Holiday (The Get Up Kids Cover)

i climbed above hill to see
to see what's left of me
to see if i am making progress
or just a no-winner contest

am i a pointless doodle? a random sketch
or a silly mistake that no one ever regret
growing up is knocking at my door
hide and seek is no fun anymore

good bye, good life

easily impressed is what i used to be
now i'm up to impressing someone
a fine line set up above
a simple compliment is never enough

no longer fit in to society
everybody's busy pretending to be somebody
growing up is knocking at my door
hide and seek is no fun anymore

good bye, good life

01. What's Left

i feel like season is changing, colors are fading
and the cold wind is no longer hard to find out
there are unfinished sentences
haven't written down, but i left behind

mileage keeps on counting how far you can go driving
how many places you could be, destinations you've got to be
every promises i made, will be something left unsaid

don't you know that i want to go back
and settle things up, but i'm afraid i might lose track
of all these walls i built around you, has nothing to do with me
just want to make you stay for days

mileage keeps on counting how far you can go driving
how many places you could be, destinations you've got to be
every promises i made, will be something left unsaid to you

following the water til i get sober, see you on the otherside

mileage keeps on counting how far you can go driving
how many places you could be, destinations you've got to be
every promises i made, will be something left unsaid to you

i know i'm miserable but i'm trying to be better


02. Follow The Water

03. Interlude

Drawing circles around me
What mine is yours to keep, yours to keep

Don't you ever look back
I'm falling far behind, far behind

Body is a fragile thing
But heart is barely thin, vulnerable

Bruises takes months to heal
But hole in a heart, stand still

01 Hole In A Heart

Just stop you feeling sorry for yourself
Man doesn't learn from word "i'm sorry"
He planned it before the mistake could happen

In the first time me too
I'm a selfish unplanned human being
Searching for meaning, how does it feel to be something

I ended up ruin everything

You can't save everybody
Save yourself first from misery

02 Save Yourself First

One son wandering across the water 
With wind as his father
Grow up on his own feet 
Will make a man like no other

Love i ever give in, love i've ever lost
One that got away
Who chose not to stay will make way for another
Someone better

If it's meant to be broken, just leave it as it is
If it's meant to be something beautiful
Don't you worry, 'cause it will be

Regret what you, lost be grateful for what you have instead

If you don't have a place to call home
Or friends to laugh with
And i'll be sitting here next to you
Singing this song to keep you up at night

And when this song ends
You still got your breath, close your eyes and breathe

03 Meant To Be

I randomly picked a title for it because it's 5:24 minutes long

04 524

I was a boy never done things great
I've always had enough when it was not enough
Three winners out of ten, i've always been the third
Never expected to be happy, to be happy it just came

I can just run around and around and get tired
And sleep whenever i wanted to
Don't take things too serious simply because i'm scared
That it might get stiff, stiff, stiffer, and break

Now that i'm this twenty-something years old
I found myself lost, don't know where to go
But some said, you don't have to know where you should go
Just know where you're heading

06 Twenty-Something

It's 3am, i was driving back home
After an awkward evening out with girl i once loved
In an up tempo my heart's beating, i don't know if i could be sleeping
There is one thing missing

If only words would've come out
Before the possibility ran out

Solitude, burdened words won't bring any good
Let it out
Spit it all
Let it all out

You may say the next time
But it's all gone won't be the same

05 Say It

01 - When I Die

02 - Catch Up

03 - Anchor

04 - Make The Most Of My Time

05 - How Good Is Good Enough?

06 - Well Aware

Linger is a project of mine, don't know if this will go far or not, but i'm planning on releasing an album called "Congratulation, You're Getting Old" in the near future as soon as i'm done processing it. Hope you like it! :)

Walking down hand in hand
We savor every moment
Got your back everytime
I suffered everyday

I think
We shouldn't be suffering
To be the one everyone look after

But i insist
That i could be something
I failed again

Tell me all you know about perfection
That life is not about comparing one's creations
We lost ourselves everytime
We always lost in comparison

And Maybe i should take my time
Disappear without your consent
Sorry dear it's not your problem
I Dont wanna be a public nuisance
Being kind is not an option

Looked myself in the mirror
I thought i said it clear
I wanna be something
Be somebody you'd look up to
Now I take it all back
I take it

I dont wanna ruin anything
For anybody easy taking blame
Im sorry dear it's not an option
Don't wanna be a public nuisance

Ive said it all, im fading out
Im tired of thinking same old thoughts
I just dont be the worst of me
I only need you to believe in me

And when everything is back
To normal
You will see
That i did nothing wrong
I was just taking break before
Everything got worse

Linger - Public Nuisance

Linger is a project of mine, don't know if this will go far or not, but i'm planning on releasing an album called "Congratulation, You're Getting Old" in the near future as soon as i'm done processing it. Hope you like it! :)

Well it's hard
To complain
That your body won't contain

All those doubts
You pretend
Not to have it in for me

Well it's hard
To impress
When you are who do the rest

Do your best
To impress
Failing hard
And taking all the blame

No I dont need you 
Here to tell me what to do
Free i wanna be free
Cause Im nobody's property

There, said it all
Maybe i have said it clear

That i've been
Holding grudge
Laying down in-between thoughts

Maybe i
Don't say much
But i know you know me such

That you keeping saying things
Telling me things over day by day

Linger - Nobody's Property

WORN OUT

I have the midnight accompany me
In silence i wake up
Try to get some sleep but i can't

No I don't blame a cup of coffee that keep me up
I know i've slept too much, but all i need is a couple hours more

Today's routine has worn me out
And tomorrow is unbearable

So i sing myself a lullaby or maybe lullabies
But it seems doesn't work for me
Lack of talent i played my chords randomly odd
But still i can's even sleep on it

Giving it a name like insomnia or whatever you call it
Ain't give me something solutive
It seems like drowsiness and weariness 
won't ascociate this time

Today's routine has worn me out
And tomorrow is unbearable

01 - Worn Out

PERFECTION

The picture's framed, i hang it on the wall
Stable in the corner, near the exit door
So when i pass by i can always adore
When i'm outside it's always remind me to get back home, always

Would you pull me back when i'm above the cloud
Would you remind me when i forgot

And I can fall asleep anywhere anytime
But all I could think about, all my dreams all about
It's all about you girl, it's all about you

Words are never enough to explain
The beauty of the god's creation's of human's perfection

02 - Perfection

BE SINCERE

Rain drops heavily here
I pray for it to stop, still
Still trying to be sincere
I know you know what i really feel

Fine afternoon of my neighborhood display
Can barely see a mile from here
Still trying to be sincere
I know you know what i really feel

'Cause you what makes life worth living
'Cause life what makes you worth loving
What goes around shall comes around
You have a thing nowhere to be found

It's not the same when you call me again
We used to be friends now love on our hands
The sky's the roof we sleep underneath
I'll be supportive whenever you need me

Turn my back to my little room
Let's see what can be a thrill
Stil trying to be sincere
I know you know what I realy feel

But try not to get much excitement
'Cause I got to get out of here
Still trying to be sincere
I know you know what I realy feel

03 - Be Sincere

SUBJECT MATTER

Body bruised spine is cracking
My vision seems so blurry
I don't think I'll be okay
Midnight shower wash my pain away

You seems so nice and friendly
But deep inside you try to kill me
I wonder what behind that smile
I feel the need to run a trial

'Cause cover always fraigle, contents are subject matter

Fancy clothes way to spend your cash
I see you dress to impress
Imitate lifestyle from TV
Oh what so-called reality

I'm not trying to offend
The way you dressed up or the way you speak
My friend you're so intolerant
Because your lack of common sense

Some said that your priceless possesion is your attitude
Easiest way no talking behind someone's back, 
I know you're capable

'Cause cover always fraigle, contents are subject matter

04 - Subject Matter

BELONG

Drive away to destination so far away
Leaving with good intentions
Bag full of expectations
No need for map and guide to lead me to something new

Grass is greener on the other side, they said
Trying something new always good to you
Well it's probably true

Numbers count nothing 
Can't hold onto that phrase for too long
As time we got older more problems getting closer 
No need to take cover they'll find you anyway

Think about our life would possibly be
If we live on the other side of the town
Or maybe somewhere else
But no i feel light headed, I think i ought to lie down

Grass is greener on the other side, they said
Trying something new always good to you
Well it's probably true

The more we think that way the less we care
The more we grow apart from things we were born and grew up with
When you need friends to play and a place to stay

Please take me home, to a place where I belong

05 - Belong

Ever So Sweet (The Early November Cover)

When I was on the edge, with the water under the bridge
I was ready to drown my skin, but you pull me right back in

I was jaded full of hatred
But you're the one who told me i'm great
I'm not sober lack of color
But you're the one who told me i'm great

You give me what i need, wrapped that up as a treat
Never want a single reply, but i'm too selfish to even think

Sorry father i'm not much a diamond
Since you raised me so decently
I've talked shits or even shout it
But you're the one who told me i'm great

No I can't forget those things that forgotten
I will pick the pieces of my life
That you build with love and decency, and I torned apart
Well, thank you now I will try so hard


Thanks, Dad

Love Will Tear Us Apart (Joy Division Cover)

I used to be busy with Write The Future and Much, and this is pretty much what i do in my bedroom.

Dandy Gilang

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