Don't Care

Fuzziekiss & THEHOMEBOIII - Don't Care

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eyes open before i go (prod.shadow)

The air hums low with whispers of thought,
A canvas stretched, her brushlines caught.
The café buzzes, but she’s somewhere far,
Lost in a world where symbols are stars.

"What stories linger in the curve of her hand?
What secrets unfold in the lines she’s planned?"

Her brush moves slow, like a dancer’s grace,
Tracing a serpent with a human face.
The sun and moon, a union bold,
Bound by chains of silver and gold.

"What does it mean, the dragon’s tongue?
The wheel that turns where the stars are hung?"

"It’s the circle of time, the world own game,
The search for truth, for a hidden flame."

Through the twelve gates, where the riddles gleam,
A sacred path, a golden dream.
Lead to silver, silver to gold,
The right and perfect meanes unfold.

The colors shift as the story grows,
A phoenix rises where the poppy blows.
She tilts her head, the brush held tight,
"It’s the ashes reborn in the fire’s light."

"And what of the stone, the one they seek?
Does it live in this scroll, in words they speak?"

"The stone’s not found in the gold they crave,
It’s the heart that loves, the soul that’s brave."

Through the twelve gates, where the symbols play,
A sacred science to light the way.
Lead to silver, silver to gold,
The right and perfectest meanes retold.

Her eyes alight with the fire she stokes,
A story lives in the art she evokes.
The serpent coils where the eagle flies,
An ouroboros of infinite ties.

"She paints a world where the broken mend,
A map of hope, where circles end."

"Are you lost in thought, or lost in me?
The symbols speak if you choose to see."

The dragon breathes, the phoenix sings,
The cycle turns where the fire clings.
"We’re all brave, in our own way,
Turning grief to light, to find the day."

"And you, the artist, the keeper of dreams,
Show me the truth in these gilded streams."

She hands him the brush, his fingers still,
"Add your mark, wherever you will."
He draws a line, where the rivers meet,
A quiet echo, soft and sweet.

"You’ve gilded the stream with a silver gleam,
Now it’s part of our daring dream."

"Together we build what the world can’t see,
A map of hope, a legacy."

Through the twelve gates, where the secrets hide,
A sacred path where love abides.
Lead to silver, silver to gold,
The right and perfectest meanes unfold.

The brush lays down, the colors blend,
The story told, yet it won’t end.
In every mark, a piece of flame,
The right and perfectest meanes remain.

The Right and Perfectest Meanes

inside?

Yeah, Im Flexin

with me (ft. xykho)

Så lunka vi så småningom
Från Bacchi buller och tumult,
När döden ropar, Granne kom,
Ditt timglas är nu fullt.
Du Gubbe fäll din krycka ner,
Och du, du Yngling, lyd min lag,
Den skönsta Nymf som åt dig ler
Inunder armen tag.

First up, mate on the 3:12 train,
Rain on the window, steams up the pane.
Slumped in his hoodie, boots untied,
Dreams of a holiday, budget denied.
Calendar packed, phone battery dead,
But still he smiles, lifts up his head.
Life ain’t perfect, but hear what I say—
Breathe deep, love, it’s just another day.

Tycker du att dagen är för lång,
Trångt kontor och dresscode tvång
nå, välan än så hör då denna sång.
ta dig sen dito en, dito två, dito tre,
så går det lättare.

See her there, oat latte and toast,
Posting her brekkie, “I love me” post.
Ring light halo, filter glow,
Underneath it all, she’s just tryna grow.
Swaps her heels for battered flats,
Walks home alone past streetlamp splats.
Café philosophers, heart on sleeve,
Little sips of courage before she leaves.

You ever feel that weight?
Like you’re carrying sky bricks in a Tesco bag?
Same, mate. Keep walking.

Tycker du att världen känns för stor,
nå, välan så spring från storebror,
ta dig sen dito en, dito två, dito tre,
så går det lättare.

Old gent down the allotment rows,
Whispers to his tomatoes as they grow.
Wool cap, flask, Radio Wales hum,
Weather app says rain but the sun’s still come.
He lost someone once, don’t talk much,
Tends the soil with a gentle touch.
Weeds or wildflowers? Who’s to say?
All of us bloom in our own weird way.

Young lad skint, pockets all bare,
Friday pint ‘cos he still don’t care.
Mates on the WhatsApp, banter’s alive,
Takes the long route home just to survive.
Council flat lights, moon on the wall,
Swears at the stars but forgives them all.
Life ain’t golden, but still it’s bright,
Even cold chips taste good at midnight.

Tycker du att skatten är för hög,
Lön som aldrig dög, hela livet sög
nå, välan ta så chill drill, puff puff pass
ta dig sen dito en, dito två, dito tre,
så går det lättare, ser du de?

Parent at 4AM, bleary-eyed stare,
Rocking the baby, whispered prayer.
Milk-stained T-shirt, “We’re alright, yeah?”
Heartbeat lullaby fills the air.
One day they’ll grow, dance on their own,
But tonight you’re together, safe, homegrown.
Lean into the moment, don’t rush through,
Even messy love is the purest true.

Tycker du att natten är för lång,
Mata, byta, gång på gång.
nå, välan ta dig då en stund,
ta dig sen dito en, dito två, dito tre,
så hittar du tillbaka till dig själv lättare.

Säg är du nöjd? min granne säg,
Så prisa värden nu till slut;
Om vi ha en och samma väg,
Så följoms åt; drick ut.
Men först med vinet rött och vitt,
För vår Värdinna bugom oss,
Och halkom sen i graven fritt,
Vid aftonstjärnans bloss.

Song for dinner

Fazekas x 8jaxx - What I want

Vogue

hush the cup, let quiet steep

what we cannot keep may keep

Night left a trace on the rim of the day, pale as a petal afloat on the bay,
salt on the lip and a lesson in lack, something taken turns and gives back.

I lower a bucket through breath into well,
listen for echo that learns how to tell.

Absent is present in the vessel of bone,
empty makes room for a brighter stone.

What we release will refine what remains,
simple as rain slipping silver through drains.

Hold still the bowl, let the clouding run,
from bitter to clear, to a kinder sun.

meaningful meddeling mercurial mead, heartly hopeful, held to believe

believe belief, boiling brew, in the salts of my self, I find you

there at the bottom of my well, it grows and swell, and only time will tell

tell me what I want to hear, our quartz grown in hope and fear

as below so above, garden green, pull and shove

sink hands into soft soil and sand, plant a seed of no demand

demand to let it stand, stand to grow through a trying time

until its bell tolls and chime

Calcine the sorrow to paper and ash, watch the unneeded surrender and flash,
dissolve the clinging in water that sings, separate dross from the finer rings.

Conjoin the small with the smaller still,
one drop of quiet becomes a will.

Ferment the hush till it rises like bread,
distil a thought till it softens the head.

Sublime the breath to the rafters above,
coagulate patience and call it love.

Absent and present, a circle of care,
stone from the empty shows gold in the air.

[female british voice, child's voice 1] meaningful meddeling, mercurial need, tenderly tasting what time may seed

believe belief, boiling through, in the salts of my self, I find you

there at the bottom the bright will tell,
the swell of a bell in the body’s well

tell me gently, clear not sheer,
our quartz grown in hope and fear

as below so above, 
greenwork, 
glove and shove

earth under nail, 
no great demand, 
only a seed in an open hand

stand and let it stand,
through lean and climb

until its bell tolls and chime

solve to soften, solve to see

coagula kindly, let it be

what is missing makes a key

what is empty lets us free

Kitchen of breath with a hearth of bone,
steam writes a psalm no mouth could own.

Grief in the glass turns clear over time,
sweetness arrives with a softer rhyme.

I thought the lack was a closing door,
found it a garden beneath the floor.

Roots in the dark, leaves in the light,
absence and presence agree by night.

Stone of the heart that you cannot lose,
made from the nothing the world refused.

meaningful meddeling mercurial mead, heartly hopeful, held to believe

believe belief, boiling true,
in the salts of my self, I find you

there at the bottom a bell to tell,
a swell that settles and serves us well

tell and hear and keep it near,
our quartz grown in hope and fear

as below so above, 
garden green, pull and shove

sink both hands in soil and sand,
plant a seed with no demand

let it stand and let it climb

until its bell tolls and chime

what went missing made us mild

what stayed silent named the wild

keep the stone, but keep it light,

in the absence, we are bright.

an alchemy of absence

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