funeral song for politics


i’m not alright 
i can feel you in my sleep 
i can feel you near me 

i’m this soft tread 
that wears very thin 
hear when they spin 

i’m this dark space 
i’m this grand face 
i can see your face 

i’m lofty iron 
heavy and tense 
dark in some sense 

rusted and worn 
clothes have been torn 
i feel one million dollars 

sold off and won 
ideas are done 
my brain’s dead for hours 

i’ll kill my own son 
a champion 
we’ll be dead as one 

i’ll feel my own head 
after i’m dead 
there will be no flowers


piano, vocals!!!!! done by me!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Earth Portrayed As God's Empty House

No Flowers

unfin


i know you got it 
hard to be you 
hard to be you 

i know your lifestyle 
hard to keep up 
hard to keep up 

i know you 
oh 
i know you 
oh 

what is the feeling? 
what kind of feeling? 
find the feeling 

i know i've been there 
find the feeling 
i need that feeling 

i know you 
oh 
i know you 
oh 

and i know your family 
and i know your father 
and i know your father

Slow Drive

originally intended as the first adore, 1996 release, winter was recorded in 2013. the masters of this album were lost in a house fire, leaving me with nothing but a single .wav file of unfinished tracks. 

intended as a follow up to my album "melanchole", winter attempts to carry on from where i left off by expanding on some of the musical concepts i was interested in at the time; repetition, noise, musical contrast and pop songwriting. 

in an obvious state of disrepair, this album is presented to you as a flawed and unfinished work that i had put months of time into and expected to put months more into. i hope it can be in some way enlightening.

all instruments performed and written by daniel johann, except for drums which were performed by Ike zwanikken.

download: https://danieljohann.bandcamp.com/album/winter

Winter

Prelude

i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body

cop graveyard

It's the Big Joyous Celebration, Let's Stir the Honeypot

Alex

written by nicole and i did guitar and such, shes amazing check her out

vulnerable people aside treacherous seas w/ micmole

ill start today making my way away
who says you have to wait to have anything
i know what you really want isnt just me
thats what i wanted too but you fucked it up more than you can see
i want to wake up dead
never feel a thing again
and i wont be scared of it
i just need to
and im not even sure if im pushing or falling away
out of your arms that held on too loose to me
cause the words that come out of your mouth are mold on my skin
and right now i bet you regret ever letting me in
i want to wake up dead
never feel a thing again
and i wont be scared of it
cause everything is just pretend
i think i want you to know
all the places that id rather go, than be
with someone who understands how i feel
and it hurts that you're so much like me
and i guess thats why i think we should be
as far apart as can be

get out

dear valentine

beagles 2

october summer

i want to forget this world
everyone is a sinner
sinners go to hell
everyone suffers
i am a sinner
i am already in hell
please murder me for my sins
so I can be nothing


please murder me for my sins

I consider this a demo cause my voice isn’t up to par lately and in my head this song has a melodica in it so if this ends up on a demo/album then it will be changed and maybe slightly longer

Lately I've been trying to find a way out (demo)

old music archive 

(once unofficial, and then i asked soundcloud if i could have it and they gave it to me)

No Flowers

daniel johann

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