b e g o t t e n 自杀

---b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (life cycle) - 生命週期---

1. (longing) - 渴望 
2. (love) - 真愛 
3. (birth) - 分娩 
4. (life) - 生活 
5. (sickness) - 疾病 
6. (desperation) - 絕望 
7. (depression) - 蕭條 
8. (suffering) - 痛苦 
9. (bonus track) - 怎样 
10. (bonus track 2) - 切割

b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (life cycle) - 生命週期

---b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (hushwave) - 治愈它---

01. (vast) - 广大 
02. (insomnia) - 失眠
03. (pain) - 翅膀 
04. (invisible) - 无形 
05. (heartfelt) - 沮丧的
06. (ghost) - 鬼白
07. (eternal) - 永恒
08. (hidden) - 隐藏
09. (bonus track) - 绝望

b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (hushwave) - 治愈它

---b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (phantom psalms) - 幻影诗篇---

01. (disintegrate) - 瓦解
02. (calming) - 平静
03. (sagittarius) - 射手座 
04. (red) - 红色
05. (palpable) - 明显的
06. (neurotic) - 神经质
07. (unknown) - 未知 
08. (eloquent) - 雄辩 
09. (bonus track) - 宽容
10. (bonus track 2) - 遗忘

b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (phantom psalms) - 幻

---b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (happy anniversary) - 周年快乐---

01. (amethyst) - 紫晶
02. (emerald) - 翠
03. (quartz) - 石英
04. (celestine) - 天青石
05. (fluorite) - 萤石
06. (malachite) - 孔雀石
07. (lapis lazuli) - 青金石 
08. (silicon) - 硅
09. (aquamarine) - 蓝晶
10. (diamond) - 钻石
11. (bonus track) - 缟玛瑙
12. (bonus track 2) - 红宝石
13. (bonus track 3) - 黄玉
14. (bonus track 4) - 家传宝钻

b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (happy anniversary) - 周年快乐

---b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (forgive and forget) - 原谅和忘记---

01. (unprepared) - 措手不及
02. (unraveling) - 解开
03. (understanding) - 理解
04. (unfortunate) - 不幸的
05. (unending) - 无止境
06. (unconditional) - 无条件的
07. (undeserving) - 不值得
08. (unless...) - 除非...
09. (bonus track) - 同情

b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (forgive and forget) - 原谅和忘记

---b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (Halloween Mixtape)---

01. (invisible) - 无形: remix by MindSpring Memories
02. (disintegrate) - 瓦解: remix by Sangam
03. (longing) - 渴望: remix by Ｓｐｏｒｔ３０００
04. (pain) - 翅膀: remix by desert sand feels warm at night
05. (depression) - 蕭條: remix by دل
06. (ghost) - 鬼白: remix by w i n t e r q u i l t 愛が止ま
07. (unending) - 无止境: remix by M y s t e r yミステリー
08. (aquamarine) - 蓝晶: remix by Tupperwave
09. (perpetual love) - 永动的: remix by Lucid Sound Driver (LSD)
10. (eternal) - 永恒: remix by Ezhak
11. (lapis lazuli) - 青金石: remix by Electric Specter 電妖怪 (snowfall version)
12. (sensuous) - 感觉上的: remix by 疑心暗鬼 (metamix)
13. (serendipity) - 意外发现: remix by Electric Dreams
14. (red) - 红色: remix by W ̄ ̄
15. (birth) - 分娩: remix by Temporal孤独
16. (love) - 真愛: remix by 異星人
17. (life) - 生活: remix by dronetapper
18. (hidden) - 隐藏: remix by Sad Chasey
19. (unless...) - 除非...: remix by Hantasi
20. (emerald) - 翠: remix by 猫 シ Corp. (Live at Kamppi Helsinki)

b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (Halloween Mixtape)

In An Instance

SAINT PEPSI - Resort

POST ANTHROPIC BASIN

Release date: Dec 5, 2025
Linkhub: https://music.imusician.pro/a/xDnwUJqN 

Launch on November 5th: https://mentalhealthconsumer.bandcamp.com/album/the-echoes-i-sent 

The Echoes I Sent' marks the striking debut of Brian Ruskin, known artistically as Mental Health Consumer, under our label. Capturing a raw, unfiltered glimpse into his creative genius, this album merges shadowy beats with glimmers of melodic guitar, navigating the complex terrains of emotion and introspection. This isn’t just music; it's a deep dive into the psyche, where each track builds from a quiet hum to a resonating roar.
The standout piece, 'Unexpected Storm,' showcases Mental Health Consumer’s ability to blend spontaneous creation with polished artistry, setting the tone for an album that challenges the norms. With visuals that evoke a hauntingly beautiful journey through deserted landscapes, the artwork complements his unique sound palette.
For those tuned into the underground scene, 'The Echoes I Sent' is not just an introduction of Mental Health Consumer—it's a bold statement of what’s yet to come.

Written and Produced by Brian Ruskin
Track 8, Remix/additional production by Dave Hall (Eko_fisk), and drumming by Jesse Sprinkle.
Cat n°: ECU153 - EAN: 4069493476330
 © Mental Health Consumer ℗ EC Underground 2025

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Feels good to upload again. Quick Zelda Mix (suggested by  Jet2k5 a while ago.) Recently popped into my head and well..this happened; Hope you enjoy however.

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