Boots in the wind, thunder like feet
Tima stirs under her lion-sheet
The night tiptoes in, wearing its roar
She pads across the soft-matted floor

My hand finds hers before she can ask
Mam lifts the covers, no need for a task
She wriggles between us, breath warm and shy
Mam whispers “Dw i yma. Dim byd i ofni.”

It’s cwtsh o’clock, the storm can wait
Snuggled up close behind the gate
Wrapped in arms, under soft night thread
No monsters live in this bed

Morning is slow, soft light on her cheeks
She hides in the covers, and barely speaks
“You snored like a dragon,” I say with a grin
She giggles, then pulls Mam's jumper in

“I just came in... to check the rain.”
“Of course you did,” Mam laughs again
Toast in the kitchen, the kettle sings
Peace held together with butter and strings

It’s cwtsh o’clock, with tea and jam
A hug on toast from Dad and Mam
A moment, a glance, a knitted sock —
That’s all it takes to turn the clock

We walk the Twmp in the Labour Day sun
Mam plants seeds where the hill has none
“For the bees,” she says, “and the dreams we keep”
Tima yawns, but she doesn’t sleep

I carry her up as the wind leans low
“There’s someone big and quiet below”
She places her ear on the mossy stone
“Bran’s still here — he just sleeps alone”

“He heard the storm,” she softly said
“Maybe even giants need a bed.”

It’s cwtsh o’clock on a mossy spine
Even the hill knows the warmth of time
A mountain hug, a seed, a sigh —
Even Bran’s heart breathes the sky

Eira arrives with paint-stained hands
They draw up castles and mountain lands
A bear with wings, a fox that grins
A moon that cwtshes everything in

Evening comes like a lullaby breeze
They fall asleep in a pile of knees
Mam tucks the blanket, brushes their hair
Says “Cwtshiau always find you there.”

It’s cwtsh o’clock, again, again
At midnight, noon, or half past ten
It’s not on clocks, or written down —
It’s when love’s there to wrap you round

“I keep one for you in every room.”

Cwtsh o’Clock

Satans biggest crime is identity theft
Speaking lies and speaking death
Oh but I’m claiming what my father said
For His promises are eternally etched 

The lies whisper I’m unloved 
And i should live in fear
But His promise says I’m enough 
And he’ll wipe away every tear 

Oh so I’m shutting up the enemy 
By claiming my identity 
I am loved i am seen 
I am healed and redeemed 
Forever saved
Forever blessed
Forever believing
What God says 

The lies whisper I am wrong
And completely unworthy 
But His promise says I’m strong 
And that I’m royalty 

Oh so I’m shutting up the enemy 
By claiming my identity 
I am loved i am seen 
I am healed and redeemed 
Forever saved
Forever blessed
Forever believing
What God says 

Oh cuz Satans biggest crime is identity theft
Speaking lies and speaking death
Oh but I’m claiming what my father said
For His promises are eternally etched 

Oh he says I am
Precious and protected 
Treasured and respected 
Chosen and made new 
Worthy of breakthrough 
Yes he says i am 
Precious and protected 
Treasured and respected 
Chosen and made new 
Worthy of breakthrough 

Rap:
I ain’t got time 
For the enemy’s lies 
Oh cuz God says i 
am one of a kind
With a Sound mind 
Forgiven and free 
Livin life redeemed 
Full of power from on high
The one who i admire 
Whose truth doesn’t expire 
Who when he speaks 
My Identity is released  
And my enemies 
Meet their defeat 

Oh so I’m shutting up the enemy 
By claiming my identity 
I am loved i am seen 
I am healed and redeemed 
Forever saved
Forever blessed
Forever believing
What God says 

Oh he says I am
Precious and protected 
Treasured and respected 
Chosen and made new 
Worthy of breakthrough 
Yes he says i am 
Precious and protected 
Treasured and respected 
Chosen and made new 
Worthy of breakthrough
Yes i am chosen and made new
Worthy of breakthrough

Claiming My Identity (Female Version)

[Verse 1]
Adrenaline makes my heart race,
Dopamine gives me a pleasure rush,
Oxytocin release when we embrace,
Because I love you so much.

Serotonin on the rise,
Endorphins bind to receptors,
I feel so much love inside,
From these chemical connectors.

[Chorus 1]
Molecules in my blood,
Released when you're with me,
You make me feel so loved,
Thanks to my brain's chemistry.

[Refrain 1]
Oh yeah!
You give me love chemistry.

Oh yeah!
You give me love chemistry.

[Verse 2]
Epinephrine in my system,
Secreted from my kidneys,
It quickens my heart's rhythm,
When you say hello to me.

Dopamine gives me pleasure,
When your lips press against mine,
You're my greatest treasure,
And you make me feel divine.

[Bridge 1]
Oxytocin, the love hormone is involved in feeling fond. It shapes how our love grows and helps build our strong bond. 5 hydroxytryptamine, serotonin floods my brain. It makes me feel so happy when you speak my name.

[Chorus 1]
Molecules in my blood,
Released when you're with me,
You make me feel so loved,
Thanks to my brain's chemistry.

[Refrain 1]
Oh yeah!
You give me love chemistry!

Oh yeah!
You give me love chemistry!

[Refrain 1]
Oh yeah!
You give me love chemistry!

Oh yeah!
You give me love chemistry!



Love chemistry

Før Du Går

Før Du Går

Incomplete

Everyone who looks at us from the outside
Thinks we're so strong, unshaken walls
But that’s not who we are inside
We’re not made of stone at all

I believed for so long that strength
Meant hiding every crack and flaw
Building walls around my feelings
Not to cry, not to feel, not to fall

I ran for years from my own pain
From the scars I carry deep within
I thought showing them would make me weak
But now I know, that’s where strength begins

You showed me it’s not weakness to feel
That glass hearts can break and still heal
They shatter, then shine even brighter
Glass hearts, glass hearts

I’m not afraid to feel anymore
To break and fall apart again
‘Cause I’ve learned that life is made of this
To feel it all, to feel the pain

Even when it tears us open
It’s how we know we’re still alive
I’m not afraid to live, to feel
And if this glass heart breaks... it will survive

You showed me it’s not weakness to feel
That glass hearts can break and still heal
They shatter, then shine even brighter
Glass hearts, glass hearts


Glass Hearts

the Light Shines

Celestial Sanctuary

Siden jeg var barn, da du kom ind I mit liv.

Har du ændret tonerne, på mit livsmotiv.

Jeg malede kun med varme farver,

Dog er det dit sorte lærred jeg arver.

 

Må du, snart få fred.

Må du, snart få fred.

 

For nu ser jeg dig dagligt, og hører din stemme.

mit sind du hjemsøger, selv når jeg er alene.

Du har ødelagt mig, og forbander mig stadig.

vi er sammenbundet, og evig uadskillelig.

 

Det har formet mig, til den person jeg er.

Syg, angst og med hævngerrige tanker.

Dog lærte jeg glædeligt i processen,

At jeg kunne udtrykke mig gennem kunst-interessen.

 

Må du, snart få fred.

Må du, snart få fred.

(Må du, snart få fred.

Må du, snart få fred.)

 

Min lyst til at leve, svæver dagligt,

Mellem styrken til mine børn, og dit drænene svigt.

Så jeg dedikerer dette sorgens digt til dig,

For at fortælle, at jeg stadig søger en flugtvej.

 

Jeg er i lænke, og har forsøgt at flygte.

Men selv med nøglen, ville jeg stadig frygte.

At se dig igen, bag de tårefyldte øjne,

Da vi er partnere i krig, sorg, had og løgne.

 

Mit eventyr er skabt gennem mange historier.

fortalt af dig, og dine syge fantasier.

mit største ønske, er en ændring i fortid.

At du ej trådte ind, i mit kun 6 årige liv.

 

For nu ser jeg dig dagligt, og hører din stemme,

mit sind du hjemsøger, selv når jeg er alene.

For nu ser jeg dig dagligt, og hører din stemme,

mit sind du hjemsøger, selv når jeg er alene.

 

Men nu har du fred.

Nu har du endelig fred.

Sygdommen

Crystal Lantern Lady (Don) 
lyrics and image by Don & ChatGPT
music by Suno AI

Crystal Lantern Lady (Don)

She rides on a moonbeam, silver in her hair 
Laughing with the willows, floating in the air 
Paints the dawn with colors only night can see 
Crystal lantern lady, come and shine on me

Oh, she’s a rainbow river, winding soft and slow 
She tells the secret stories only dreamers know 
Dancing in the garden where the starflowers grow 
Crystal lantern lady, never let me go

She hums to the sparrows, songs of emerald seas 
Whispers to the jasmine, sways the apple trees 
Her footsteps fall like petals, soft upon the ground 
Every time she turns, the air becomes a sound

Oh, she’s a rainbow river, winding soft and slow 
She tells the secret stories only dreamers know 
Dancing in the garden where the starflowers grow 
Crystal lantern lady, never let me go

Silver bells are ringing 
Through the twilight haze 
Mystic wheels are spinning 
Round her golden gaze

Sailing on her laughter, drifting free and high 
Crystal lantern lady, lift me to the sky



Crystal Lantern Lady (Don)

Piano in the Rain - Jazz Music

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Cwtsh o’Clock

Dancing salamanders