MARTINLEIB - SOLEDAD

prod. pinkgrillz88 x lucid1k

sometimes i still get that feeling
sometimes i wonder "why am i still here?"
they say they care but they don't listen
but i luv the ones who always stayed right here <3

& i can't describe what i felt this time
thought i left it behind yea it was gone for some time
but it ain't nothing new, it's been there for years
sometimes i ask myself "would anything change if i disappear?" :/


n i still don't know my purpose
if i'm doing what i want n still pretend & say i'm fine, is it still worth it?

well ig i'll keep on workin
cuz this music shit's rly the only thing that makes me feel like i'm important

what if all of my friends hate me and i'm rly just a burden? :(
well ik they probably don't but it's on my mind cuz i'm so used to it
still don't know what i'm doin man
hope it'll be better in the end but until then yea i gotta pretend


but sometimes i still get that feeling
sometimes i wonder "why am i still here?"
they say they care but they don't listen
but i luv the ones who always stayed right here :)

& i can't describe what i felt this time
thought i left it behind yea it was gone for some time
but it ain't nothing new, it's been there for years
sometimes i ask myself "would anything change if i disappear?"

do i rly belong? :/

featuring:
margo proxy, silas roe, comeinalone, ggedgar, kxda, ronn & dk

https://octodog.beatstars.com/

march samples ('22)

☐ - Innaloop prod. duble + splish

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ROCKSTAR360 (Prod.W4lk)

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