thanks c

lyrics
i think i did too much
your face is turning shades that i dont like you switched it up
(ur really turning face)
and taking all this acid's really gonna get to us
making hella scenes im screaming over papercuts
soon as i lose
(i lost my mind again)
you going ghost, its hella rude
i took a hit, took a few 
now it sent me to my doom, got me tearing up whatever i had left of me and you 
what did i do

i had to quit the drink
it wasnt good for me
i made too many bad decisions, almost crashed my car i think
but that aint anything
compared to what you think
a psychotic alcoholic what a perfect recipe
but im the same as i was when you met me
i aint changed for anything hoping u wont forget me
guess it didnt work cus u too scared to even text me baaack
now im crying on the carpet cus i wanted u baaad

now i want u back
now i want u back
you really disappeared,
thats not what id expect from u
just say anything
could i at least get a text from u
i dont even wanna mention u
just amputate me

i think i did too much
your face is turning shades that i dont like you switched it up
(ur really turning face)
and taking all this acid's really gonna get to us
making hella scenes im screaming over papercuts
(just cut me off)
i think i did too much
your face is turning shades that i dont like you switched it up
(ur really turning face)
and taking all this acid's really gonna get to us
making hella scenes im screaming over papercuts
just cut me off

papercuts

Total Immersion.mp3

mOnOpOly by ETLMaxx is an unheard of sound that draws a deep connection from the listener. The sound is relatively new and no other artist can compare to it. Rapid flows and and engaging drums. Enjoy

#hiphop #hiphopandrap #newdrop #mondaydrop #dailydrop #sahiphop #hiphopsa #newrelease #blowup

mOnOpOly [prod.mØlemØ]

Jay vulnerably shares about his deep healing journey and walking that path with Ayahuasca. The episode starts with a trigger warning as we talk about some highly sensitive topics like child sexual assault and drug addiction. Mel holds space as Jay shares his powerful story. Please share this episode with anyone you think it might help.

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Steven Kotler books
Internal Family Systems therapy (IFS)

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EP 147: Jay's Healing Journey - Walking the Path with Ayahuasca

147: Jay's Healing Journey - Walking the Path with Ayahuasca

This is a collection of unreleased songs that were written during the period of 2020-2022. These songs are a personal reflection of my experiences and emotions during that time. They are a journey through love, loss, hope, and resilience.

I hope you enjoy listening to them as much as I enjoyed writing them.
I would love to hear your thoughts on the songs. Please feel free to leave a comment or review.

Thank you for listening!

They Don’t Know Me

this song is so bad holy shit
prod. payme10k

@1lleafo:
he just nutted in my butt
now i got some aids
now im sucking on his sack
whys it in a darker shade

i love his stroking on his balls
said you want some more?
imma pass it now to gabluhv cuz hes such a fucking -----

@officialgabluhv:
oh hell nah wait wait
bitch can suck your mango
doing all the tango
you suck it up and slurp it 
shove it in me and i say oh

fuck it when i say so
licking up his draco
you pull it and it

thank you stepbro

obama:
suck it then it cum alot
turn around sending shots
open cheeks and open mouth
obama speaking from the south

peter griffin:
oh shit im peter griffin, leafo on my dick
this shit hard tip to tip sucking lip to lip

@ericdoa:
i was leanin like a kickstand with ur bitch man
never heard one song but she still a big fan
heard the beef not squashed u could be the big man
got em all choked up like he fell in quicksand
im a grown-ass man, girl i dont need you
i can never tell a lie, girl im too see through
know i came off strong but i didnt mean to
got a couple little things i can really teach you 

@1lleafo:
i love dick, put it in my ass
fucking me repeatedly just like a rubber band (whats that even me)
i dont know, im your little hoe
spread my fucking booty cheeks but only for the bros

fetty wap:
aye, i got a glock in my rari
17 shots no 38
i got a glock in my rari
17 shots no 38

##pee cypher - leafo + gabluhv + obama + peter griffin + ericdoa + fetty wap (prod. Payme10k)

I don’t know if I want it💔

Beat: Prod. DWAM

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Youtube:
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Instagram:
​@/ anishabrown11

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@/ anishabrown1

Lyrics
You tell me you won’t let me go
Can‘t live without
cause you love me so
And I try to forget
All the lies you tell me to forgive but

If this is what love feels like
I don’t know if I want it
If this is what love feels like
(love feels like, love feels like)
If this is what true love is like
why don‘t it feel quite right
I‘m not sure if I want it

Yeah I‘m starting to get tired
Of trying and trying and trying
Cause you do the same mistakes
over and over, over again

Everytime you say it will be different
but you never change
Tell me you won’t hurt me
won‘t ever raise your hand again
(you lied, you lied, you lied, you lied)

If this is what love feels like
I don’t know if I want it
If this is what love feels like
(love feels like, love feels like)
If this is what true love is like
why don‘t it feel quite right
I‘m not sure if I want it

#bandlabmusic #originalmusic #88rising #soundcloud #rnb #tiktoksound #bandlabmusic #sadsong #youtube

what love feels like

i feel fine (prod.sleepy!)

Can you believe again?


This has been such a challenge for me, trying to make sure drum and bass, math rock, and hardcore work together seamlessly. Not only that, but these subgenres are out of my comfort zone despite me listening to a lot of songs that fall in to these categories. Even so, I saw my vision and I stuck with it, and I love how it turned out. I hope you guys enjoy as well!
Would like to thank Patterns, Riemann, and SHANNON for the amazing work behind the song, you guys did an amazing job. Really big special thanks to soyatu, who has always been down to work with me with the illustrations, expect more of their art in my discography. Huge shoutout to our animators, ORIELGZHA [KRINGG], for visualizing the song in such a short amount of time, you've really put the vision to reality.
Lastly, thank you to you guys, who have been listening to the things I put out. Please do expect a lot more for 2024, I cannot wait!


"BREEZE" OUT NOW
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6GYYWbIdHeH4KXfWjVgaFf?si=3e79f71afab54f65
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/breeze/1730309826?i=1730309828
YouTube: https://youtu.be/ThxErwWJz5o
Other Music Streaming Services: https://linktr.ee/ronmanandeg


ron
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ronmanandeg/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3hMjPzc0je2gT3UzO4EIz1?si=TekP2joTTpaCzxqySCxcQg
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@ronmanandeg
Twitter: https://twitter.com/ronmanandeg

soyatu (Artist)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/soyacomu
Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/soyatu
Pixiv: https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/2590741

Patterns
Bento: https://bento.me/prettypatterns
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4qwvSfN4vvXmOfepMFSCeX?si=EKO00dM-TUapHVeJsc-NMg
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@PrettyPatterns
Twitter: https://twitter.com/PrettyPatterns_

Riemann (Vocals)
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMf3MweZ4M6poZ3mCf1SNIQ
Twitter: https://twitter.com/riemannmusic

SHANNON (Vocals)
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0iF6ZwGzHm6Jauyi2PCN2w
Twitter: https://twitter.com/bulululululu420

ORIELGZHA [KRINGG] (Animator)
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/rinrindesu
Twitter: https://twitter.com/umarin_rin


Lyrics:

Can't blame it on the breeze this time
Won't tell you what I want tomorrow
Pretending that I'll be just fine
Yet all the while just contemplating 

Seems like the grass is greener outside
No rush, but a thought might follow
No hollow heart would brave these tides
But altogether life keeps moving

Can you believe again?

The fear was such yet I'd much rather commit
A ghost of a smile ran down your face without an end

Wish care would be felt from both sides
Intent is as blind as sorrow
Mistakes could be read in those eyes
A part of me would fade as it goes

Feels like I should be greedy sometimes
So why is it so hard to swallow
To give when there is no sign
But altogether I keep hearing

Can you believe again?

Can you flee after love ?
Won't believe I'm enough
Would the sea rise above ?
(Can't blame it on the breeze this time
Can you believe again ?
Can't blame it on the breeze this time
Can you believe)

Can you flee after love ?
Won't believe I'm enough
Would the sea rise above ?

Breeze

ron - Breeze

(Lyrics)

ay, she gimmie head we bounce ideas 

she too short can’t be where her knee is

talking shit like I don’t know who he is 

Fat nigga look like fucking joe Diaz 

Homeschool nigga I’m early dismissal 

Name in they mouth I ain’t talking bout bristles

These niggas tweaking they smoking them crystals

She stay reposting acting like she miss you

Fuck it tho I’ll see yo ass later

If we in a relationship bitch sign a waiver

Yeah I’m mixed nigga I got flavor 

Can’t wait to take her to the store like yeah bitch what’s yo favorite

She my soulmate we always stay vibin

We catch up every 5 months

Then we go enjoy the whole silence 

We both the type to go and stay quiet

Man of few words except when I’m rapping
I just know when to speak with intention

These niggas stressing it

They stay on they bullshit and hesitance

Ion talk about guns i live in a residence 

Give a fuck bout relevance I just want resonance

These adults living for they politics and they presidents Im just ahead of em

I’m tryna sell a whole show out

When I go tell all my fans they gon hold out

Hit the brakes and I took the whole road out

Gimmie a blowout while the tires blowout

If you didn’t know nigga now you know now

Shit like a clown car bitches start pouring out

I make a song then I move on 

2024 a nigga staying strong

Only one that been with me when we was in the cold and trying to get home

Yeah he my big bro 

It don’t matter where we going

It don’t matter where I’m going

He still coming to my live shows 

Everything good till I get home

Now I’m just sitting (alone)

They Don’t Know Me

BADS1GNAL

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