
Lead to silver, silver to gold,
The right and perfectest meanes retold.

Her eyes alight with the fire she stokes,
A story lives in the art she evokes.
The serpent coils where the eagle flies,
An ouroboros of infinite ties.

"She paints a world where the broken mend,
A map of hope, where circles end."

"Are you lost in thought, or lost in me?
The symbols speak if you choose to see."

The dragon breathes, the phoenix sings,
The cycle turns where the fire clings.
"We’re all brave, in our own way,
Turning grief to light, to find the day."

"And you, the artist, the keeper of dreams,
Show me the truth in these gilded streams."

She hands him the brush, his fingers still,
"Add your mark, wherever you will."
He draws a line, where the rivers meet,
A quiet echo, soft and sweet.

"You’ve gilded the stream with a silver gleam,
Now it’s part of our daring dream."

"Together we build what the world can’t see,
A map of hope, a legacy."

Through the twelve gates, where the secrets hide,
A sacred path where love abides.
Lead to silver, silver to gold,
The right and perfectest meanes unfold.

The brush lays down, the colors blend,
The story told, yet it won’t end.
In every mark, a piece of flame,
The right and perfectest meanes remain.

The Right and Perfectest Meanes

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Yeah, Im Flexin

with me (ft. xykho)

Så lunka vi så småningom
Från Bacchi buller och tumult,
När döden ropar, Granne kom,
Ditt timglas är nu fullt.
Du Gubbe fäll din krycka ner,
Och du, du Yngling, lyd min lag,
Den skönsta Nymf som åt dig ler
Inunder armen tag.

First up, mate on the 3:12 train,
Rain on the window, steams up the pane.
Slumped in his hoodie, boots untied,
Dreams of a holiday, budget denied.
Calendar packed, phone battery dead,
But still he smiles, lifts up his head.
Life ain’t perfect, but hear what I say—
Breathe deep, love, it’s just another day.

Tycker du att dagen är för lång,
Trångt kontor och dresscode tvång
nå, välan än så hör då denna sång.
ta dig sen dito en, dito två, dito tre,
så går det lättare.

See her there, oat latte and toast,
Posting her brekkie, “I love me” post.
Ring light halo, filter glow,
Underneath it all, she’s just tryna grow.
Swaps her heels for battered flats,
Walks home alone past streetlamp splats.
Café philosophers, heart on sleeve,
Little sips of courage before she leaves.

You ever feel that weight?
Like you’re carrying sky bricks in a Tesco bag?
Same, mate. Keep walking.

Tycker du att världen känns för stor,
nå, välan så spring från storebror,
ta dig sen dito en, dito två, dito tre,
så går det lättare.

Old gent down the allotment rows,
Whispers to his tomatoes as they grow.
Wool cap, flask, Radio Wales hum,
Weather app says rain but the sun’s still come.
He lost someone once, don’t talk much,
Tends the soil with a gentle touch.
Weeds or wildflowers? Who’s to say?
All of us bloom in our own weird way.

Young lad skint, pockets all bare,
Friday pint ‘cos he still don’t care.
Mates on the WhatsApp, banter’s alive,
Takes the long route home just to survive.
Council flat lights, moon on the wall,
Swears at the stars but forgives them all.
Life ain’t golden, but still it’s bright,
Even cold chips taste good at midnight.

Tycker du att skatten är för hög,
Lön som aldrig dög, hela livet sög
nå, välan ta så chill drill, puff puff pass
ta dig sen dito en, dito två, dito tre,
så går det lättare, ser du de?

Parent at 4AM, bleary-eyed stare,
Rocking the baby, whispered prayer.
Milk-stained T-shirt, “We’re alright, yeah?”
Heartbeat lullaby fills the air.
One day they’ll grow, dance on their own,
But tonight you’re together, safe, homegrown.
Lean into the moment, don’t rush through,
Even messy love is the purest true.

Tycker du att natten är för lång,
Mata, byta, gång på gång.
nå, välan ta dig då en stund,
ta dig sen dito en, dito två, dito tre,
så hittar du tillbaka till dig själv lättare.

Säg är du nöjd? min granne säg,
Så prisa värden nu till slut;
Om vi ha en och samma väg,
Så följoms åt; drick ut.
Men först med vinet rött och vitt,
För vår Värdinna bugom oss,
Och halkom sen i graven fritt,
Vid aftonstjärnans bloss.

Song for dinner

Fazekas x 8jaxx - What I want

Vogue

Count in the breath.
Count out the ache.
Tune every string the dusk will take.

My heart threw exceptions at quarter to two,
stack trace glowing in a ribcage blue.
I catch to my chest then release to the air,
tiny try again in a whispered repair.
I write guard clauses at the edge of my name,
preconditions kindness, postconditions same.
Invariant simple as water and bread,
fail fast anger before it is fed.
I lint my voice for the splinters and blame,
format the truth till it fits in the frame.
I seed a test for the gentler part,
mock a safe morning for a shaking heart.

Small prayer for error handling, hear me when I fall,
route my wild output to a shoulder not a wall.
Let the night be logging but the stars decide the level,
warn not fatal, mercy middleware the devil.
Pipe my heavy stderr to the tide and tree,
tee a quiet copy to a friend who knows me.

Recursion of regret keeps calling me back,
base case resting, unwind the stack.
Tail call the sorrow till the loop runs light,
optimize grieving to sleep by night.
Retry with a patience that does not bruise,
exponential spacing on the storms I choose.
Idempotent apology, same soft phrase,
safe to repeat on the troubled days.
I write a spec for the lines I will cross,
sacred guardrails when I carry loss.
I mark a commit with a clean clear note,
scope what I fix and the parts I do not.

Small prayer for error handling, keep the channel clear,
trace the hidden currents that carry me to here.
Let the warnings sing but the panic never lead,
roll back the harshness, roll forward what I need.
Route my heavy stderr to the rain and reed,
tee a quiet copy to the hand that reads.

An engine of learning looks over my code,
finds latent branches on an old hard road.
Attention on tokens of thorn and fire,
weights on the parts that ask desire.
Will an artificial mind refactor my art,
or write scripture lore from the shards of a heart
Diff of a doctrine and a warm redesign,
clean small functions where the grief can align.
Model the days with a gentler loss,
regularize edges in a cradle of moss.
Train on the kindness that people gave,
serve that model when the pulses crave.

I will not send my sorrow to a null sink void,
I will not drop the packet of a joy employed.
Let the holy handler be a human ear,
let the harp be circuit, let the reel steer.

Small prayer for error handling, shape the falling sound,
buffer me in breathing till my feet find ground.
Let the logger listen and the limits bend,
grace on the exit, soft on the end.
Route my heavy stderr to the mouth of day,
tee a quiet copy to the ones who stay.

Try again softly.
Finally, rest.
All clauses guarded.
Heart learns best.

a small prayer for error handling

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