Hold me close, please, no matter who offers their hand or a gentle embrace. The relief of not constantly feeling the weight of loneliness would be so comforting. Can't you hold me? Don't we all need a touch of physical closeness every now and then? Just the thought of being held tightly can sometimes be healing. It seems that no one is truly built for such profound solitude. Embrace me, please!

Hold Me (Piano Version IV)

In love for my daughter.
In the solitude and relentless fatigue, the sad melody of dark thoughts arises, which will not truly touch either one's own heart or that of another. I love you nonetheless, even though I may not be as present in your thoughts right now, my dear Emma.

With Love For My Emma (Piano - Final Version II)

When we reflect on our lives and revisit our dreams time and again, it sometimes feels as though we are amidst a polar night. In such moments, we focus on savoring the tranquility and watching the play of lights in the sky with deep relaxation. How wonderful it would be, in these frenzied times, to find such a peaceful haven every day. When will you return, oh beautiful serene and peaceful moment? When?

Polar Night (Elga - Mix - Version)

In tender embrace, hand in hand,
Forever united, for a lifetime,
Even though the path we tread together,
Is a continual learning process.

But is it not worth the effort,
To nurture the flame that burns within us?
When the attraction that binds us,
Is so powerful and magnificent.

Let us learn to be together,
In harmony and love,
For the bond that unites us,
Is stronger than any challenge.

Hand In Hand (Emotionally - Piano - Version III)

Perhaps many of us, maybe myself included, have forgotten over time how vital it is to offer each other warmth and affection. Romance flows in both directions. 
It requires effort from both parties to make the other feel cherished and comforted. All too often, it seems as though everyone is merely looking out for their own well-being, and it's in these very moments that romance is carelessly extinguished.

Soulful (Drum And Bass Emotionally Mix V)

Hold Me (Orchester Beat Version Remix I)

EMOTIONALLY STRESSFUL CONTENT!

The War of Dark Thoughts

The War of Dark Thoughts resembles a battle where you initially seem to have lost the fight against your own thoughts.
It is a challenging yet immensely painful inner conflict,
often waged without the understanding of the social environment,
which further complicates the burden of the battle.
You are confronted with thoughts that have the power to deeply wound you. In many cases, it appears that in the end there are only few paths: a farewell to one’s own existence, a life only in one’s own beautiful dreams as a refuge, or emerging strengthened from a long, hard battle.
One can only hope for each individual that they can decide the second battle for themselves—with support, even if, unfortunately, it often comes from just a few people—for their own well-being and for that of others, who still have to fight this battle and are now reliant on your support.

Into The Darkness (Saturday Evening Mix)

Into The Darkness:

A war began,
whispered softly, without weapons,
felt like every battle was lost –
every thought hurt so much,
hurt so much.

Wars unseen,
no war to comprehend,
alone – as if forever –
thoughts hurt so much.

Thoughts declared the war,
pain – whispered, unseen.

Thoughts declared the war,
pain – whispered, unseen.

Dreams were the refuge,
where time cradled without pain,
dreaming and still dreaming,
dreaming or forever leaving.

Fought hard – the war is over,
many hands through many days,
your hands could hold –
give them in understanding.

Thoughts declared the war,
pain – whispered, unseen.

Your hands –
now your understanding.

Your hands –
now your understanding.

Into The Darkness 2025 - Vocal-Power-Mix Il

Into The Darkness 2025 - Vocal-Power-Choir Mix

DREAM WITH ME:

Could you dream with me?
Could you dream with me—understand my dreams?
Dreams that walk with me,
In moments when faith can't touch me anymore.
Dreams that walk with me,
In moments when faith can't touch me anymore.

Dream with me—  
see with me—
dream for me.
Dream with me—
see with me—
dream for me.

Who was willing to live in dreams only?
—me—just-me.
Touched too hard 
by dark melodies, 
day by day-day,
day by day-day.

Dream with me—  
see with me—
dream for me.
Dream with me—
see with me—
dream for me.

Dreams can breathe you peace—
may breathe you strength—soulfully.
Dreams that kiss my soul—my strength—so softly.

Strength—touch me—
again and again—
dream for me!

Dream With Me 2025 OB-New Balance Mix 04

DREAM WITH ME:

Could you dream with me?
Could you dream with me—understand my dreams?
Dreams that walk with me,
In moments when faith can't touch me anymore.
Dreams that walk with me,
In moments when faith can't touch me anymore.

Dream with me—  
see with me—
dream for me.
Dream with me—
see with me—
dream for me.

Who was willing to live in dreams only?
—me—just-me.
Touched too hard 
by dark melodies, 
day by day-day,
day by day-day.

Dream with me—  
see with me—
dream for me.
Dream with me—
see with me—
dream for me.

Dreams can breathe you peace—
may breathe you strength—soulfully.
Dreams that kiss my soul—my strength—so softly.

Strength—touch me—
again and again—
dream for me!


Dream With Me 2025 OB-New Balance Mix 05

Glimmer of hope (Pre Remix Version) V.003

Escape (Vocal version)  Vocal Adjustment V.79

Escape:

The moon does not shine,
only brightly.
The sun on its way,
only warm.
My mask is laughing,
my eyes are crying.

To remember or forget,
to laugh or to feel,
to be myself – or just to be.
to be myself – or just to be.

My tears, the rain,
the water for colors.
Thoughts paint,
colors aplenty.
Thoughts see,
comfort touches.

To remember or forget,
to laugh or to feel,
to be myself – or just to be.
to be myself – or just to be.

Escape (Vocal version)  Lyric Adjustment V82

Escape (Vocal version)  Lyric Adjustment II V83

Polar night 2025 (XMAS NIGHT MIX) Balance Adjusting V.012

Polar night 2025 (XMAS NIGHT MIX) Balance Adjusting V.013

Hold me (Original Beat Mix) Instr adjusting  V.011

Hold me (Vocal Mix) Vocal Adjustments V.016

Hold me (Vocal Mix) Vocal  Lyric Adjustments V.022

Hold me:

So near, the gentle pressure welcomed, finger by finger the embrace is felt,
the moment of understanding, a longing for eternity within.
Inner tears, hidden from the world,
following the daily rules, yet unnoticed, 
the heart in pain, untouched,
the heart in pain, untouched.

Refrain:
Hold me tight, whoever offers closeness,
without condition, hold me, 
until breathing finds its calm,
until breathing finds its calm.

Is it lament or desire? In the felt universe, alone within the senses, alone in being.
Embrace upon embrace, so deeply yearned, 
touching the soul, tears could pearl in relief,
touching the soul, tears could pearl in relief,

Refrain:
Hold me tight, whoever offers closeness,
without condition, hold me, 
until breathing finds its calm,
until breathing finds its calm.

Hold me (Vocal Mix) Beginning Adjustments V.023B

Hold me (Vocal Mix) Beginning Adjustments V.023C

Vita Nova (Pre Vocal Version 2025) V.008

Vita Nova (Pre Vocal Version 2025) Clean up V.019

Vita Nova (Pre Vocal Version 2025) Clean up V.028

Feelings Inside (Drum and Beat Mix 2025) Bass Adjustment V.007

Hand in Hand II 2025 - (Piano Version) V.003

Vita Nova (Pre Vocal Version 2025) Clean up V.029

Dying Youth Now 2025 (Drum and Bass Guitar Mix) V.004

Dying Youth Now 2025 (Drum and Bass Guitar Mix) BASS ADJUSTMENT V.005

Autumn 2025 ( September Mix) Balance Adjuments V.011

Autumn 2025 ( September Mix) Ref Adjuments V.013

Sweet Melody 2025 Remix V.006

We may not remember every heartfelt and meaningful person, but when we always let our hearts speak, especially through music, it doesn't matter. It might have only been important to touch someone's heart. Sermocinor

A friend about me:

A life full of changes and contrasts, sometimes surrounded by dark canyons of thought.
Determined, versatile and enthusiastic. The poetry of Life expressed in painting and music.
This is how one can describe the individual newcomer Sermocinor of the Soundcloud composers' guild of the younger generation. 
The complexity of his charismatic yet empathetic nature, is also reflected in his unique sound creations.
With each new musical creation, the Cologne based artist is able to demonstrate that one can grow personally in and with music. 
Let your own inner melodies, harmonies, and rhythms be heard and experienced creatively with musical impressions of life.
Sermocinor proves his commitment and inspires excitement and expectation for the future creations in the sound workshop of this talented craftsman. Stay tuned...

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