I Want To Kill Myself

awakebutstillinbed -  chaos takes the wheel and i am a passenger (TE204) out January 2024 on Tiny Engines

chaos takes the wheel and i am a passenger

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🌧️ Soak Through x TNGCreator is a deeply emotional alternative song about surrender, transformation, and finding peace in the storm. It captures the quiet power of acceptance — of no longer running from pain, but letting it wash over you until it becomes part of your strength.

Each verse feels cinematic and raw: wet pavement, heavy jackets, soaked shoes — symbols of persistence and renewal. The chorus — “Let the water soak through, let it change the shape of you” — becomes a mantra for healing, embracing change, and allowing yourself to grow through what once hurt you.

This track is about giving up the fight against what you can’t control and finding honesty in the rain. It’s not about waiting for the sun — it’s about breathing in the storm and realizing that surviving it makes you stronger.

🎧 Vibe: atmospheric, introspective, and emotionally powerful.
✨ For fans of: TNGCreator
🌙 Perfect for: late-night walks, rainy drives, or moments of reflection when you need to let go and let it “soak through.”

Soak Through

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do you ever feel like the ground
is falling down
or it's just me
the one thats falling down

do you ever feel like you are
wasting time
or it's the time
that goes to fast

i don't wanna fade away
i don't wanna fade away

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