out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

Kendrick Lamar - Hood Politics & How Much A Dollar Cost (Remix)

Siñora Rosa Salas Palomo talks about what she continues to do for the Chamorro language and shares some stories throughout her career as an educator.

Siñora Rosa Salas Palomo

My first EP release with 6 songs following getting through college

For You

One late night, a teenaged Thundercat and his father walked into a laundromat, around the corner from the house where Marvin Gaye was shot and killed by Marvin Gaye Sr, and changed the channel on the TV to Adult Swim. His life would never be the same. He sits down with host Sama'an Ashrawi to tell the story.  

*TW - from 46:00 - 60:00 the conversation discusses depression and suicide.*

If you think you don’t know Thundercat, you there's a good chance you actually do — he’s a Grammy-Winning bass player, singer, and songwriter who, in addition to releasing his own critically-acclaimed albums, has played on songs by Kendrick Lamar, Erykah Badu, Childish Gambino, Janelle Monae, Jhene Aiko, Schoolboy Q, Mac Miller, and N*E*R*D* among many many more.

Read along with the transcript at:
http://thenostalgiamixtape.com/creative/the-thundercat-episode/

Artwork by Nataly Menjivar:
http://www.natalymenjivar.com/

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[00:05:55] - Chapter 1: The Ghost of Marvin Gaye

[00:19:34] - Chapter 2: The Laundromat Situation

[00:24:53] - Chapter 3: Stephen meets Steven

[00:37:13] - Chapter 4: The Aristocats go to Compton

[00:46:07] - Chapter 5: How to be Depressed

[00:59:15] - Chapter 6: Fashion is Life, Bitch!

[01:01:26] - Chapter 7: Them Changes

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The Thundercat Episode

"Yóok 'ol Kaab Maya" by Cemican

Listen tot his track and more at adultswim.com/singles

Cemican - "Yóok 'ol Kaab Maya"

Written and produced by Daniel Cespedes
Mixed by Micah Manaitai
Illustration by Alena Haun

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Lyrics:

"EXHUMED"

Woke up to smellin’ D.U. in the air
Uranium dust settles into my hair and my
Throat and my lungs and the air that I breathe
Like the U.S. of A.
Down to stay, but never leave

I felt like joining on the fun
So I went and I bought me a standard issue gun and
Brought a grenade to the veteran's graves
To bless your great granddaddy right where he lay

What you know it’s nothing personal
I’ll get a driver and a hearse and all
Paper bags, ain’t that the protocol
Up for display down at the city hall

Look at Palau, we don’t need protection
Navy “care" feeling like infection
Asking Yigo bout their rates of cancer
Wonder why, but you know the answer

Mañe'lu, let’s get this straight
They said they want to shoot
Their guns at nanå-mu, today
So what say you, che'lu
Let’s get this straight
They said they want to shoot
Their guns at nanå-mu, today
So what say you

How you say "stay cool" when they make the rules of where we walk our land
How you play the fool for the military like they're really gonna stick to plan 
How much you really give a fuck bout who sits up on the latte stones
How much you really give a fuck bout how they treat the mañaina's bones

Can't you see that they just teaching you to turn the other cheek
Cause broken treaties is the only language that these fuckers speak
What transparency? let's talk legacy
Only thing your kids will get from you and yours is UXO's and PCB's

Mañe'lu, let’s get this straight
They said they want to shoot
Their guns at nanå-mu, today
So what say you, che'lu
Let’s get this straight
They said they want to shoot
Their guns at nanå-mu, today
So what say you

Si nåna Guåm, her body achin’
Why would your God leave her forsaken
Flashin the money, who gonna take it
Dead presidents, wish I could hang ‘em

Back in the black, look at who made it
Who do they want, eradicated
Sindålu siha, you think I’m playin
straight from Danny the brown, knowwhatimsayin

Behind the badge, I see you shakin’
Fryin’ the pigs, I’m smellin’ bacon
Fuck uncle Sam, we ain’t related
Decolonize, it’s time to take it

Mañe'lu, let’s get this straight
They said they want to shoot
Their guns at nanå-mu, today
So what say you che'lu
Let’s get this straight
They said they want to shoot
Their guns at nanå-mu, today
So what say you
So what say you
So what say you

Exhumed

Danideru

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